
The night is getting late with the moon and stars decorating the darkness. Drowsiness can not be avoided anymore, several times Early seemed to evaporate.
"Would you sleep?" ask Dimas Early.
Dini only nodded in response, her eyes already unable to compromise anymore. Star flashes and colorful city lights that are visible from the balcony are not able to dispel the drowsiness that attacks his eyes.
He took Dini to the room.
"You sleeping on the couch again?" ask Dimas Early, before he closed his eyes.
"Dear, there's only one bed here" Dimas replied.
"I'm on the couch, you're in bed!"
"Don't I don't sleep here!"
"But...."
"Udah, baby sleep, tomorrow I wake up in the morning," said Dimas cut Dini's speech.
Dini also complied because arguing would not be of any use because he knew Dimas was very stubborn.
He began to close his eyes. The night had led him to dreamland. The dream he always feared, the dream that made him not want to fall asleep again.
The clock has shown at 2 am, Dimas is still awake. Already 3 cups of coffee he spent so as not to fall asleep, so that he could keep Dini with his dreams, so that he could pay attention to Dini as Doctor Mela ordered.
Although already spent 3 cups of coffee, in fact Dimas eyes can still feel drowsiness. Dimas then took his phone and played games to relieve drowsiness that seemed to force him to immediately fall asleep.
Until he heard Dini whimpering. Dimas is approaching Dini soon. He saw the look of Dini's face that looked frightened and sweat dripping from his forehead. Dini gripped tightly the bolster that was on his right and left.
"sorry baby, sorry I can't wake you now" Dimas said.
He could not bear to see the girl he loved seemed to suffer like that, but he also wanted her to be free from her phobia soon.
"the phobia can come from anywhere Dimas, it can be from genetic factors or past trauma," said the inner Dimas recalls Dr. Mela some time ago.
"Don't mom, don't!" say Early with eyes still closed.
"Yeahhhh!!" yelled up so hysterically.
Seeing that Dimas increasingly could not bear to let Dini be in his nightmares. Early tears had already spilled, slipping out from both corners of her closed eyes.
"Honey, wake up baby" said Dimas who eventually gave up on letting Dini drown in his nightmares.
"It's cold mom, it's cold, it's cold" said Dini who looked shivering.
Dimas then pulled the blanket Early to cover his chest, but Dini still looked cold.
"Honey I beg you to wake up," said Dimas with a slight shake of Early's body.
He grew sobbing in his sleep. Dimas could feel such a deep pain felt Early in his dream. He is still trying to wake Dini but Dini is getting into his dream.
"Sorry baby, I have to wake you up" Dimas said with a small pinch of his hand Early to Early opened his eyes, making his tears spill over Dimas' pillow.
"Darling, aren't you papa?" asked Dimas who saw Dini already opened his eyes.
Dini was silent with a blank look, her tears still came out as if the pain was real she felt even until she woke up.
Dimas then gave Dini a glass of drink to calm Dini.
Dini just received the drink and drank it a little.
"What's up, baby? you're having nightmares again?" asked Dimas by bringing Dini into his arms.
"I'm afraid of Dimas, I'm afraid" Dini said, hugging Dimas very tightly.
"I'm here, you can tell me what I love!"
Dini simply shook her head increasingly tightly hugging Dimas.
Dimas then released Dini from his embrace and held onto both of Dini's shoulders.
"Andini, don't you self-destruct your grief, you have to tell me what's disturbing your sleep every mallem?"
"Not Dimas, I don't want to sip anymore!"
"But you have to tell me baby, even though I can't help you at least I know what happened to you!"
"Nothing happened to me Dimas, it was just a dream!"
"A dream that keeps repeating every malem? the dream that always scared you? a dream that makes you cry even until you wake up? it's not your usual dream, it's......"
"It's just Dimas' dream, you can't make me like this!" said Dini then left the bed intending to get out of Dimas' room but Dimas prevented it.
"I just want you to tell Andini" said Dimas, holding his hand Early, but Dini pulled his hand violently.
"Nothing I have to tell you!" say Early and then get out of Dimas' room and pick up his bag.
"Where are you going?" ask Dimas by blocking the door.
"I want to go home" said Dini by trying to push Dimas.
"No, I'm anther you're at 6!"
"I can go home alone without you anther Dimas!"
"And I won't let you go home alone Andini!"
"You're selfish!" say it early with glassy eyes.
"Me or you are selfish Andini? I just want you to share your problems with me, I just want us to open up to each other, is that wrong? is it wrong that I care about you?"
"I don't want to inget it again Dimas, I don't want, why do you mean I'm like gini?"
"I don't mean you, I just want you to open up to me, tell me all your problems are the same as me!"
"What problem do you mean Dimas? the nightmare? I've told you that I often have nightmares, already, about what and how the dream should not be discussed again, it's just a dream, why is it a problem?"
"I'm worried about you, I don't want anything bad to happen to you, me....."
"Nothing bad happened to me, I just had nightmares and those dreams had absolutely no effect on my day-to-day life, so what were you worried about Dimas?"
Dimas took his breath deep and exhaled it slowly. He then drew closer to Early and pulled his Early hand into his grasp.
"I love you Andini, I just want you to always be good, I don't want the dream to bother you every mallem, you don't know how tormented I was when you saw you as sad as that but I can't do anything!"
"Don't discuss Dimas, I beg you, if you feel disturbed by my nightmares, I'm sorry, I'll go home now and won't sleep here with you again," speak up by pulling his hand.
"That's not what I mean baby, no, it's just me who does not want the dream to continue to disturb you, maybe after you tell the same story I, can slightly reduce your burden."
"This is the last time I said to you, don't ever talk about that dream again or I'm actually going out and going home alone now!"
Dimas exhaled slowly and then hugged Dini. He has lost, he will not get any information from Dini.
"I'm sorry dear," said Dimas, hugging Dini even tighter.
"Don't talk about it again!"
Dimas just nodded his head with a heavy heart.
They went back to the room and went back to sleep after the two had calmed down.
**
At exactly 6 am, Dimas and Dini were out of the apartment and immediately headed to the boarding house. After a long debate a few hours ago, they are now getting along.
Arriving at the boarding place, Dini immediately got down from Dimas' car and walked towards the stairs. Just as Dini was about to board, Andi came out of the kitchen.
"Your eyes are swollen, you cry?" ask Andi by moving his head Early to the right and to the left.
"No, I just woke up!" reply Early dodged then immediately went up, but Andi held his hand Early.
"Don't lie to Din, fight again?"
"No, just ask!" reply Early by bringing his gaze towards Dimas who just got out of the car.
Seeing Dimas coming, Andi immediately released Dini's hand from his grasp.
"On time it's me!" say Dimas in Dini.
"Yes, but why is Dini crying? fighting again?"
"Kok you know?"
"Winding from her eyes," Andi replied as she sipped the instant noodles she had just made.
"That's a girl I'm saying you look into her eyes!" reply Dimas jealous.
"Jealous?"
"Lo always makes me jealous Ndi, really, really!"
"Bodo very!" reply Andi by sipping his instant noodles in front of Dimas's face.
"I wonder, you eat instant noodles mulu but your brain is very thin!"
"Inborn inborn, can not be contested hahaha...."
"Amaaatttt boasting!!"
"Lo himself abis amnesia directly dilute your brain, can that be it!"
"Maybe as long as I'm in a soul coma I learn where hahaha is...."
"Lo crazy!"
"Ndi, I have something to ask you about Andini!"
"Why?" ask Andi.
"But you don't tell me you're okay if I ask you about this!"
"Yes, what's wrong?"
"After I bokapnya Andini has died from her little right?"
"Yes, from her newborn, why?"
"Lo's sure?"
"Remain sure, why the hell?"
"if your real father dies from him being a baby, then why does he call 'father' in his dreams? what really happened?"
"Wooooyy, it's still morning don't daydream!" said Andi by patting Dimas' thigh.
"Do you think Andini has a bad past?"
"Have it, when he was little," Andi replied.
"Lo can tell me the same?"
Andi nodded.
"When he was in elementary school, a boy who likes to disturb him, almost every day a tengil boy, brengs3k was disturbing Dini until Dini nangis, until one day....."
"Wait a minute, I think I know this story," said Dimas who felt like a character "tengil and brengs3k" in the story Andi.
"Dengerin first!" andi protests.
"OK okay, go on!"
"One day his kejilannya this guy was excessive until made Dini fainted in the field under the rain and the most jerk is the guy immediately moved school that day, too, no apologies for the responsibility, really brengs3k son!"
"The little boy was forced to Ndi, he followed the orders of his parents so that the problem did not get bigger and again at the school was also a pretentious child so super hero until he was non-jok his friend, he was not, because of that, he still likes his nonjok!"
"He's not my friend, but I ain't no jerk!" reply Andi who felt insinuated with the story of Dimas.
"Hahaha.. I'm not talking about you!"
"What story is so exciting?" asked Nico who arrived and sat next to Andi.
"No idea what you're asking, seriously sarcasm!" answer Dimas.
"Who is sarcasm, I am talking about kok hahaha...."
"So I had a bad past?" tanya Dimas was upset.
"Yes, I know Dini from baby Dim and I know very well that you are the worst past for Dini hahaha...."
"It's okay, what matters now is that I'm going to be a good future for him!" reply Dimas full of confidence.
"So sure you are!" nico Sahut.
"Must be sure dong!" reply Dimas.
Shortly thereafter Dini came and was immediately welcomed by Dimas.
"Close Ndi's eyes" Nico told Andi.
Andi and Nico compactly close their eyes, avoiding the romantic habits of Early and Dimas.
Once everything is ready, they go to campus using Dimas car.
"Aletta's gone, huh?" ask Dimas.
"Udah from the morning" answered Andi.
"You're good, aren't you?" ask Andi.
"I'm with Nico? we are good!" reply Andi.
"No, I mean you're with Aletta!"
"We're good, besides we're not kids anymore, it's a mutual decision and it's the best for us!" answer Andi.
"I was horrified, I also saw that you were good, too" said Dini by turning to Andi, but Dimas immediately pointed Dini's head back to the front and clasped his hand.
Yes, Dimas was jealous to hear Early say to Andi.
"Why?" ask Dini with her song.
"No papa, it was like there was your friend, it wasn't!" answer Dimas reasoned.
Andi and Nico in the back just looked at each other and laughed silently.
After arriving at the college, they immediately split up. Dimas' phone vibrated, a call from Doctor Mela.
By hiding Dimas received a call from Doctor Mela, he did not want Dini to know if he was still in contact with Doctor Mela.
"Hello Doc, sorry for the long time he was adopted, Dimas again on campus!" said Dimas after it was felt he was quite far from Dini.
"Well, papa, am I bothering you?"
"No Doc, the class has not started yet" Dimas replied.
"Where is the Early Development of Dim?"
"She didn't want to tell me anything, Doc, but when she had a nightmare she called her father while screaming in fear Doc, she also said 'don't ma'am!' while crying and the most Dimas inget, he said that he was cold at that time," explained Dimas.
"You try to ask Dini Dim again, if she still doesn't want a story, the only way you have to ask her parents, I'm afraid there's a past trauma that I've explained to you before!"
"But his father has died from his baby Doc, he doesn't even know his father's face, his mother lives who now works out of town!"
Doctor Mela was silent for a while, trying to digest Dimas' explanation.
"The only source of information you have now is Dim's mother, I think there is a bad past between Dini, his mother and his father, I dare not speculate further, I do not dare to speculate, but I think there's a big secret that's deliberately hidden or even eliminated"
After turning off Doctor Mela's call, Dimas immediately returned to his class.
"big secret? what the hell is it? I have to meet Mom Early, as soon as possible," Inner Dimas in heart.