
The sun began to leave the scene. Orange scratches at dusk began to beautifully decorate the horizon. Andi and Nico were still sitting together in front of their boarding house. Though Andi hesitates, he finally tells Nico what's in the notebook he's carrying.
"Now it's your turn to tell me what really happened!" nico told Andi.
"In the meantime, I'd like to ask you one more question, what is the name of her boyfriend Dika you mean is Arisa Putri?"
"Kok you know? you familiar?" reply Nico don't believe.
"No, I don't know, you want this book?" andi asked while showing the notebook found by Nico.
"It's yours, isn't it?"
"It's not mine, read it, you'll know the answer!"
Nico received the notebook from Andi's hand. He opened it, the first page of the book contains the identity of the owner, full name, address, date of birth, hobbies, busyness and so forth. Mahardika Purnama, the name written in the book.
"Have Dika?"
Andi nodded.
"Read it!" continued.
Nico opens the next page. The record is like the contents of a diary that tells the life of Dika from he was small. It was written in the book if Dika and his parents lived in a suburban area. They live well, his mother is a doctor and his father is a teacher in High School.
From childhood, he always saw his parents fighting. One day he saw his mother coming home with a man, his mother explained that the man was a friend like his mother. Dika who was very small at that time could only agree and let his mother take his friend into the room.
It continued until he was 12 years old, precisely when he was in 6th grade Elementary School. When he wanted to ask his mother for money, he saw his mother was having sex with a man who is often called his friend. Understanding what he saw was not a good thing, since then he hated his mother a lot.
One day, Dika finds some drugs in a plastic clip in her mother's room. Mama said it was just a dizzy medicine because her mother often dizzy. Silence Dika took the medicine and hid it. Her mother was busy looking for the medicine until she got angry. At that time there was only Dika and her mother at home, her father still taught and indeed rarely came home.
All the stuff in her mother's room was destroyed, Dika saw her mother like a madman at that time. Groping and slamming all his stuff for the sake of a dizzy medicine. Dika only smiled faintly at his mother who was already very chaotic.
Without her mother knowing, Dika saw her mother scratch a knife in her own arm until it bled and licked the blood like a starving person.
Dika was disgusted to see him, but he still continued to pay attention to his mother. Until one day, his mother and father had a big fight. His father came home when his mother was in a relationship with a friend in his room. His father was very angry and slapped and hit his mother, while the man of his mother's friend immediately left his mother and father who were still fighting.
But his mother was very cunning, her mother reported the incident as a KDRT to the police and finally the mother managed to throw her father into the bui.
Her mother continued her relationship with her friend. Until one day, Dika deliberately pushed his mother to fall from the stairs. Blood dripped from her mother's head, but her mother still held on and asked Dika to call an ambulance. Dika ignored, Dika who was still in 6th grade Elementary School was dragging the body of his mother who was already weak and tied him to the pole.
He took his mother's knife and scratched it on his arm. He began to try to enjoy the blood from his mother's wrist. The smell of blood made it like it was flying, giving it a calming sensation for him. From then on he started to like the crazy thing, he let his mother die of blood loss and buried him in the garden behind his house. He planted a small tree on the corpse of his mother.
He cleaned his entire house to get rid of the evidence. No one suspected, everyone even the police thought that his mother had run away from home because of a long-standing household problem. Dika safe.
His interest in blood became more and more so when he began to grow into adolescence. He often fainted his friend, then scratched the body part of his friend with a knife and licked his blood.
The older he gets, the more uncontrollable his madness gets. He will give terror and threats to anyone who makes him angry. He has learned to hack surveillance cameras so that he is easier to run every action.
The second person who made her very angry was Arisa Putri, her lover during High School. He loved her very much, but when he found out that Arisa Putri was cheating behind him he became very hateful of her lover. He pretended not to know what his girlfriend did, until one day he managed to make Arisa Putri found dead horribly in the warehouse behind the school and of course, Dika safe.
This continued until he and Dini were dating. He is so possessive of what and who he loves. He has a lot of eyes ready to follow wherever his girlfriend goes and will report everything he sees to Dika. If you can, Dika wants to put a chip on his girlfriend's body in order to monitor the entire movement of his girlfriend.
Damn to Dini, Dika several times saw him hug Andi even hugged Dimas. It did not take long for Dika to know many things about the relationship of Dini, Dimas and Andi. He became very angry and hated Dini.
He decided to make Dini his third victim.
Nico closed the book and handed it to Andi.
"Crazy, this is really Dika's?" ask Nico not to believe it.
He was inexhaustible, Dika whom he had known well, friendly and easy to get along with it turned out to have a dark past and personality.
"According lo? is there anyone else who wrote this?"
"Lo should give this to the Ndi police, lo......."
"Gue can't be careless Nic, you know who's the bokapnya!"
"Yes anyway, so Dini is now in danger dong!"
"That's it, I'm confused as to how," Andi replied by rubbing her face rough.
"Gue can help you Ndi" said Nico by holding Andi's shoulder.
"Seriously?"
"Gue can't help much, but maybe I can find where you are!"
"Thanks Nic, I owe you so much!"
"Let's relax, I'll go first if I have to see someone!"
"Gue's coming?"
"No need, you're here just waiting for news from me or who knows Early will come home."
"Well, thanks again, Nic!"
Nico nodded and left Andi. He called someone to pick him up.
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In the hospital,
Dimas finally agreed to Anita's request. Although it was hard for him, he had no other choice. Early salvation is more important than his desire to be with Early.
"Good choice, baby!" anita then entered a room with the doctor.
Dimas was sitting languidly on the floor. She found her love story so complicated. When Dini hated him for his childhood, he slowly returned to Dini and with all efforts approached Dini and took his heart. When they are happy together, Anita makes a mess of things by making Dini back away from her. When his memories are lost and away from Dini, they are reunited with different situations, but he still feels the thrill of love in his heart. Now, he has remembered all his past, all his memories with Dini and all of Anita's rottenness. But again, fate is not on his side, when one step more he can re-knit his love with Dini, Anita again forced him to release Dini.
"Gue was sure this was the best for Dini!" say Yoga by patting the shoulder Dimas.
"Jaga Sintia well Ga, don't take' you rasain what I'm rasain now!"
"Surely Dim, you can trust me!"
"What?"
"Gue doesn't want my identity to be the same!"
"Lo calm down, I've taken care of everything!"
"Thanks Ga!"
The sky began to spread dark. No moon, no stars to accompany the darkness of the sky. Dimas smiled faintly, looking at the sky that was not even on his side.
"why is everything so hard? does this mean we cannot be united? or should I try harder? love me guidance God, I love him, but why is this path always difficult?"
After Anita came out of the ER room, the doctor came out shortly after. The doctor said that Dini had passed her critical period thanks to Anita's help, but she still needed intensive care because of the wounds on her body.
Dimas was relieved to hear the doctor's explanation. He is grateful that Dini will be fine, but that means he must be ready to leave Dini, according to his promise to Anita.
"Let's go home!" bring Anita.
"I want......"
"Dimas, you promised me!"
Dimas exhaled his coarse breath and went to the bathroom to change the clothes that Yoga had bought for him.
They left Dini at the hospital. Yoga has already paid all hospital fees for the next few days until Dini is allowed to go home.
Because Yoga and Anita did not bring a car, they went home in a Dimas car that had been taken to the hospital by the police.
"Gue anter lo go home Nit!" yoga to Anita.
"I'm with Dimas, brother, me......"
"You go home, Nit, I want to rest at home!"
"Hmmm, that's it!"
Yoga takes Anita home and drives Dimas.
"Take my car, thank you!"
"OK Dim!"
Yogapun left Dimas' house.
Dimas entered the house by holding his head that hurt, he even almost fell down when climbing the stairs.
"You Why Dim?" ask her father who just came out of the room.
"No papa pa!"
Mr. Tama approached his son who seemed to be not okay. Mr. Tama immediately contacted Doctor Aziz as soon as he realized Dimas's head was injured.
"No need to call Doctor Aziz pa, Dimas is no papa!" dimas said half-screaming.
Mama Dimas who was in the kitchen immediately came out as soon as she heard Dimas's voice.
"Dimas, why you baby? why contact Doctor Aziz? are you sick again? you're....."
"Stop ma, do not need to pretend to care about Dimas, Dimas already know everything, Dimas already inget everything, why mama is equally papa have the same Dimas? why is mommy lying to Dimas? why?"
"You.... You've taken it all?" mama Dimas asked reassuringly.
"Yes, Dimas inget everything, all lies mama same Anita, papa too!"
"Dimas, mom's just not like that, we love you, we......"
"Mama is selfish, because Dini is not from the family to be mama so hate her? mama even daharin Dimas same her for Anita, mama's son Dimas what Anita? Dimas happy same Early ma, Dimas dear same him, even Dimas can not really forget him even though the memory of Dimas lost, why mama more important happiness mama himself, why mama more important, why is mama more important to Anita's obsession than Dimas ma's happiness, why?"
"Di......."
Not until his mother finished her speech, Dimas had collapsed, fallen unconscious. Luckily, Mr. Tama was right behind Dimas so he could catch Dimas' body so as not to fall to the floor.
Simultaneously, Doctor Aziz came and helped bring Dimas to the room.
After a few minutes of examining Dimas, Doctor Aziz came out of Dimas' room and approached his mother and father Dimas.
"Dimas has talked a lot with me, I think he has Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder or commonly called posttraumatic stress disorder that affects his mental because of experiencing or witnessing events that are not pleasant for him," obviously Doctor Aziz.
"Do you know what made him like that?" ask papa Dimas.
"What I caught from the story, he was like losing a loved one, sorry in advance if I was presumptuous to say this but he said he lost the affection of his family, he said, she lost her first love because of her parents, I hope that Ms. Angel and Mr. Tama will take the time to talk openly and kindly to Dimas, because right now all she needs is the support of those around her, especially those people who are valuable to her."
Mama Dimas cried, he did not expect that what he had done caused his only son to suffer more. He deeply regrets all his actions.
"Thank you Doc, we'll call Doctor Aziz again if anything happens with Dimas" said Mr. Tama.
"Okay sir, excuse me!"
Mr. Tama nodded then hugged his wife who did not stop crying.
"Mama mrs pa, mama is stupid, mama is not a good parent to Dimas, mama......"
"Udah ma, don't say that, we are not good parents, but we always try to be the best for Dimas, if Dimas now experiences this, he said, that means we should be able to get rid of our ego ma, do not be influenced again the same bad things out there, happiness Dimas the main for us, mama know that right?"
Mama Dimas nodded and hugged her husband tightly.
Inside the room, Dimas was still lying on his bed. He felt his world was over, his life was over. The parents she always trusted, her whole hearted love turned out to be lying to her, making her have to be away from her first love. Now there is nothing else that makes him have to stay in the world that hurts for him, Dini is gone, as well as the love of his parents.
He is alone now, alone in the crowds of the world that are painful for him.
"for what else am I here now, there's nothing I have to defend anymore,"