
The night is sad. His little speck was still reluctant to stop even though it had been 3 hours. I don't know what makes the sky no longer bring the smile of the moon tonight, only dark and drops of sadness that appear from it.
Andi was still in the hospital, his hands still tightly grip the fingers of the girl he loved. The girl who never even knew her heart or maybe did not want to know.
Somehow Andi loved him so much, no matter when the feeling was present and grew in his heart. Andi even forgot when the last time to hug Dini without any love in his heart. A sense of love that is not just a friend, a love that makes him want to have a girl in his whole grasp.
The more the day the sense of it increasingly spread every corner of his heart. Making him helpless against the turmoil of taste that he did not want his presence. For him, the love he felt would not bring many beautiful things in his life. The love in his heart is enough he feels, let him know and let him keep it inside. He doesn't want to hurt anyone. He did not want to destroy his partnership with Dini. He did not want to ruin the beautiful things that many of them had gone through.
Not infrequently he felt that the love in his heart was like a sharp sword that was ready to tear his entire heart and soul. If others felt the blossoming flowers in their hearts, Andi felt a sword thrust deeper into his heart. The more he loved her, the more he had to be ready to feel the pain in his heart.
But behind all that, he was happy. Happiness is not just about a heart that flowers. Happiness is not just about love. Her happiness was only simple, as simple as a smile on the face of the girl in her grasp. Seeing that smile made her happy, seeing the happiness from that face made her very happy because her happiness was only one that was Dini happiness. His heart seemed to be connected automatically. He will be happy if Dini is happy, he will be more hurt if Dini is sad.
"Udah Malem Din, you sleep yes," said Andi by stroking Dini's hair.
"Ndi, what did Nico say that was true? do you have feelings that are more than just friends? have you always felt your own feelings? I hope Nico's wrong, I hope it's not true, I hope we'll always be the same forever without a word of breakup or separation, just I get sick because Dimas is gone, I don't want to hurt any more because I have to lose you Ndi, "inwardly in my heart.
"Din, what are you thinking?" asked Andi who saw Dini just looking blankly towards the front.
"No, don't think what," Dini replied with a faint smile and shook her head.
"You want to go home?" dini asked Andi.
"No, not much, not much work anymore."
"Andi, can I ask you something?" ask me seriously.
"What do you want?"
"Don't leave me," said Dini quietly, almost inaudible.
"You want me here to get you?"
"Not that, you don't get away from me yeah, don't stay alone, whatever happens we have to keep the same, you're the best friend to me, I love you, I love you, I don't want you......"
"Din, I'll never leave you, I never even have a mind like that, I'm always there for you, when you're alone and you're sad, I'll be next to you to hug you, if you're the same person you love and you're happy, I'll be behind you to take care of you, make sure that you are always happy, do not think strange again!"
Dini nodded slowly.
Andi got up from her seat and hugged Dini who was now able to sit because of the wound on her stomach that had improved.
"i also love you very much Din, more than you know, even I myself do not know how much this taste is for you, which I know I always want to see you happy, he said, I want to have you Din, but I realize that I'm not good enough to have you and I know that this is not a mutual sense of acceptance, let it be mine, let this taste be stored in my heart only, as long as I can see that you are happy, for me that is enough,"
Andi released Dini from her embrace then gently rubbed her hair.
"Why did you come to talk like that? is something bothering you?" ask Andi.
"No, nothing" Dini replied lying.
He couldn't possibly explain the truth about what Nico had told him. He also only knew Nico when they started college, so maybe Nico just misunderstood like his other friends.
Outside, the drizzle was still spreading out spreading its wet point at every corner of the city. The cold can still be felt in those who are in the room.
Toookk toookk toookk
The door of the room was knocked by someone, Andi and Dini compactly turned towards the door.
"Gue came in, yes" said Nico from outside the room.
"Yes Nic!"
"Yes Nic," reply Early and Andi together.
Nico and Aletta enter the room.
"Hi brother, I'm Aletta Nico with An....." Aletta stopped her speech because she had not really met Andi. He only knows his name from Nico.
"The other boarding kids hehehe, right? really right?" aletta continued by asking for support from Nico and Andi, but as expected, only Nico answered.
"Yes, he's now boarding at our place Din, he's my High School friend," explained Nico.
"Waaahh, the more rame dong costs us," reply Early with a small clap. Although he prefers a quiet and quiet atmosphere, but adding friends does not hurt, right? His room was soundproof, so he wouldn't be bothered by the noise from outside his room.
"Yes, be calm, brother, I will make your costs more rame," said Aletta by patting her breast.
"Don't call me sister, you're the same age" Nico said, nudging Aletta's arm.
"Hehehe, okay okay, you why can be here anyway until Nico's two body guards are taken care of again, is there anything......"
"He was in an accident, don't ask too many questions!" answer Andi ketus.
"Iiisshh, you can't say well what?"
"Both good with you? make what? 3 times I meet you 3 times I'm unlucky, do not get to see you again!"
"What's wrong?" ask Dini curiously.
"Lady Din, when he was on campus he threw my head in his shoes, he......"
"Eh, you throw my shoes in the trash can, fortunately Nico helped you take, it's expensive shoes tau'!"
"Expensive shoes from the former who married first huh hahaha.." seloroh Nico made Aletta throw a punch on Nico.
"Emang pantes was left out of wedlock," said Andi slowly.
"And again Din, he threw me with a slipper time in the kitchen kosan, indeed the child likes throwing reckless throw!"
"Eh, I again throw sandals to catch a mouse, yes sorry if it turns out to be lo, your face looks like a mouse times hehe...."
"Hmmmpph...."
Nico and Dini compactly held back their laughter. For example, Andi who was an arjuna when in High School was likened to a rat by Aletta.
"Tuh Din, the talk is not really like that, pantes emang left out of wedlock, kasian also her husband later ngadepin barbaric wife kayak gini!"
"Lo don't know what they are, don't bring marriage!"
"Oh yes one more that makes the most sprain, this morning when I just finished bathing, just changed clothes to cook noodles in the kitchen, he arrived nyiram use a glass of water, a glass of water, it's too late Din!"
"A defense?" ask Aletta.
"Gue was almost floppy, accidentally the water I brought hit your face, you should thank me because I've mop floor let you not flake!"
"Lo mopped the floor because I told you, if......."
"Udah stop, this is a hospital, Kasian Dini so can not rest," said Nico mediate the debate Andi and Aletta.
"No papa, I even like you are here, I am not bored," said Dini.
"Do you want to hold my HP for a while?" ask Andi to Dini.
"No need Ndi, you will need it too, I'll make it easy later."
"Guys, I'm looking for a drink first yes, drag my throat ngeladenin this handsome guy," said Aletta by winking her eyes at Andi, making Andi shudder horrified to see it.
"Hahaha, okay okay, for us too!" reply Nico.
"Ready booth!"
Now there is only Dini, Andi and Nico in the room Dini.
"Oh yeah thanks Nic you've prepared all this for me, I don't know how to reply later, I......"
"Not to think about Din, we'll be calm, relax!" nico cuts Early Speech.
Dini turned to Andi with a question mark.
"What's? what do you want?" asked Andi who felt intimidated by Dini's gaze.
"Mmmm, about Dika, you know where she came from......"
"From the notebook that Nico met on the floor," said Andi who seemed to know the continuation of Dini's question.
"Notebook? what notebook?" dini asked who was now looking towards Nico.
"Gue don't know what, I just found the book under the chair, I think Andi's got it is not," explained Nico.
"It seems that before he came out, he accidentally fell in the book, I saw him carry duct tape in his bag he said to make your mouth shut, at first I laughed because Dika is so his son, he said, if you joke like dark but when I want to return the book I'm horrified he's angry with the person on the phone, he's angry because the person did not find you Din, Din, he threatened the man so that the man would know where you were, I saw he was really emotional at that time, from which I began to suspect, I canceled my intention to reverse the notebook," Andi explained.
"But you're good, aren't you Din? do you need to go to a psychiatrist? I have a great psychologist acquaintance here" asked Nico Dini. He was afraid that Dini would be traumatized by the incident.
"Thank you Nic, but I'm fine, there's something missing in my fear, something that my love had the strength to endure at the time, although I finally did not wake up before leaving the house," Dini replied with a smile and a distant look considering the incident.
He recalls how Dimas tried to help him, how Dika tried to damage Dimas' memory and how Dimas with all his efforts could fight Dika and take him out of the room.
"How much more is it now? is he in jail? or where is he still free?" ask Dini by looking at Andi and Nico alternately.
He really hopes Dika disappeared forever in his life or he will not be safe as long as Dika is still free where.
"Lo just calm Din, he can't bother you anymore, he's gone a long way for forever, he already...." Nico did not continue his words, he gave a slitting motion of his neck with his palm.
"Seriously? why could? when?"
"Seriously, the police themselves said it was me, he jumped from the 3rd floor and his body was skewered by the iron pole used by the garden lights in the house," Nico explained in detail.
"Iiiissshhh, what a mess," Dini said with her eyes squinting at the horror.
"Find that karma for the sadistic treatment that he has done with all his victims" Andi replied.
"All victims? you mean?"
"He's been 'sick' from lama Din, but he's hiding everything, he's really cunning, you know who pushed Bela from the 3rd floor of the Arts faculty? do you know that Anita was terrorized until she went to the hospital? dika who ngelakuin Din, he deliberately misbehaves people who he considers evil as you, he is sweet in front of you because he has other intentions, he......"
"He is angry with me" Dini said, lowering her head.
"angry? angry why?" ask Andi curious.
"She was kind of like me when she saw me hug you, and I never wanted her to hug, he also saw me hug Dimas even he to find out our relationship at High School because it, maybe I was wrong, maybe, I don't appreciate him as someone who's been a girlfriend to me,"
"No Din, you are not wrong, he was 'sick' long before you know you," Andi said by rubbing Dini's back.
"Andi Bener Din, you're not wrong what, he's saiko from the past, you're not the first Din, you're not the first Din, his girlfriend when high school was just discovered when it was a corpse with a really sad state, a lot of cuts on all his body, lucky Dimas could find you at that time," explained Nico reassured.
Early silence with a pushy look heard Nico's explanation. He did not expect at all if he could be close to even dating someone who was sadistic.