Love Treasure And Friendship

If Only

The night still looks happy decorated with beautiful arches of moon smiles with points of stars that further beautify the dark expanse. The touch of the wind was like the gentle stroking of every heart that longed for the warmth of love. Longing for the heartbeat that is always felt when close to each other, even just by calling his name the heart has felt flowering.

In a room that is not too wide, Andi is still busy with a pile of college assignments in front of him. Suddenly the door of his room was knocked by someone from outside.

Toookk toookk toookk

"Ndi, you're in dalem?" asked a very familiar voice in Andi's ear.

"Come on Nic!" reply Andi who already knew if it was Nico.

The door of his room opened, Nico immediately entered and closed the door of Andi's room and laid his body on Andi's bed.

"Haaahhh, I'm so tired!" nico said while breathing out.

"Why did you do abis?"

"Help me move, a lot of goods where not bought to eat again," replied Nico while grumbling annoyed.

"So you kelas because the goods are a lot because it is not purchased to eat it?"

"Both hahaha....."

"Basic huuu, mulu food is thought of, the task has not been done yet?"

"Not yet, just get tired of me!"

"Gue already ingetin lo ya, do not take' you tomorrow say no I ingetin!" said Andi who returned to focus on the task he was doing.

"Hmmmm," replied Nico who was getting sleepy.

The clock shows at 10 p.m. There were still the voices of some of his friends in front of the room. Andi packed up her book and stretched her body to the right and to the left. He was so surprised to see Nico who had fallen asleep very soundly in his bed. Because he was too focused on studying, he forgot that there was Nico in his room. Nico also did not invite him to talk because he was very tired and fell asleep there.

Andi and Nico slept in one bed until morning. Andi got up first and took a shower immediately. When he finished his bath, Nico was no longer in his bed.

"There is no morality!" gerutu Andi's.

After changing clothes, he immediately went to the kitchen with instant noodles in his hands. Just as he was about to enter the kitchen, a shower of water suddenly drenched his face out of nowhere it came from. He rubbed his face rough. It was still early in the morning, he had just finished his bath and now it was soaking wet again, it made his mood really damaged, not to mention if he knew who the perpetrator who doused his face.

"Sorry, I didn't mean it!" said someone who stood by holding an empty glass in his hand.

"Lo again? who the hell is this, you follow me? what kind of genie, demon or creature?"

"Yes, I genie from the bottle, satisfied?" reply then leave just like leaving Andi.

"It's in the mop first woy!"

"Yes, really, really, really patient, little napa!"

"who the hell is a girl, there is no sweetness at all so a girl, too barbaric," Andi's inner.

He continued to boil his noodles in a slightly wet shirt.

"Do you want me to wash your clothes?"

"No need!"

"Looking me again is good, rarely I'm so good gini, I......."

Andi did not listen to the girl's words. After finishing pouring his noodles into the bowl he immediately stepped away from the kitchen and of course left the girl who was still talking to him.

"Because guys don't have manners!"

Andi just smiled faintly hearing it.

"who doesn't have manners? 3 Times met 3 times got unlucky, my goodness,"

After finishing his breakfast, Andi changed his wet clothes with a plain white short-sleeved shirt paired with a black shirt with a white stripe motif, buttons shirt is left open coupled with jeans and white shoes that he wore make his aura more make the girls glimpsed him.

Andi sat in front of his room to wait for Nico as usual. Shortly afterwards Nico came out and sat down beside Andi.

"Let's go, who else?"

"My friend, just a moment!"

"Your newly moved cement?"

"Yes, he's just been talked about, too" replied Nico as he pointed to a girl with ponytail hair, a plain white T-shirt combined with a jeans shirt and also jeans and white shoes.

"He's temen lo?"

"Morning guys," said the girl, slowly punching Nico's arm. Pending off his intention to point his fist at Andi, he pulled back his hand.

"Hi, man," he said with a slight wave of his hand.

"Oh, let's go!" reply Andi then immediately get up from his seat and walk out.

"Lo's still mad at me? sorry yesterday it was really unintentional, not me who did it, really!" the girl said to Andi, but Andi just kept quiet regardless.

Yes, Andi is still like that, he is still very difficult to approach.

"Have you met? acquaintance yet?"

"Udah has met, but has never met, O my boy Aletta," Aletta replied by directly extending her hand to Andi.

Andi did not stop his steps, he only glanced at Aletta and just kept quiet.

Nico just silently looked at Aletta who was ignored by Andi. He has seen that often. Andi can not be close to just anyone, especially women. He still takes care of his heart for Dini.

Arriving at the campus, they were already awaited by Dimas. The four of them walked down the street and sat on a long bench in front of the Literature faculty.

"Hi, I'm Aletta, Nico's friend" Aletta said, introducing herself to Dimas.

"Dimas," Dimas replied briefly with his sweet smile.

"Temen lo saucy saucy really, really" said Aletta in a whisper to Nico.

"All guys are also you think cute Al," replied Nico.

"But you're not cute!"

"Haha, rese' lo!"

"Nic, can I not if at any time visit Andini? I'm afraid I won't be given the same body guard!" ask Dimas to Nico.

"Can I talk to them" replied Nico.

"Where are you going?" ask Andi.

"Ciiieee, what a concern!" aletta Seloroh.

"They're like dating, so let's get them both in the classroom, okay?" reply Nico by holding Aletta's hand.

"We go first guys!" nico told Andi and Dimas.

"Eh, are they really like that?" ask Aletta to Nico.

"Hahaha, it's not that they're old, so there are things that we can't interfere with" Nico explained when they were a little bit away from Andi and Dimas.

Andi and Dimas were still in their seats.

"Gue wants to see Anita" Dimas replied honestly.

"Anita?"

Dimas nodded.

"Yes, I have to see him, I can't leave him!"

"What the hell did Dim make you keep up with him? because of your hospital appointment?"

"Not only that Ndi, there are other things that I can't tell you the same lo."

"If you can't leave him, why are you still chasing Early? you want to make Dini more ruined?"

"No, I love Andini, I just want to be with Andini, but the circumstances that I made the same Anita, but I swear by anything I love the same Early, but, you know that, right?"

"Gue know Dim, who I don't know why you can't leave Anita? why from the first you can not be firm with him, you yourself who have made him fall in love with you!"

"Ndi, please let my plan go as I hope, I do not want to lose Andini again, I will fight more now, I am sure slowly Anita will be bored and ninggalin I."

"If he survives?"

"Gue will make him leave me Ndi, I'm sure I can!" answer Dimas with confidence.

"It's up to Dim, I'll go first!" andi said and left Dimas.

**

After completing all his activities. Dimas is out of campus. He went to Anita's house after last night he was terrorized by Anita.

Arriving there, Dimas immediately entered Anita's house. Lonely, there was no one in the house. Dimas knocked on the door several times, but there was no answer.

Biiippp biiippp biiippp

Her phone rang, Anita's name visible on her phone screen.

"I'm ahead" Dimas said after receiving Anita's call.

"Just in, I'm in the room" Anita replied and turned off her cell phone.

He opened the door, then closed it again and walked towards Anita's room. He tapped it slowly, then opened it. He saw Anita who was only wearing a tanktop and hot pants was standing on the edge of the window of her room. The scars on some parts of his body were still visible, it made Dimas feel pity.

"Dimas," called Anita quietly without turning towards Dimas.

"Yes" Dimas replied, sitting on Anita's bed.

"Can't I be happy Dim? do I not deserve to be as happy as anyone else?"

Dimas stood up and stepped closer to Anita.

"You've asked me this, you deserve to be happy Anita, you have to be happy without ruining the happiness of others, I'm sure there will be someone who can love you sincerely, she said, someone who can accept you as you are, someone who can always be happy with you, I'm sure that......."

"Someone is you, right?"

"Anita, ask your little heart, do I always make you happy? have you ever had a genuine love from me? I'm sure not,"

Anita was silent for a moment. Is he happy with Dimas? Yeah, he's happy. Dimas gave her so much attention when she felt alone. Dimas always came with her, strengthened her and embraced her lovingly. He's very happy with that. But, did he feel the sincere love of Dimas? No, all the happiness he felt was only because of his own heart, not because of the love Dimas gave him. Dimas's concern for her, Dimas's embrace for her all felt warm to him and when he realized that he would not be able to have that warmth forever, he would do all sorts of things to get it.

"Dimas, have you never liked me one bit? have I ever been in your heart for a moment?"

"I like you because you're a close friend of Andini, I like you because you're good, but in my heart I only have Andini, you know that!"

"But I am the one who has brought you to Singapore Dim, when Dini is more willing to give up for the defense of your relationship, I come and nemenin you!"

"If I could ask, I wouldn't want you to nemenin me if the end I had to be caught in the same situation, I beg Nit, stop doing all this, stop doing all this, I love Andini I can't leave her!"

"And you also will never be able to leave me Dimas, you have taken everything from me, you have taken everything I have and now you want to go?"

"I didn't accidentally Nit, I......."

"Despite that, have you never thought about me, what is my future, who wants to marry a girl who is not virgin Dimas? who?"

Dimas gasped at Anita's question.

"not virgin? did I go that far? am I...... aaaarrgghhh no way, why can?"

Dimas sat weakly on the floor of Anita's room. He felt like the stupidest man in the world. How could he leave the woman whom he had taken his crown. What about his future?

Dimas ruffled his hair rough. Anita rests in front of Dimas, he pulls Dimas' hand and holds it.

"Dimas, you promised me to leave Early, you still want your promise, right? I'm like this because you're my only hope Dimas, I beg you, don't ruin my future" Anita said.

Dimas approached and hugged Anita slowly, afraid to make her sick from her wounds touched by Dimas.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for not admitting that without me knowing" Dimas said, still hugging Anita.

"I just want you not to leave me in Dimas, my future is with you, I don't have a future without you."

Dimas was silent, he rubbed Anita's hair slowly. Dimas was worried. If only he could want it to feel like he left the world that seemed to play tricks on him. Heart games are so complicated for him. He loves Dini, he doesn't want to leave her. But Anita, he's ruined his future, he has to take responsibility for it.

**

Night came back, Dimas was already on the highway by then. He has been leaving Anita's house since this afternoon. He did not want to go home, nor did he go back to the apartment. His mind was muddled, he was driving his car without a definite direction. Until finally he arrived at a bridge with a river flowing beneath him. He stopped the car and got out and stood facing the bridge.

He saw a large stone rock in the river, the swift current reminded him of the accident he had experienced.

"why did you let me live God? why don't you just take my life right then and there,"

Dimas felt the road was deadlocked. He loves Dini but he can't leave Anita. What he did to Anita was the dumbest thing he had ever done. If only he let Anita in the bar at that time, maybe it wouldn't be like this. If only he had followed his heart more than before, maybe he would not have fallen deeper by Anita's play.