Love Treasure And Friendship

Early Notes (2)

The night grew late, the darker the tighter the hug. The cold weather due to the night wind did not make him move from his sitting position on the balcony of the apartment. The moon above is like smiling at the world, giving a ray of happiness to those who are sad and grieving. The compact star-like spreading out depicts a small, beautiful point of light in a dark expanse of sky.

Dimas was still busy with Dini's cell phone in his hand. He was still reading the Early records stored there. A sad and happy smile sometimes appears from the corner of his lips.

*Dimas, if you could easily make me fall in love, why am I so hard to forget you, if the feelings I didn't expect to be present so soon, why didn't he leave so soon, why didn't he, if hate is able to turn into love, why can't this love turn into hate, if love can be that simple, maybe there won't be many tears spilled over because of it, he said, there won't be many people who value the love of their lives, like me, yes, like I still can't appreciate your presence that brings so much love to me that it easily comes out of my mouth, a word that makes me regret it for the rest of my life, words that make our way even further, words that change the course of our destiny, or indeed this is our destiny, deliberately reunited after many years, fate turns hate into love, love, as that love begins to grow and further craze uncontrollably, the harsh reality makes destiny separate us, not only separated by distance and time but also wasted from your memory, now that you give back the drops of water in the dry wish I had of you, give a gap to the heart that has long been closed by you, I can refuse, but not with my heart, my heart misses you, my heart misses you, my heart wants your presence, my heart wants your love back for me, but I can't because fate hasn't been on my side, can I blame fate? is it wrong that I am angry at fate? I hope not, I just want to complain about all my pent-up feelings, all the stifling feelings, the painful feelings and the feelings that made me want to die from it, I relented and I gave up, I'm living without me knowing what I'm going to face, whether fate will bring me back to you or take me away from you, I don't really care anymore*

*Let me kill him, the handsome creature I love is now a fierce wolf who knows no love, if only I could pinch his kidney and rip his heart out, oh no, I look like a psychopath now :|*

"Psychopath? pretty psychopath" said Dimas, holding back his laughter.

*Hey, the owner of that handsome face who lost her memory, if I wanted to I could make you leave your fiancee and make you come back to be mine, I have all the evidence that you are mine and not hers, you're handsome Dimas, but why are you so easily deceived, what kind of hoax did he tell you that made you get engaged to him? haha? do you love her? no, I'm sure no, you still love me, I know that, it makes me happy but it also makes me sick, I'm happy to see you back but I'm sick to see you with it*

*This is a random story, my name is Andini Ayunindya Zhafira, people say I'm an introvert, it's okay because for me it's not a problem even though maybe a lot of people think I'm arrogant or do not want to be friends, people say I'm introverted, it's okay because for me it's not a problem even though maybe a lot of people think I'm arrogant or do not want to be friends, they are not entirely wrong because I only want to be friends with those who are beautiful and handsome hehe just kidding, my best friend Andi is the only friend closest to me on this earth, out of the millions of people somehow I'm introverted can be so close to Andi that I think is also introverted, he is also not good at getting along like me, but he is handsome and smart, too, I love it (whispering whisper).......

Deg, Dimas's heart was like it had slipped out of place when he read it. He closed his cell phone with his palm. His heart ached and stifled. Yes, they were friends since childhood, long before Dimas was present and even long before Dimas started approaching Dini. He could not deny the painful possibility. In fact, he is not even better than Andi in any case, Andi knows more about Dini, Andi is also more able to keep Dini than Dimas, Andi never hurt Dini as deeply as Dimas hurt her.

Slowly Dimas looked back at the small screen in his grasp.

*I love him because he's my best friend, he's always there when I'm sad or happy, he's like an angel that God sends to take care of me, I love him very much, he's my best friend, he's my best friend, she's the most beautiful part of my life, I'm not leaving even if she asks and I'm sure she'll never ask me to leave even if I'm a little annoying to her sometimes, I hope he can be happy with his true love later, I will be happy to see him happy with his woman*

A thin smile looks visible from the corner of the lips that have been tense. His heart was like being doused in a splash of ice water that momentarily made him freeze. He misses the girl, deep in the recesses of his heart he wants to repeat the time of their togetherness. If he can, he wants to come back when they don't have to know love and hurt in the heart. He wanted to be with Dini, play with her, joke with her and spend a lot of time having fun with her. Until they grow into teenagers with hearts that are ready to be overgrown with the seeds of love, Dimas will come to be the first to plant the seed of love in the Early heart and nurture it with compassion until it grows strong without anyone being able to separate.

The night is getting late, Dimas's delusion about his love path is still very long if he has to describe it. No matter how many verses the poem will be written, how many pages the novel can type to imply all the delusions of his love.

Just a delusion, a story far from reality. Reality will not be that easy to walk. It takes a lot of pebbles to large stones, it takes a shock even waves, it takes cliffs to the cliff to reach the end of the fantasy that will become reality.

Dimas stood up from his seat, closed the window and laid his body on the bed. Before he went to sleep, he kept many photos of himself in the Dini mobile gallery. His photos with various styles now meet the Dini mobile gallery, even he made wallpaper and lockscreen on Dini's phone.

"The handsome face you love dearly" said Dimas with a "evil" smile".

Dimas put his cell phone on his bedside table. The twisting of the clock made his eyes more closed and he finally fell asleep until morning.

**

Mentari just showed himself. The orange spray is still visible at the eastern end. Dimas lazily moved out of his bed because his room bell kept ringing. He saw from the small hole in his door, a woman standing with a luxurious bag that he always held.

Dimas opened the door immediately. The mother immediately went in and hugged her son and took him off and hit him then hugged him again and hit him again.

"This is why, morning already........"

"Where is your HP? since when can't you be contacted like this?"

Dimas patted his eel. He immediately grabbed his phone from the pocket of his jeans hanging in place and activated it.

"Sorry ma, Dimas forgot," said Dimas by pulling his mother's hand to sit down and give him a drink.

"You intentionally killed your HP?"

"Yes, the mom who told Anita that Dimas was in college?"

"You don't say anything, ask Sintia, she came to the house yesterday but she didn't tell me what, she went to work" explained Mama Dimas.

"Where did he know Dimas was going to college?"

"Try asking Sintia!"

"Synthea? hmm, that little boy," Dimas replied with a shake of his head.

"You why did you kill your HP? is Anita bothering you?" search mama Dimas.

"That's how it is, your favorite daughter-in-law," Dimas replied with a cynical smile.

"Yes, now no, mama serahin everything is the same you, mama will not make you about anything, mama will always support you dear, you are the pride of the only mama, you must be happy!"

"Still ma," said Dimas, kissing his mother's forehead.

"If you don't like her, you can cancel your fiance, you're not officially fiancee yet, we haven't met Anita's parents, have you?"

Dimas took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly.

"if it were that easy ma," said Dimas in his heart.

Dimas simply smiled and nodded without giving any answer.

"I'm sorry mommy, baby, because your mama's so......"

"What didn't you bring here?"

"You don't know mama from Semalem worried thinking of you, mama already wanted to come here from yesterday but papa you forbid mama, this is mama diem diem here,"

"you don't tell me papa yes" continued mama Dimas while shrinking his voice.

"So you don't know if your mom's here?"

Mama shook her head softly with her sweet smile.

"Dimas wants to take a shower first, want to be ready to go to campus!"

"Do you have morning class?"

"Dimas will always leave in the morning, even if there is no morning class," replied Dimas before closing the bathroom door.

After finishing bathing and changing clothes, Dimas and his mother immediately came out of the apartment and looked for a place to eat near the Dimas campus. After that, Mama Dimas resumed his activities at the office and Dimas immediately went to campus.

Arriving at the campus, he immediately pulled out his cellphone and was about to contact Andi. Not yet had he pressed the name Andi, he had seen Andi and Nico who walked towards him. He put his phone back in his pocket.

"Where is Andini?" ask Dimas.

"Well, but he still needs intensive care in the hospital so that his injuries can improve" replied Andi.

"Is he not me?"

Andi nodded without looking towards Dimas.

"Seriously? what is he? you answer what? does he miss me? did he find me? he asked me to go there? what's....."

"Dim, stop!"

"Hehe, sorry I'm too excited, so what's he doing?"

"I don't know I forgot" replied Andi.

"Lo how the hell, aaaahhh rese' really lo Ndi!"

"Why do you have to hide that anyway?" ask Nico not to understand.

"Mmmm, do not know hehehe," replied Dimas who was no less original.

"You both fit in, you guys......."

"The same gue as Andini?" ask Dimas quickly.

"Lo is the same Andi, same is not clear!"

"Lo Ndi is not clear!" said Dimas to Andi.

"Lo is also Dim, slide your brain times hahaha...."

"What's your brain?"

"Same hahaha....."

They both laughed, while Nico shook his head to see Andi and Dimas.

They had to split up because Andi and Nico had classes that morning, while Dimas only started classes at 9.

Dimas sat in the library reading a book and then suddenly he remembered the cell phone Dini brought. He immediately retrieved the phone from his backpack and continued reading Early notes inside.

*God, if I could choose I wanted to be a kid again, a kid who only knows how to play and learn without knowing what love and heartbreak are, I knew him as my bad past, I hated him and it turns out you sent him to tell me how wonderful love was, but shortly after that you got back to keep me away from him, I hate it so I can forget it, but unfortunately, I still love him, crazy indeed, but it's like that*

*If Rahul and Angeli can reunite even though Rahul is married to Tina, can we still be together even though you are engaged to Anita? no, I'm not praying for Anita to die, I'm not that bad, just that I still wish that the end of my world was you*

*Kal ho na ho, a movie that gives me proof that loving each other doesn't mean having each other, gives me proof that not all love stories end beautifully like Cinderella's fairy tale or any other princess, if destiny cannot unite us in this mortal world, let destiny unite us in the eternal world*

*Do you believe in true love? what kind of true love do you believe in? how do you know he is your true love? how can you be so sure that she's your true love? do you keep following him all the time? follow him wherever he goes? are you sure you're the only one in her heart? Hmmmm true love seems to exist only in fairy tales, the true love kiss of a handsome prince that can break down the evil curse on the king's daughter, true love that ends with happy ending forever after*

*Have you ever heard of a story about love and friendship? does it really exist? what happens when we love our friends?*

"Love and friendship? what do you mean Andi? do you know that Andi likes you? how far is your relationship now?" batin Dimas asked.