
Flashback in Singapore
After completing his study with the private tutor that morning, Dimas immediately contacted Anita.
"Where's honey?" dimas asked when Anita had already received a call from him.
"Still on campus, just go home, pick you up?"
"I'll pick it up right now, you give me the address!"
"okay!"
Dimas went into his room, picked up his favorite navy colored jacket. His gaze was fixed on the navy-colored hoodie that was under his jacket.
He took the hoodie and put it on, putting the jacket back in.
"you're sick, don't get wind!"
The word suddenly sounded in his subconscious room. He recalled a small piece of his past with a woman, the woman he wore his hoodie. Unfortunately, the shadow of the woman in his memory was not so clear, only faintly faintly wearing the same uniform he wore.
He tried to remember it further, but the pain in his head made him give up, he intended to ask Anita.
"maybe it's Anita" said Dimas in his heart, though he was doubtful.
Dimas got out of the apartment and immediately headed to the Anita campus.
After picking up Anita, they had lunch at one of the Indonesian restaurants on Orchard Road.
"Anita, you got a picture of us at High School?" ask Dimas.
"Mmmm, have," replied Anita hesitated, because she only had 1 photo of herself alone with Dimas, the rest were photos when she was with Andi, Dimas and Dini.
"Can I see?"
"Can dong, I'll find ya first!" anita answered while cutting a photo of Andi and Dini, lucky most of the photos she had were when she stood next to Dimas and Andi, so he just needs to eliminate Andi and Dini who are on the sidelines.
"Our photos are not much, because I just changed HP, so many are missing" said Anita reasoned.
"No papa!"
He also showed a folder on his HP under the name "My Future" on Dimas.
Dimas opens one photo at a time in that folder.
"This is our school uniform!"
Anita nodded.
When Dimas shifted the last photo, he saw a photo of himself with Anita. Anita is seen wearing hospital clothes and seen an infusion hose on her hand.
"Here you sick again?" ask Dimas to Anita.
"Yes, you keep me in the hospital all night, you come home from school you always come back to the hospital, bring a lot of flowers with fruit, you say you don't know what my favorite is, you say you don't know what I like, so you buy everything hahaha.." explained Anita by laughing out loud considering Dimas' attitude first.
Dimas only smiled faintly hearing it.
"so it's Anita, "inner Dimas remembers the image of the woman he wore his hoodie.
"Where is this abbot going?" ask Dimas.
"To your apartment!"
Dimas nodded. He took Anita by the hand to get back to the car and head to her apartment.
Arriving at the apartment, Anita immediately laid her body on the long sofa in front of the tv.
"Rubby ya!" ask Dimas by sitting next to Anita.
Anita nodded and hugged Dimas. Dimas gently rubbed Anita's hair and kissed her forehead.
"i've already got you Dimas and I won't let anyone take you from me, including Dini!" anita said in her heart.
Dimas releases Anita's embrace and pushes Anita's body slowly, leaving Anita in a sleeping position on the sofa.
Dimas approached her, close his lips preparing to kiss Anita who was now only silent closed his eyes.
Suddenly the shadow of the woman who always disturbed his mind appeared in his short memory. He immediately stood up and moved away from Anita.
Anita who saw Dimas away from her was upset. He sat back with his face.
Dimas who realized that soon approached Anita and sat down next to her.
"I'm sorry, yes" said Dimas slowly.
Anita was silent, not a word she said.
"I'm sorry if I'm so rude, I didn't mean to........."
Cuupppp
Anita kissed Dimas' cheek arriving, making Dimas stop the word.
"Aren't you angry?" ask Dimas to Anita.
"No, continue on!" anita replied with a seductive sweet smile.
Dimas smiled faintly and kissed Anita on the forehead.
"I'm anther you go home!" dimas said that Anita was upset.
"Why go home? you don't want to......."
"Did we do that a lot?"
"Almost every day" Anita answered lying.
"Well, every day?"
Anita nodded.
Dimas patted his own eel, embarrassed by his attitude towards Anita.
"Oh yeah, I have something to ask you!"
"What?"
"Where did we first meet?"
"At school, so it was you who moved from out of town, we were in school in XI class" explained Anita.
"class XI? but in the note book mama says we know from childhood, mama lied? or Anita's lying? wh why? make what?" batin Dimas asked.
Yes, every night, Dimas would write whatever happened that day in his note book and read it tomorrow so that he would not forget the important things that happened that day. Not infrequently he keeps photos and videos of people he just knew, such as private teachers who always come to his apartment every day.
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That night, Dimas approached his dad who was busy with his work laptop.
"Mama hasn't come home yet?" ask Dimas.
"Not yet, there's still the same event as friends office friends, what's the matter?"
"Someone wants to ask me a question!"
"Ask what?"
"Please be honest!"
Mr. Tama scrunched his forehead hearing Dimas' words.
"Papa was always honest with you Dim, why would you ask me what?"
"Dimas knew Anita when did you?"
"Well, it's High School, Class XI, why?"
Dimas shook his head slowly, his sense of disappointment clearly drawn on his face.
"Why did mom lie to Dimas pa?"
"You mean? lie about what?"
"Mama said, Dimas knew Anita from childhood, but Anita himself said we know High School time and papa also said the same thing Anita!"
Mr. Tama exhaled slowly. He didn't want Dimas to hate his own mother.
"Dimas, your mama doesn't lie, you're more likely to tell the same story, so maybe you don't know if you know High School time!" obviously Mr. Tama reasoned.
"But......"
"Dim, mom is equally papa love you, you know how devastated your mama when you see you are in a coma for months in the hospital, you know, mama equally papa feel failed to be a good parent for you, we can only try and pray for your recovery, mom and dad love you, too, that's all you can love, family love!"
"You can tell me anything, ask me if I'm the same papa!" continued Mr. Tama.
Dimas nodded slowly.
Although he was angry and disappointed in his mother, he would not write it in a note book, he would forget it. His mother and father were an important part of his memory, he did not want to tarnish his memory with the disappointment he felt at that time.
"Pa, Dimas was romantic!"
"Yes, you know, your former ex if he is convinced can menuhin Orchard Road loh hehehe.." replied Mr. Tama chuckled.
"Dimas playboy pa?"
"Mmmm, not a playboy anyway, just change a boyfriend often, never able to date for long!"
"Beautiful pa? hehehe.." asked Dimas chuckling. He felt more comfortable asking his father a lot of things.
"Beautiful everyone and great again, they are all class champions, there are even Olympic champion subscriptions as well, great is this papa boy!" replied Mr. Tama by patting Dimas' shoulder.
Dimas only chuckled at his papa's explanation.
"Anita including them is pa?"
"Mmmm, if that's papa don't know, all you know is your ex before you move!"
"Dimas used to pick Anita up a lot?"
"If you're talking about Anita, you don't know much about Dim, you never tell me about her."
"Dimas felt weird, Dimas felt something was wrong!"
"On Anita?"
Dimas nodded.
"You may have lost your memory, but your feelings will never go away, the love in your heart will still be there even if your memory is not there!"
"That's it pa, Dimas did not remember at all even there was never any taste of Anita, he was like a stranger to Dimas, there was not the slightest taste that made Dimas comfortable with him, he was like a stranger to Dimas, Dimas has tried to be the Dimas who used to make him, Dimas is trying to be romantic, trying to always be there for him, but still, everything feels fake!"
"Love is from the heart of Dim, can not be forced, as hard as you try, if you feel it does not exist yes still will not exist!"
"But these few days Dimas is always plagued with the same shadow of a girl who......."
"Ghost?" ask Mr. Tama quickly.
"Not pa" Dimas replied by rolling his eyes.
"Hahaha, continues?"
She told me about a piece of her past memory when she wore her navy hoodie. A woman whose face is still faint in her memory, the woman who makes her heart always beat fast if she remembers it, even though she cannot remember her face yet.
"I don't know why, every memory that appears, Dimas' heart rate so irregular, it's like a marathon abis pa, but Dimas never saw it the same time Anita, he said, though the girl is not Anita, it's weird right pa?"
"You know where Anita is from, you don't remember her face!"
"Let's see a photo of Dimas and Anita, in one of the photos there was a photo of Dimas nemenin Anita time in the hospital and in Dimas' memory, Dimas said 'you're sick abis, you're sick, don't get in the wind!' so it must be Anita, when she gets home from the hospital!"
"You sure?"
Dimas turned his head quickly towards his papa. His papa question again raised doubt in his heart.
"Don't think too much, think about your business!"
"Business?"
"Yes, your cafe!"
"Cafe? cafe Dimas?"
"Oh yes papa forgot, you don't want ya! hahaha......"
Dimas punched his papa's arm slowly, annoyed with his papa's plunge.
"You have a cafe Dim, now who runs your cafe Yoga, he's papa's best friend's son, you get very close to him even though he's a few years older than you, you also have 1 employee, his name is Toni, although he is not a highly educated child, but he is a hard worker, you are always proud of him in front of everyone, you, Yoga, Yoga, Toni has been like 1 family in the cafe and now papa denger Yoga has opened a new branch!"
"Dimas so want to go back to Indonesia pa," said Dimas with a fluffy smile.
"You've finished your studies, next year we'll go back to Indonesia!"
Dimas nodded excitedly.
The clock was showing at 10pm, mama Dimas came home from her office.
After cleaning her body, Mama Dimas immediately put her body on the bed, next to her husband.
"Ma, next year we are back in Indonesia!" said Mr. Tama without saying stale.
"Well! next year? 2 More months?" mama Dimas asked reassuringly.
"Yes, you want it said Dr. Richard, Dimas emang should we take it back to Indonesia, let him meet people in his past, Dimas....."
"No, mommy doesn't want to!"
"Why? because Dini? come on ma, do not be selfish, we bring Dimas here for the healing of Dimas, not to lock him here, think of the recovery of Dimas ma, about Dini or Anita let Dimas himself erroneous, and, we're not parents who like to organize Dimas' personal life!"
"But mom doesn't want Dimas used in the same way dini pa!"
"We go home for the recovery of Dimas ma, not for Dini or Anita, focus on our goals ma!"
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Stay 2 months Dimas time in Singapore. My mom and dad decided to go back to Indonesia. Although her mother hesitated, she finally accepted her husband's decision.
"Ma, what if Dimas meets Early again?" anita protested when she heard that Dimas would return to live in Indonesia.
"He forgot Nit, I'm sure even if they met, Dimas wouldn't want to be the same!"
"Anita please don't go back, Anita won't lose Dimas, Anita....."
"Mama can not refuse papa Dimas Nit's will, mama promise mama will not tell Dimas the same Early again, you just calm down!"
Anita spins her brain fast, she has to find a way to keep Dimas from leaving her again, even when he meets Dini.
"Anita wants Dimas ma's fiancee, as soon as possible!" anita is sure.
"You sure? isn't it too rushed?"
"Anita is sure ma, Anita must be engaged to Dimas before Dimas returns to Indonesia ma, it's the only way to let Dimas not leave Anita!"
"But papa how's Nit? you should also see your dad first, you should......."
"Papa must agree kok ma, mama already know papa too, the important thing is Anita has become Dimas' fiancee ma, other problems we set later, Anita please ma!"
"But Nit....."
"Anita loved Dimas ma, Anita who nemenin Dimas during Dimas' coma, Anita went wherever Dimas went, Anita always patient with Dimas' cold attitude and always forgot the same Anita, Anita does not want Dimas ninggalin Anita ma, what is the lack of sacrifice Anita so far?"
"No dear, that's not what mama means, later mama will talk this same Dimas, you calm down!"
"Yakinin Dimas to want fiancee with Anita ya ma!"
"Yes baby!"