LOVE IS A WOUND

Chapter 4. I'm Not a Weak Woman

The three people I left with a feeling of annoyance.After ojol came to pick up, kapupun set off towards minimarket.Air feels cold.Fog floating in the dark of the night.I took out chocolate from the jacket and bit it greedily.She said, chocolate can restore the mood.

Tenths of billboards are installed along the way.Each billboard seems to race to attract the attention of people passing by.

"During the night, I just got home, you know?", asked the driver who was trying to break the ice between us.

"Eh,iya,Bang.Habis menganter at the Hospital".

A car passed us from the front.Abang ojol it did not have time to dodge and collide with the car.

Gusrakkkk!

The motorbike we were riding was nyusruk to smell the hard asphalt.

"Be careful,dong, Bang!", I grumbled.

"Sorry, Feng.Neng didn't papa?"

"Aiisssshh", I grimaced in pain.My knees were sore.Blood was pouring from my torn knee.

"Sa..Sick, Neng?", asked Brother Ojol stammering.

"Sickness, please, Bang!"

"Look, Neng.Let me drive to the clinic!", said Ojol's brother while helping me stand up.

Then Ojol's brother drove me to the nearest clinic.

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I knocked on the door of the Headmaster's office.The sound of Mr. Sunar's cry sounded flattering, "Come in".

Mr. Sunar, sir,a skinny man with a long neck was cleaning his desk.Sounding the sound of a bell that rang after the lesson hours at once signifies that the time of rest has arrived.Outside the Headmaster's room there were many children crowded and fileaks.

Inside the office, besides Mr. Sunar, I had a Auntie sit at the Hospital yesterday.

"Laras, I have heard from Mimi's mother that you have made her son injured" said Mr. Sunar."Mimi's mother has told me everything"

"Then?", I said short.

"What's your explanation then?"

"If I say, I'm innocent.Do you believe me?"

"Depends on what your explanation is".

I also chronologically tell you what happened yesterday.

Mr. Sunar listened carefully while nodding.

"Bu Mimi.If I hear from the explanation of Laras.Laras innocent Bu Mimi.Just as Laras has helped Mother's child" said Mr. Sunar.

"I don't want to know, yes, sir!What is clear is that my son has become a victim.And this child must be responsible.For this child's nolongin, my son's face became bonyok-bonyok!"

"Yes,Bu Patience..Patience..Then you want me how?"

"This child must be punished!"

"Ba.. well, Bu!".Mr. Sunar turned his eyes to me."Laras, you're Mr. suspension for a week"

"Ta..But,Pak".

Mr. Sunar blinked his eyes at me. It was like a code for me to obey.

"Hhhh..All right, Sir", I sighed.

Once out of the room, my hands were immediately drawn by Alfisa, Dinda, and Riyanti.Riyanti was also a friend who later close to me.His face was round and a little fat.Hobbyku pinched his cheeks every day.Habis his cheeks soft-soft chewy gitu.Kayak squishi.

"Where..How?", asked Riyanti.

"I'm suspended for a week" I replied.

"Gosh!", cried Riyanti surprised.With a frown he came and hugged me."We'll go to your house every day, so you don't get lonely!"

Then Alfisa and Dinda hugged me.

"But fun,lo!", said Dinda with her innocent face.

"Why?" asked Riyanti.

"Bigger, then.Kan if not school do not bother thinking pe-er.Nevent think of Mathematics and Physics are longer, add njlimet!"

"Dina..Din's..If so do not have to go to school all together.Let's not have to digerjain pe-er and do not meet with Mr. Irvan who myebelin!",celtuk Alfisa suddenly.

"Hahahaha", we laughed together.

"Okay.Siap, Bos!", said Riyanti while giving a respectful attitude as done during the ceremony.His style makes a huge jolt.Simmediately I cubit his chubby cheeks.

I'm happy to have them.Even though I have no parents and a boyfriend.They have made me happy.They took my parents' place in my heart.So with them.I've never been lonely.

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"Buck!"

I looked towards the voice that called me.

"Sa..Satrio!Why are you here?"

It turned out Satrio was already standing in front of me.He was wearing a mask to cover his face.Seems like he was waiting for me out of the house from earlier.But I cuekin him.Hahhh..Because of him I got suspended.

"Clearned!Look at me first", he asked.

I turned my face to him too.I dare not look him in the face.I do not want to baper anymore.

"Yes, what's up?"

"sorry"

"Sorry for what?"

"I heard my mom got you suspended"

"Hahhhhhh", I took a deep breath."I'm tired of all this!What happened to me is none of your business!"

I turned around and left Him, but then my hand pulled.

He pulled my hand so hard that I was in his arms.

Dag!Digs!Dugm!

Dag!Digs!Dugm!

My heart beats very fast...

Then Satrio close his head to my face.And slowly he put his beautiful lips on the surface of my lips.My lips are like sucked.And occasionally he bit my lips.His kiss for a while makes me lulled.I was like floating on above clouds.

But then I realized.I've got a boyfriend.Suddenly I feel disgusted with what I do.

Plakkkkp!

"Why?Wh why?I think you like it" Satrio said as he stroked his cheek.

"I'm disgusted to know!"

"Why?"

"I've got a girlfriend, motherfucker!Do not appear again in front of me!", I said as I walked towards the gate of my house.

Before I turned around, I saw Satrio smiling.

Hhh..Fucking psychopath!

"Larasss!!!", he shouted.

I also looked.

"I love kamuu!"

I seemed to stop breathing.My body was sculpting.

One side of my heart said: 'Come, 'When else?Handsome guy he has expressed his feelings.Not just handsome.He is also a model, artist, rich, and an official child.While the other side of my heart says: Don't, Ras.You already have a girlfriend.You don't want to be labeled a girl who is not loyal?

"Would you not be my girlfriend?", she asked.

I was confused to answer what.My tongue as if.

"Let's answer, Ras!"

"No!I don't want to!I already have a boyfriend!", I shouted as I ran to the gate and quickly closed it tightly.

I was standing behind the door.My breathing was still wheezing.My heart was also still dag-dig-dug.

"Rice!I love you!And I know that you love me!", shouted Satrio from behind the door.

My legs were limp.Tubakkupun slowly down until I was in a squat position.Satrio still screaming from behind the gate of my house.

I close my ears.The tears of my eyes flow.I feel I have betrayed his love Azril.Azril, forgive me...