LOVE IS A WOUND

Chapter 34. Apologies

Nick who noticed Rangga and Cinta approached the two. He looked at the hand of the woman he had considered the younger sister being held back, becoming a little emotional, what more seeing who the man was.

"What's up, this?" ask Nick when he's in front of the two. The love that saw Nick jerk his hand to get away from Rangga and immediately hugged Nick's arm tightly.

Rangga took a deep breath. It turns out true what his subordinates think if all this time Love was at Nick's house. Why could his wife arrive at the home of this business opponent, Rangga thought in his heart.

"I want to talk to my wife" said Rangga in an emphatic voice so that Nick realized that he was still tied to marriage with Love.

"Do you want to talk to her?" ask Nick in a soft voice. Love shakes her head in response.

"You see for yourself, Love won't talk to you. So I'm asking, don't force him!" nick said firmly.

Rangga approached Cinta and grabbed the woman's hand, but was pushed aside. Actually seeing Love hugging Nick, Rangga's chest felt tight. However, he must be able to hold back his emotions if he wants to apologize from his wife.

"Love, go! I promise I will change my attitude. We will raise the fruits of our love together" said Rangga trying to seduce his woman.

Love tightened his arms around Nick. Hiding his head on the man's back. She still remembered when Rangga forced her to abort her womb. Although he had begged, the man did not pounce on his request.

"Sorry, Mas. For now I can't go home. Didn't you never want this kid. I doubt this child too. So maybe we should split up now. Mas can live life as usual, and I will live my life as well" said Love with stammering.

Rangga took his breath back. He knew it would be hard to approach Love again after what he did to the woman. He also realized that everything he had done to the woman was outrageous.

Without Love, Rangga knelt before him. Apologizing to that woman.

"Love, I know it's hard for you to believe what I've said. I'm asking you to give me one more chance, I'll prove it to you if I really regret what I did to you. I was stupid for not finding out everything. I beg you, forgive me Love," said Rangga in a hoarse voice. It seems she is holding back her tears.

Love sees many pairs of eyes watching them. He became embarrassed. The woman did not expect an arrogant Rangga could and would kneel before her.

"Sorry, right now I just want to apologize to you. Sorry, if all this time I can't make you happy. Sorry for all my shortcomings. Sorry I always make you hard. Right now I just want you to know that all the things you don't like about me, now I'm always trying to change them so you can accept me back. Sorry if all this time I can't be what you want me to be, but I promise I'll be the best for you. Please love, come back to me."

Love can actually see a little change in Rangga, but he is afraid all this is just because he wants him back. Love was afraid that when she was home again, her husband did the same.

"Love, I can't interfere too much with your domestic affairs. He is still your legitimate husband. I can only protect you if he's violent. All decisions are in your hands!" said Nick.

Love extended her hand, so that Rangga stood up again. She was ashamed to be the center of attention of the invited guests. Rangga stood face to face with Love at this time. Nick took a few steps back, letting Love solve his problem. He just observed, afraid of Rangga committing violence.

"Love, when I saw you, I felt so stupid and sorry for this failure. I'm sorry for everything I've said and done over the past few years. I know that the mistakes and injuries I inflicted on you cannot be removed easily, but I promise I will always try to make you feel comfortable and safe at every opportunity later,” said Rangga.

Love just kept quiet to hear my apology. I looked at his alarming gaze and felt increasingly uneasy in my heart. However, I kept trying to control the situation avoiding heated debates.

“I want you to know that I will never again make you feel offended or disappointed by my stupidity. I realize my mistake and I will work hard to show you how much I love you and appreciate you. I'm sorry to ruin our spontaneity and happiness together, and I hope to restore our relationship in a very fast time" Rangga said in the lowest voice possible.

Love still stared at Rangga silent a thousand languages without taking out a word. Rangga felt completely devastated and confused. However, she was convinced that she should continue to speak to Love and open her heart honestly.

“Do you, can forgive me, Love?” Asked Rangga with a still hesitant voice.

Rangga felt a little relieved on the face as Cinta said, “I'll think about it.”

Rangga felt a pile of large stone pins had been lifted from his shoulders when he heard Love's answer. She is grateful and grateful that she has found Love again and promises to do whatever it takes to mend her relationship.

“Thank you, Love. For the opportunity to express my feelings and apologize,” said Rangga while breathing a sigh of relief.

"But ...," said Love.

"But what, Love?" tanya Rangga began to be overwhelmed with worry again.

"For now I can't go back home. Give me time to heal and forget the wounds you inflicted. Let the time will speak, whether in the end we will be together or not" said Love.

Rangga felt his body that had originally felt strong, back weak to hear the words of Love. It was the same if his wife did not want to go back home. But he could not force his will.

Rangga realized that the words of Love are true. It must not be easy for his wife to forgive all her faults. Rangga prayed that time would side with him and would bring Love back to him.

"Love is not an alarm clock. You can't make it ring at any given time when it's appropriate and convenient. Love can only exist between two people until the time comes. Maybe he should give time to Love, in order to know how much love they have. If we were meant to be together, no matter how far Love goes he would definitely come back to me. If indeed Love is not my soul mate, no matter how strong I hold it will certainly be released as well" said Rangga in his heart.

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