Look at me, Delilah

Look at me, Delilah
Make peace?



"I have to go home" Delilah said by pulling the drawer of the display cabinet and retrieving the car keys.


"Wait a minute, son," stop Anna.


"I want to go home, brother," said Delilah, walking out.


Delilah told the guard to get the car out of the garage. While Anna was still holding Delilah back from leaving.


"Who does Nayaka have a child with?" ask Anna.


"I don't know, Brother," replied Delilah.


"What's the matter, Del?"


"Nothing, brother. Please don't push me" said Delilah, who walked into the car after the vehicle had exited the garage.


Anna shook her head as Delilah had already slid off with the car she was driving. Something that Delilah and Anna had hidden was certain if it had anything to do with Nayaka. Moreover, Delilah deliberately followed to England to be with Nayaka.


"What did the girl actually do?" mumbling Anna.


Delilah did not return home, but went to Nayaka's house. Although he promised not to come because of the schedule that the man gave, but Delilah remained determined to visit the place of Nayaka.


Time has shown at 10 p.m. Fortunately the Nayaka housing complex only has a mobile guard during the day because at that time the housing condition was quiet due to the activities of its citizens who went to work.


Delilah knocked repeatedly until the door was opened by the owner. Delilah just walked in and no matter how upset Nayaka was about her attitude.


"This is not an apartment you can visit at will" Nayaka said.


"I want to see my son."


"He's not asleep and don't bother him."


"Just for a moment" Delilah chuckled straight into Kyomi's room.


Nayaka went into the room. Delilah was lying on the same bed as her daughter. Hugging the little girl he left behind.


"I am guilty" said Delilah suddenly. "I love you, and we do. When she was born, I felt like everything had been taken away from me. I was selfish for leaving her."


"Then you want to take it?"


"He's yours. You're more entitled than me. But I'm his mother. This feeling can't lie, I miss it."


"After years?" ask Nayaka.


"Sometimes that regret comes too late, right? I just want to take care of her with you" Delilah said.


"I've allowed it."


"Are we going to hurt each other?" ask Delilah.


"You hurt me" replied Nayaka.


"You still love me?"


Nayaka looked at Delilah who rubbed the top of Kyomi's head. "I've always loved you."


"You love Angel too?"


"I don't think marriage needs love. I'll be loyal and responsible to him."


Delilah smiled. "I thought I was with Juno, too. I chose him because he's worth it to me."


Nayaka nodded. "Yes, that's good. Now leave. Not good to spend the night here."


Delilah rose from the fall, then kissed Kyomi's forehead as a sign of separation. Both are out. Nayaka pulled the door and let Delilah go.


"I love you too" said Delilah.


"I hope you don't get mad when Angel's here anymore."


"It was just a reaction when mine was glimpsed by someone else."


Nayaka looked at Delilah's swollen lips. "Yes, I do that sometimes."


Delilah stepped away. Before that, he looked back at Nayaka who closed the door slowly.


Perhaps this is the arrival of Delilah who did not get a grudge from Nayaka. Early in the morning the woman came just to make breakfast with Kyomi. Yes, even though the princess still disliked Delilah.


"Kyomi is done" he said.


"Your breakfast is not over" said Nayaka.


"But Kyomi is full."


Nayaka understood why her daughter was not full of food. Kyomi is seen taking one jar from inside the refrigerator.


"What's that?" ask Delilah.


"It's chocolate. Last night Kyomi, Papa and Aunt Angel made it."


Delilah looked at Nayaka. He was late for such a fun moment.


"Kyomi wants to buy a journal book. He likes to make art stick to paper" Nayaka said.


"Mom can buy it all for you, honey. Journal, stickers, printing paper," said Delilah who is always proud of its advantages.


"Kyomi can buy it herself. Kyomi will sell this chocolate to friends at school, and the money is saved."


"Sister, you let it work."


"That's to train him. Let him be independent" said Nayaka. "He will appreciate what he is fighting for. You know, Kyomi isn't you."


Lately Delilah is used to insinuations from Nayaka. What the ex said is true.


"Mama can make chocolate" Delilah said.


"You can sell it too? We can sell this in the park" Kyomi said.


Nayaka tried to hold back the laughter. He and Kyomi are used to selling in the park when in Paris. Just for fun on Sundays and now Kyomi wants Delilah to sell chocolates. Put where the woman's face is.


"Mama can only make it" said Delilah.


"No fun" said Kyomi. "You're not like Aunt Angel."


"Don't call her Kyomi that. She's Mama" said Nayaka.


Kyomi saw Delilah, and passed from the front of the two with a plastic jar of chocolate made last night.


"Will Angel continue to be here?" delilah asked out of annoyance because he was always being compared.


"Today Kyomi will be with her nanny. But I still allowed him to come. You know I feel good for him. Then, you, I hope not to come. I am not comfortable with the neighbors around. Although here their house is always closed, still I do not want any complaints about myself," said Nayaka.


"I want Kyomi to be at my place once in a while" Delilah said.


"You're asking too much."


"He should know his family, brother. We agreed to take care of her together. I want us to be a normal family."


"You mean, Kyomi knows we're her parents and she also knows that we can't be together?" ask Nayaka.


"Am I wrong?"


Nayaka shakes. "The fact is so. Is Kyomi going to be like us?"


"You mean?" ask Delilah.


What kind of family they both gave Kyomi. What Delilah said was normal. Here Kyomi who will be a victim if both of them have a partner. Especially if there are new members.


"I feel like you and I are still lucky" Nayaka said. "Your mother and father are not in love. You could feel their love. I felt that when I was a kid. Before the nightmare came into my house. Then, Kyomi? He is here because we like each other. He'll be out of love when you and I have a partner, and then we have a child with that partner. You sure he won't feel left out? She's even just one month with the mother who gave birth to her."


"I won't forget it."


Nayaka shakes. "Saying so easily, Delilah."


This has always been a burden on Nayaka's mind. She wants to give Kyomi a mother, but she is afraid that her child will feel excluded from the new family.


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