Living in the shadow of the past
It started with a sad episode
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Deandra was still sitting weakly leaning on the bed, contemplating the dark life that passed through her. looked up at the sky - the sky of the room then closed her poignant eyes.
Deandra's parents separated when she still needed affection from them, when deandra should still be spoiled in her mother's arms, her parents separated when deandra was four months old.
Then her mother gave up the care of herself to the daughter, the mother of her mother, since then deandra lived in a void of affection...Not because his solace is not affectionate with her, just behind her, sewage is very affectionate with her and because of her love of solace that the end becomes a catastrophe for her self.
Children - other sober.bude his kaka from mother, aunt, om even his cousins...grandchildren - other abrasions seem to be unwilling with the affection and attention of waste that for them is very unfair, because waste always precedes the interests of deandra in appeal to others. although deandra more often relented to dampen the anger of his brother.
Deandra never thought bude and her aunt would be this cruel to her. in his bite his lower lip to slightly reduce the pain that was bubbling in the recesses of his soul.
" Oh Allah...Yes Rohman.why my own mother's brother this cruel to me.How much revenge they have on the mother that I have to accept the consequences.." his sobs are no longer able to be in his weirs.
" Mbah princess....Dalem yuwun in pangapura....Dalem mboten saged alumna...Yes ...Allah Gusti dalem sampun duso..dalem sampun nisto hiks.."
"(my grandmother's sorry, I can't take care of myself....O Allah I have sinned.I have blasphemed.hiks.."
Deandra's wail is heartbreaking
cekrek.
the door of the room opened and brought a tray of food and paper bags given by Mr. Edwar who was entrusted by Ali, Mr. Edwar's personal assistant, to Deandra.
The clothes for Deandra are complete with her underwear as well.
At first glance the heart of the bik nah is slashed to hear the wailing of Deandra.mata bik nah comes to look - glass.
" Wes nduk.sing patience.kuatno atimu cah ayu....Gusti Allah mboten sare.mengke enten balesan worth..rilo.yo nduk.ri'lok no..."
(" Have a patient son.I strengthen your heart beautiful child... Allah Swt does not sleep.then there will be a commensurate reply .rela ..yes please let go..").
Bik nak hugged Deandra's shoulder, in her teardrop, in her tidying up her messy hair, bik nah rubbed - rubbed Deandra's back gently.
" Clean to the crew sek yo nduk.low crew mu seger.bibi wes nyiapke banyu anget nggon batthup..rendemo sek...mendah pegel - pegel' e ilang.."
( "Clean your body first son.let your body fresh.Aunti has prepared warm water in the bath..soak first ..let your fatigue disappear " ).
Deandra shifts her weak body trying to stand up to clean herself in the bathroom with the help of a well bik...
but..aaaahhh she moans weakly.A tremendous pain strikes at the bottom of her make deandra undo her intention.In the bite of her lips.
" loro bik..ngapunten dalem mboten tips.."
( "sick bik.sorry I can't afford.." )
" Wualah.sekedap nduk tak golek wong sek... wes luh wae.nenggo yo.."
( "Well ... briefly I seek help first..sit down.wait here " ).
A step before the bik nah reach the door
Czechoslovak.cekrek.
the door opened, Mr. Edwar appeared and went inside, staring at the whimpering Deandra holding back the pain.
" Ngopo bik..?! "
" Why bik..?! '
Mr. Edwar's face looked anxious.
" No.anu ndoro..Den ayu mboten tips mlampah.ngandape pain nipun teros "
( "that's.that's lord ..nona princess can't walk ..under her pain.." )
" Religion. ...Yo wes bik metuo..."
( "Yes, auntie's out first..." )
Mr. Edwar walked over, pecked at the soft hair of deandra, then lifted his body in his carry to the bathroom. With hearts off his deandra clothes and laid to bacthup.
" Bath first baby.Cheat your body.."
Mr. Deandra rubs deandra's body gently, washing her long hair with heart.
As hard as the heart of Mr. Edwar tried to withstand the turmoil of his lust. He didn't want to hurt the little girl in his presence any more.
although the scent of Deandra's body always makes her excited and since just below her was hardened, she just sighed to release her passion.
after bathing in her body lift Deandra in her seat on the sofa ...then he called her bik nah to help Deandra wear clothes while she herself sat on another sofa while opening her laptop to finish her work that had not been done earlier in the office and bring her home because of anxiety and always imagined Deandra's face.
" Den ayu wes madang bik....?! "
( "Miss princess has eaten bik...?! " )
" Ngapunten.ndoro...'
( "excuse me sir ..not yet..." )
answer me with fear
" wes in ready hand' ne po..."
" the food has not been prepared yet '
" sa.sa.sampun piercing ndoro nightstand enten.."
" su.su was already in the nightstand, sir.."
Mr. Edwar closes his laptop, baranjak approaches the nightstand, picks up food on the tray and approaches to Deandra and sits next to her.
In instead of a small food hood dessert, he took a spoonful of rice with a piece of meat in vegetable soup then in his bribe into the mouth of Deandra. initially deandra refused by closing his mouth tightly. thanks to the persistence of Mr. Edwar persuaded his akhie Deandra want to also spend mankanan with in bribe mr. edwar.
finished memyuapi Mr. Edwar carrying Deandra's body, carrying her on the bed, lay her heart - heart.
He took vitamins from the nightstand closet, put them on Deandra to drink.
" Let's rest baby let your body recover quickly.I won't touch you tonight.I'll sleep on the couch..."
Mr. Edwar enveloped Deandra's body, stroking his hair very deeply as if permeating the aroma of shampoo sprinkled on Deandra's hair when shampooing earlier.
kiss her forehead gently and then go out of the room...
After the departure of Mr. Edwar Deandra's heart raged.The words of Mr. Edwar when bathing his was burrowed in his ears.
I don't know what he's feeling right now...He was impressed with what the man did last night ..but in the depths of his heart he was overwhelmed with pity for what he heard..
Is it true that Mr. Edwar's wife is sick...?
How bad is the disease...?!
Why he did not marry again
does his wife and children not allow...? And why must his self be a victim to satisfy Mr. Edwar's pent-up lust...!!
Clear crystal granules re-wetting Deandra's eyelids. Without realizing it, a pair of eyes stared at his mute in front of the door earlier.
Mr. Edwar walked slowly over to Deandra, on his swab of Deandra's smooth cheeks, kissed her forehead Deandra
"...I'm sorry.sorry.I'm..
sorry to pick you this way.."
" I love you very much.From the beginning I saw you working in my cafe subscription.."
Mr. Edwar whispered softly, clutching Deandra into the chest of his field.
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