Living in the shadow of the past

Opening a new sheet

For the hard work for weeks at the end of his thesis Deandra was finished and after going through the struggle thesis trial went smoothly .

Today is when Deandra ended her life on campus. A historic day awaited by every student/student .

Located in Balroom multipurpose a famous hotel Deandra followed the graduation procession with other student students who completed the final study with him.

With a kebaya wrap of peach color and sidomukti batik cloth under her, Deandra looks very graceful and elegant . She was accompanied by her father and grandmother, her mother did not want to attend her graduation because she was still disappointed with the life path chosen by the princess.

Janet, Johan , Anastasia Edwar's youngest sister and Anita Deandra's best friend were also present at the event . They took pictures together, alternating one of them became a photographer. Edwar was there but only watched from a distance did not want to come closer because he did not want to ruin the happy atmosphere of his young wife .

The secret that was kept tight between them made Edwar choose to be a spectator from afar.

As a gift for his graduation Edwar invited Deandra to take a tour to Bandung just alone . They depart using a tour group bus with travel travel services .

Fortunately, no loss can not be refused on the way home between the provincial border when starting to enter one city at the very end of his provision The bus they ride suffered a tire rupture, and the, The bus to the left goes into the ravine.

Edwar died bled out in a position to hug his young wife, while Deandra was seriously injured, three days in a coma in a hospital in the border area of the neighboring city adjacent to his hometown . Upon awakening from the coma none of his family informed Edwar's state .

Deandra only learned of her husband's death after Johan, Janet and Anastasia came to see him in the hospital .

Her tears broke, Beautiful days at the end of life together in a tour became painful memories for her.

The fetus in his womb also went with his father, as if he was afraid that it would not be well received by his mother who from the beginning did not want his presence.

Deandra chose to return to her hometown, dying everything Edwar gave her . Just bring a few pieces of clothes and valuables given her husband as happy memories but ended bitterly . Edwar's family resigned to the decision Deandra chose to return home unless Johan sulked seducing her to stay in the house Edwar gave .

In her small town Deandra devotes herself to being an honorary teacher at a junior high school . All his dark stories in the capital of his province are kept tight without knowing anyone except his family. Every now and then Johan visits Deandra, still with the same determination intending to marry her, but always subtly rejected by Deandra who wants to bury all her past stories.

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A year has passed since the death of her husband Deandra has been able to rearrange her life, although Johan is still harassing with the desire to marry Deandra.

Today a distant relative of her mother came from a neighboring town only seven kilos away from where she served herself .

He intends to ask Deandra to be a son-in-law for his son .

Since then, single men who are the same age as her often meet Deandra for various reasons, not just at the school where she teaches, she came ,. even at every school activity and event that Deandra attended the man was present there with his habit of seeking Deandra's attention .

After his mother's relatives returned Deandra was contacted to come to his mother's house, since returning home to his village Deandra chose to hostess in the city near where she taught . Deandra accidentally returns to her grandmother's house to avoid conflict with her mother's other siblings , also did not want to stay at her mother's house because Deandra did not like the disgusting look of Sandy's husband Mother who resembled a cat starving when she saw her.

His family gathered that afternoon to reinforce Deandra's readiness to receive advice.

" How Dew.., Mother does not require you to accept this proposal or not all is up to you, it's past a year right ..?, it's time you look for a better companion "" Mother took a peek into Deandra's eye bead.

" Dew is afraid of Bun.., can he accept Dew's past? , fear if my past will backfire for me "Deandra bit her lips sore .

" Hem.hem we've told Dew to pras and his father about events in your past .. And pras says it doesn't matter what it's about how you live your life ahead "

Terang Om Harri Bunda's.

Deandra was silent, until a year of Edwar's death never terbesit desire to start a new life with another man. There is fear over the shadow of his past, however despicable our society still looks upon the woman who is willing to be in honey and become a second wife.

" Dew you want to find what it looks like again, Pras is a good boy, it's clear his future, it's clear weight, it's weight, it's, seeds and bebetnya and most importantly you do not become honey other women "Tone talk mother full of pressure.

There was a sense of tightness enveloping Deandra's heart over her mother's speech, her pain was terribly painful and she was only able to hold her own. A drop of clear crystal soaked her face . Deandra left his family, driving his motorbike at high speed.

Arriving at the boarding room Deandra put his motorbike in and locked himself in the room.

His broken cry spilled out all the flavors that were bursting in his chest..

While at her grandmother's house, Mommy Indah was angry - angry with what her daughter did.

" The child is too spoiled . wrong no one reprimands him. not told the error so like this right.., parents still want to talk away without saying "Hatdik his annoyance overflows all his emotions.

" Don't just be wrong people mbak.., mbok interopeksi self too. all this time mbak anywhere.., what have mbak do. give to Deandra.." Irwan stared intently at her female kaka eyeballs with a stringer of annoyance .

" You have never learned to understand the feelings of your child.., ojo mung iso dumeh.., putu kui ora koyo sing ono neng your mind !! " Bela her grandmother was upset .

One by one the family Beautiful left the room . Mother Indah sighs annoyed . Watching the eyes hold back anger and tears.