Living in the shadow of the past

Living in the shadow of the past
Johan and Sumpah Memginap



""" We can't break it.., accept it or not for the time being., wait for his condition to improve first, at least until Dew can be spoken to, he said, He who has more right to determine the path to be chosen.., We also can not linger - long here to keep her.., For now I leave my daughter to you.., please take good care - well.., "" Deandra's father took a breath and let go slowly.


Edwar smilingly promised to do the best he could to protect his hearted lover.


"" How old are you..?! "" Deandra's father stared into Edwar's bead of eyes.


"" Ahead of thirty-eight years "" answered him respectfully.


""" seventeen years adrift...!! "" murmured his father as he rubbed his mustache.


"" Eight years younger than you .. buksn ..?! "" asked Deandra's father, who replied with a nod.


"" We'll go home first, if there's any development with Dew, please contact me here ""


Give up your business card .


Edwar received her politely, nodding his head, asking Ali to drive her all the way to the parking lot.


In the walk to the parking lot Ali explained about Edwar, his family and his life to Father and Deandra's pack.


Aunt Linda invites her grandmother's mother from Deandra to come home rest at her house, see her mother's pale face, she fears her asthma will recur, but rejected by the grandmother, she was afraid, He wanted to stay there to accompany his granddaughter until she woke up.


"" Kowe muliho rono mbek your bojo, I nggon kene wae.., tiwas teko rene ko mung ndelok sedelo.. rono kowe mulih , nek Dew weruh mu neh ndak dewe' crew' ne loro ati meneh (You go home there with your husband, I want to be here.., I've only seen here for a moment, there you go home, if Dew sees you again , instead will make Him hurt again ) "" Expel his grandmother with a sense of annoyance in the damper.


Linda and her husband came home, and even with the Edwar family they had died in the hospital unless Johan chose to stay with his father.


Grandma Deandra never died, grandchildren except for prayers and to the bathroom only, prayers were on the road in the room. His mouth never ceases from dzikir dsn do'a pleading for forgiveness for his negligence in guarding his granddaughter.


Edwar misbehaved with the existence of Grandma Deandra and Johan his son.


She could not freely touch and whisper love words as usual every girl fell asleep because of the influence of depression drugs given by doctors.


Edwar is restless, he's already asking Johan to just go home ,. Ali had persuaded him repeatedly, but the teenage boy was following his father's request


He stays on the couch while playing a tetris game on his phone.


Same with the grandmother, Bik Nah has often persuaded to invite to rest at the home of Mr. Edwar's parents who are only five meters away from the hospital, was not ignored by him. edwar reluctantly asks Deandra's grandmother to leave because of her guilt.


He repeatedly went in and out of the girl's room, just sitting in the waiting room, walking to the park and then back again, peeking out of the window at the door and the end of his back in slammed his body in the spring bed near the balcony window.


His brain kept thinking how to drive them away without arousing suspicion. Her hands were already very itchy wanting to caress her pampering girl.


his mouth was the same already could not bear to kiss the body of Deandra.


For her body Deandra similar opium that is more intoxicating than red wine that is often enjoyed her with her flock.


Edwar is further upset that Johan chose to stay in the hospital and fall asleep on his comfortable sofa , so even her grandmother who fell asleep next to her girl in a sitting position spread her head in smping her grandson's arms.


He did not sleep last night, , his eyes were not even able to be closed right. Wanting to get closer to her girl but not feeling good with her grandmother, the end that can be done is just swagging her lover's face from where she sits.


When the morning adhan reverberated the grandmother woke up then to the bathroom clean themselves and berwudhu to perform dawn prayers. Edwar immediately moved closer and kissed her forehead, eyes, nose, cheeks and ends of her hair.


Deandra awakens amused when Edwar kisses her nose tingled by Mr. Edwar's thin mustache.


Her eyes pushyly looked at the corner of the room looking for someone very


missed her... Sumpah his princess.


Edwar smiling happily looked at the face of his lover heart, grasping tightly the hand of the lover without care in another audut two newly awake eyes also staring sharply with a highlight that can not be drawn right.


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"" Which princess...?! "" asked weakly.


"" Being to the same Mosque Bik Nah .., soon also return "' replied Edwar subtly.


"' Ahem... eheemm..."" Johwn mendehem diverted their attention.


Edwar and Deandra turned their faces together staring at the teenage boy who was sitting leaning his body on the sofa.


,"" You go home there.. ,!! "" Edwar's orders.


"" Bentar Yah. still cumpulin life first, we go home together only, I do not bring a motor, want to nebeng the same father "" replied with his eyes directed to Deandra.


Deandra turned away the evasive look from the sharp look with


highlight the ones that cannot be understood .


A while later her grandmother entered with Bik Nah. Deandra smiled at the arrival of her grandmother.


"''' Arep papung cah ayu. ayuk sewah rewangi (Want to take a beautiful bath .. let me help ) "" asked his mbah.


Edwar is ready to lift Deandra's body . Deandra stared at her sharply while shaking her head slowly.


Edwar did not dare to refuse his girl's request, given his bathing intention, as he always did before today.


He asks Edwar to bring Johan home, Deandra feels uncomfortable with Johan's gaze that can not be separated from him.