Living in the shadow of the past

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Arriving at the house of his parents deandra welcomed his mother who fell asleep on the sofa in front of the TV in the family room

deandra approached her mother kissing her mother's hand, a clear crystal grain dripping

"rest first, son.it's still night.

calm your mind, tomorrow after your body and mind are fresh you tell mom"

"nggeh ma'am.dea pamit enten rumiyin room.

(yes ma'am.dea permission to enter the room first.)"

on his body that began to feel tired, in his rabba his swollen eyes

try to close his eyes

in his restless sleep the incident when the rain this afternoon overshadowed his subconscious

starting from the small commotion that the child did to both

andra's second son refused the transfer from his father as a form of protest to his father who was in unfair value for the treatment of his father to him

a few days before his andra stormed with his sister because of a misunderstanding between them

deandra's husband who saw her son's commotion broke them but her husband leaned to defend the sister without seeing who started the commotion between them

andra was heartbroken by her father's treatment and selflessly packed the package and left the house

back to his boarding place in the city where he studied

for some reason such a small event finally ignited the anger of her husband

her husband spilled anger on her

"let's see how your beloved son behaves, there's no respect for his father"

" i slammed for money to make ends meet, but what your son did, refused my money, considered my money haram"

"that's not so well.andra does not mean as you think, do not suudzon the same child himself"

"if your son doesn't want to accept my money, he'll consider it illegal "

"not like that well.andra just as a prick, as well as feeling hurt..."

Oh my God why is this my husband's mind

"pain heart..why there is a sick child with his father.it is because you are not good at educating children..."

"Astagfirullah"

And the night commotion continued

I don't know why men are so easy to override every mistake on him

I don't know why her husband is always selfish

he considers every word and deed to be an undeniable truth

 

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Deandra tried to give up

leaving her angry husband showering her with harsh words that are not appropriate for a husband to say to his wife.

many times the dea said Istigfar heard the babble of her husband who blasphemed and brought up deandra's past.

it was as if his past was an unforgivable lifetime sin.

humbling people who are very deandra respect and care for.sewah his daughter and her mother are also harassed with insults by her husband.

Deandra came out of the room to approach her husband

" I'm sorry dear pras.my sins are as big as you, why every quarrel between us...the tip you make the past that I really want to bury in even you submit, you match matches for then you make blasphemy material....?!!!!'

" Why do not you try to correct yourself..?, why children....children can make a fuss between adek berkaka...?!

have you ever asked them what is the cause of the commotion between them....?!!..."

" Pak loves children not just give them material facilities.meets the needs of his life only then it is considered enough..."

" What they need more is attention, our concern as parents with what they experience, they face in their daily lives.."

" Conscious ga genengan time as a father more to find money and the rest of it runs out to fulfill your hobby....

just think for a moment why they are now often at odds with fellow brothers, often noisily...want to know why...?!!!.."

" Why else if it's not because you are a mother who is not good at taking care of children, not good at advising children, always argue with the husband, feel pretentious, feel pretentious, like to get attention in social media by uploading photos that are like this..."

" Astagfirullahaladziiim.pak pras.i uploaded a photo never alone yes always with family.at least with children "

" They became that way because of the priest ..the leader in this family who set an example is not good to them....and children tend to follow the example ..menteladani what their parents do..."

" How will they not fuss, quarrel with fellow brothers if their parents only often quarrel in front of them.how will the child appreciate his mother if his father does not hesitate to bring up his mother's past....type former s***** people.......'

tears flooded deandra's eyes

hearing deandra's words, her husband did not realize even more and more, his anger became more and more

deandra's husband went into the room, opened the closet and took out deandra's clothes from the closet, throwing her at deandra's feet

" Women s**n.. do not know in profit..it's good you I married well ..unlike your past man it..."

" It's smart that you advise your husband...

I'm the leader here.whatever I do is up to me.you dare....."

" Get out of here you ..this is my house.I'm disgusted to see you..I'm sick of your pompous style.."

Adnan came out of the room with reddened eyes as he listened to the commotion of his parents.

" Well.please stop.adnan apologize..

I'm not wrong well.bu..mas andra angry because adnan.maafin adnan.."

Adnan's cry broke

" There you go into the room.dad only want to teach your mother a lesson that is holy-spirited.sok alim this but educate the child to respect his father just not becus..." hardik deandra's husband on adnan

" Don't be like this Well.if dad constantly blames mommy ...Dad even made adnan feel more guilty.dad even cornered adan..

if you already do not like the mother better sincerely will the mother go.don't you hurt like this...', "

" Dad has sincerely gone from before me.I am disgusted by her who always boast and admire the man of her past....why did you not continue to live with him until he died.Why did you want to marry me if in your heart you still glorify the man...'

"Astagfirulabadziim....."

deandra's mouth was never separated from Istigfar hoping her husband's anger subsided

" Enough Dad.this is my mother.do not be insulted again.if father like this is the same father is not sincere with mother..."

Adnan took a bag of clothes from the top of his mother's closet...

see what he did her husband instead increasingly inflamed..

in the pull of adnan from his mother's side.in the room input then in the key from outside serlehnya back.approaching deandra take goods - goods deandra and throw to the terrace...expel deandra to get out of the house and lock her from the inside, no matter the time when it is near the early morning.