Living in the shadow of the past

Father's Arrival

Edwar went home with Johan. Deandra is more comfortable in Bik Nah only.

His physique had returned to normal as well as the inner pressure had improved more. The doctor and Spichologist who examined the morning were relieved to see the patient's progress. They hope there will be no more incidents that trigger depressed patients again.

after finishing the dialogue with Spichologist Deandra sat pensively on the sofa, sobbing who fell asleep in the springbed at his let. He knows how tired his cesspool is keeping him all night.

While in Edwar's office still agitated, his thoughts drifted to his girl in the hospital, He wanted to skip work and come see his girl, who was, unfortunately today there is a meeting with the central Board that can not be attended by him as the director of the company's responsibility of the country. And the meeting will last a long time likely until nightfall. She gets more agitated when she realizes her son Johan's different gaze to her girl.

Edwar calls Alia his wife asking him to forbid Johan to come to the hospital first for the common good because Deandra feels uncomfortable with Johan's presence.

He also calls his bodyguard at the hospital to keep Johan out of his room when he's not there.

That afternoon Father and Mr. Deandra who was still in town S, came to see his daughter.

For the first time in his life he approached the child who had been in residence all this time since a month at birth right at the resignation of his livelihood on the mother-in-law .

Confidence enveloped between them.

However disappointed Deandra in the figure of the man who has abandoned his life all this time He still tried to maintain ethics as a child.

"" How are you feeling today, son .. "" asked the gentleman

"" As you can see.., thank God a little better "' Answer is friendly.

''" Dew has eaten.. ?''"' Ask Dad Basa - stale melts an awkward atmosphere.

Deandra nodded her head slowly.

"" Dew... There's something we want to talk to you. Dew is ready, right..?! "" asked sir again with caution.

Deandra stared at them at a glance then smiled nodding slowly.

Dad breathed heavy.

"" Dew. Before his father apologized for what happened to you. Dad apologized for Daddy's weakness,"" His weak remarks were almost inaudible.

"'" But everything has happened, we can not turn back the time, for now Dad and family put all of it on Dew, yesterday Edwar asked Father for permission to marry Dew shah in front of the Dew family and and his family "" Be blown again his breath is heavy.

"" Edwar's wife and children approve even support his wishes.., now lives his own Dew how.., I dare not break it, this is your life, this is your life, who will live in front of you, I have no right to regulate, all I can do is obey what you want.

Whatever decision Dew Dad will accept and we will support his "" Dad took a breath and then blew slowly.

Deandra was silent in her eyes, clear circles flowing wet the face of ayu that still looks pias.

"" Dew was worried about Dad.."' His words bitterly sobbed.

Sewage princess hugging wipe her tears and stroking her soft cheeks.

"" Mbah..."" Her spoiled speech rests her head on her shoulder.

"" Dalem is confused , do not dare to imagine how to live with an older man even older than aunt Linda with a wife status and have children "" Her pain, in her breathing is heavy.

"" Can Dew be side by side with his children.?., how should Dew behave in front of his wife., Dew is not ready to be a second wife mbah..."' The sound is stuck in the throat.

Grandma hugs her, stroking her back gently .

"" Patient Nduk..patiently.., "" His whispers are soft.

Deandra's father closed his eyes, there was a pain in his heart.

"" If Dew isn't married ..., "" Dew hangs his sentence.

"" How shall I live in a society that bears the chastity of women, a society that always demands the virginity of a girl to be married..,?, Even if there is a catfish who wants to marry a woman whose crown has been snatched by others. Couldn't people around her will not defend it right ..?!!..,"" Scroll of tears flowed profusely, his sobs echoed in the room.

Deandra spilled all the feelings that were in her sludge in the chest of the grandmother who took care of her since she was given her Mother's Father from the age of a month.

Grandma's eyes glazed - glass, as much as she could on the press the tightness that filled her heart.

"" Patience Nduk. sing Ikhlas.all wills of Allah Subhanallahu wa ta'alla.. , Ask Him for guidance.., surrender all the same who govern this life.., there is always wisdom behind every event "' Advice her grandmother with heart - heart.

Dad looked up at the sky - the sky of the room nanar, her tears also warmed his eyes. While Pakde closed his eyes, blowing his breath reduces the tightness that runs through the heart.

Her crying sounded out . Two bodyguards were guarding the outside room and then called Ali . After a while, Edwar and Ali came to the hospital.

Edwar died in the afternoon break, the distance of the meeting room which was only two hundred meters from the hospital made his quick reach in his lover's room.

Czech.cekrek.

Puntu the door opened Ali who had heard Deandra's cries from outside the room.

Edwar rushed in, got closer to his girl, didn't care there was a grandmother, Dad and Pakde his girl.

On her deckap Deandra's body tightly, kissed the tip of her hair full of feeling.

'"" I'm sorry.., I'm sorry for my mistake... "' His whisper was almost inaudible..Taken a handkerchief that is always carried in her pants pocket then in her swab tears that flow on her gadiis face.

"'" My law is all you want to do. I love you really.., I love you so much.., I'm ready you hate your whole life... I'll do whatever you want... Sorry it was my fault..''" Edwar squeezed his girl's hand gently.

"" Please give me a chance to be happy with the girl I love."' Edwar stared at Deandra's gentle bead of eyes.

Deandra bowed her face, dodging the gaze of the man before her. Edwar raised his girl's chin to face with his eyes.a gentle smile decorated Edwar's face.

Deg.deg.deg Edwar's heart beat hard, want his taste memaggut thin lips girl in front of him..., Soon he realized from the desire that filled his feelings when he realized there was a family girl in the room who stared at the actions of nys to his girl.