Living in the shadow of the past

Deandra's first marriage

"" I want to be a young wife on the condition "'" Deandra opened her voice .

Edwar's eyes sparkled happily, a smile of victory emanated clearly on his face.

"" said whatever condition you apply will I fulfill with all my abilities "" Abstinently but still wrapped in softness and Edwar voice staring at Deandra softly.

"'' I want to continue my lecture until the first one finishes "" Deandra took a heavy breath and then blew her slowly.

""" During marriage I don't want to have children of you for any reason, don't force me to interact with your family, especially your wife and children, I don't want my freedom to be restrained and I'm asking for our marriage in secret, only your family and people know our bond."" Deandra.

Edwar smiled happily.

"" I must have fulfilled your will, as long as you were happy "" His whispers were soft while kissing his girl's forehead feeling.

All the happiness seemed to rise in Edwar's heart, He jumped happy with Deandra's willingness to be his young wife. At his grill Ali to prepare a marriage contract with Deandra after the Doctor gave permission to go home from the hospital.

Before Deadra was discharged from the hospital, Edwar had prepared a house in an elite area close to the campus of the Faculty of Indonesian literature and language education at the State University in the city of S , to facilitate the activities of his girl Edwar also prepared the following car driver for her, but rejected by Deandra, the,. He wanted a motorbike more than a car.

Deandra asks Bik Nah and Mr. Tono Bik Nah's husband to accompany her to live together in her new home.

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Two days later, the doctor allowed Deandra to return home from the hospital but remained under Spicholog's monitoring.

The day after Deandra was discharged from the hospital, Edwar held their wedding at the home of Edwar's parents in the family Edwar, his wife and children as well . Deandra's father became a guardian in the marriage with her pakde and mbah daughter as a witness from the family.

Deandra's mother was very angry when she got news from her son Kenny about Deandra's marriage to the married old man. The morning after the dawn adhan Mother left for the provincial capital on the island of Java where berlang suung her daughter's wedding

Not knowing Edwar's home address, Mother came to Linda's residence to point out where her daughter's marriage took place .

Arriving at Linda's house turned out to be in a quiet state from a neighbor in the news Linda was looking at her child while her husband Hendra was in Kalimantan.

Lovely came to the hospital to find out Edwar's address. The hospital did not provide any personal information.

Mommy Indah is getting more emotional when Linda's number cannot be contacted. At the end of the day, he decided to return to the village.

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Deandra looks very beautiful in a white kebaya with thin mike ups, Since the beginning she does not want to be made up with makeup artists, She wants to be in regular makeup, just lipstick and. just powder. With difficulty Edwar's sister, Janet and Mbah princess persuaded his end Deandra wanted in makeup origin not thick.

Johan looked at Deandra with passion, his eyes could not be separated a second from the gestures of the woman who would become his father's young wife.

Deandra who noticed the strange gaze of the teenage boy from the man who was about to marry her was horrified . He looked at her a few times and Deandra always saw the passion and lust in the gaze of the teenage boy who sat behind Edwar with a smile expanding to make her feel careless.

""" I received his marriage and marriage Deandra prasanti sasmito bint Utoro joyo sasmito with dowry a set of gold jewelry diamonds and a piece of prayer equipment in paid Cash "" Edwar's voice trembled slightly. Although this is his second real marriage Edwar still feels nervous when saying the cobal ijab in marriage.

"'" Shah..shah..!! "" replied the witness and the guest.

A happy smile was beautifully painted on Edwar's face in a black bridal suit.

After the wedding ceremony and meal, Edwar took his bride to the villa to enjoy her cucumber.

Grandma Deandra went along with her, while Dad and his uncle returned home to the village.

More than two weeks Deandra stayed at the villa while Edwar two days back there. Little makes Deandra relieved not to have to serve the lust of a man who never feels satisfied enjoying his body every being with her.

As agreed Deandra use contraception in the form of a hami pill that is taken every schedule husband visits.

Once Johan Petnah to his place when Edwar was not in the villa, Deandra hid in the house of mang Yono gardener Edwar accompanied by his grandmother.

Deandra was frightened by Johan's presence because of the gaze that was always filled with desire and lust in her smile.

Want him to tell the feeling of fear in pendam to his stepson, his, but he confines his intentions for fear that Edwar does not believe his words and just considers it to be there - there are looking for reasons for Edwar to hate his son.

Tonight the rain filled the face of the earth in the quiet hills, the thunder of lightning increasingly makes the atmosphere feel gripping.although outside the gate there are two guards who always guard this villa, but there are also, below were two bodyguards guarding the entrance. There is a mang Tono, Bik Nah and some servants there is a grandmother but in a stormy atmosphere like this Deandra is always in a state of fear whenever Edwar is not with her .

Deandra sat in the corner of the sofa, her face pias, sweat flowing from her forehead . Bik Nah called Mr. Edwar to tell her Miss condition .

Edwar called the mental doctor who handled Deandra . The doctor advised to be given depressant drugs and CTM to fall asleep.

"" Hello Bik.. take a depressant and CTM give it to Miss. .., she has eaten yet ?! "" Edwar's voice across the street.

""" Sampun dahar ndoro.., ngggeh called mawon nopo (Had eaten Tuan., just one detail what ).."" Answer Bik Nah.

"" Yes.., I'll tell you again Bik, I'll finish the meeting I slide there "" replied Edwar.

"" Nggeh. ngatos - atos Ndoro.seg jawoh ageng mixed wind bledge nggeh ngampar ngampar (Yes... Heart - heart Master is raining heavily mixed with wind and lightning also struck - yambar ) "" Bik Nah's voice worried.

"" Bik Den ayu don't stay alone, accompany me until I come "' Periekan Edwar in an anxious tone.

"" Mboten Ndoro, jickeying enten sobah puteri teng lebet room, nyuwun pamit ndoro ajeng maringi Den ayu drug (No Tuan, it's there her grandmother in room , 'nyewun pamit ndoro ajeng maringi , ask your permission to give the medicine to Miss )" Bik Nah disconnected her phone.

Go inside to pick up her medicine in the nightstand drawer by the bed, grab a water noose and pour it in a glass and ask her to drink it.

A moment later Deandra's condition looks calmer, sweat is no longer out .

In her sleepiness Deandra walked towards her bed on Papah Bik Nah and Grandma, enveloping her to the extent of her chest.

Bik Nah went to the sofa lying there while her grandmother chose to sleep next to her granddaughter.