Living in the shadow of the past

Depression That Is Back

In the room metiing Mr. Edwar restless after mendapt SMS from his personal assistant with the condition of his heart adoration who returned depressed after the visit of his son and wife. bad thoughts raged in the heart .

He did not concentrate in the slightest on the project that was being discussed by a section chief in his place of work. Several times breathing heavily in hope the meeting ends soon. his body was in the meeting room but his heart and mind drifted far to a place where a person who was desperately yearned for despite only a few hours apart lay weakly with an intravenous needle and oxygen hose decorate her sweet face.

While in the hospital itself Ali who had been there at the behest of his master was busy asking the incident when he was not there to the bodyguard and Bik Nah old woman who asked to accompany and take care of his master.

Bik Nah tells all the events from the beginning until his master's family comes home.

Ali who listened did not understand why the lady relapsed his depression if his son and wife treated him very well.

Deandra muttered calling out the name of a person in her deep sleep, moaning heart that heard her.

Bik Nah moved closer to her lady, in the caress of the delicate hair of the lady, in the hand of her lady's heart - heart as if to give strength for her strong face of life.

Ali exited the room receiving a call from her Master away from the VVIP room.

"" How is the situation now .?!, "" The voice across the phone sounded very anxious.

"" Miss is still delirious muttering indistinctly Sir.His eyes are closed but tears still come out occasionally" answered her fearfully.

"'" Who called him in sleep. what in his murmur.., call the Doctor ask him to check his condition again.. , don't let me lose Him "" The voice in the air gets angry in anxiety.

"" Mr. Ngapunten... Ready my Master to the paramedics room now "" replied Ali then went to the doctor's room who treated his master's lady.

A Psychiatrician and a partner pischologist entered the VVIP space . The sleeping girl continued to deliriously call out the name of her daughter.

A thread of dripping tears filled the tapered cheeks.

Bik Nah who was beside her also grieved to see the poor girl who was currently entrusted with guard to her.

serangkai dhikr and do'a continue to whisper into the ears of the missus hoping that the lady will soon wake up from her nightmare.

A middle-aged blue-hooded spicohologist tries to calm the patient by entering his subconscious. The doctor again injects the heat-lowering fluid, because from the monitoring of the patient's body temperature thermometer is getting up close to 40 degrees Celsius.

A nurse massages the patient's palm and another massages the soles between the fingers to smooth the patient's blood circulation.

Ali's assistant Mr. Edwar stood anxiously next to the nurse who was massaging the soles of his missus' feet. Her face pias shadowed the worst possibility that would befall her Master's worship girl.

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The door opens, Mr. Edwar slams in closer to the patient . Gently grasped the girl's right palm with her left hand. Her right hand rubbed gently the moist, tapered cheeks of her heart lover.

"" I'm sorry I love you. I'm sorry for all my mistakes. wake up baby. I love you dearly.., you can hate me but please don't leave me ""

His whispers are soft in the ears of his girl.

Many times Mr. Edwar whispered words of supplication into the ears of his girl.

also his eyes. Her body temperature gradually decreased to near normal, her breathing as well

it's back in order.

The doctor and his other medics were relieved, the critical period had already passed back.

The doctor and Spichologist asked Mr. Edwar to go to the Doctor's office . With a heavy heart He died his girl. told Bik Nah and Ali to stay in the room to not carelessly monitor the condition of his girl.

When Mr. Edwar was in Doctor Bram's room before him had asked permission to visit the girl who had been a singer in his cafe came to keep his promise.

In front of the VVIP room in his view two men of stocky and spooky face stood firm. Bram tells them he's coming to see the girl who's still on the bed. One of them came in to report to Pak Ali about the arrival of Bram.

Ali went out to see his Master's friend.

Ali approached Bram who was sitting on the sofa in the waiting room near the nurse's guard room..

"'" Good Afternoon Mr. Ali.. , how is Dew...?!. oh where is Edwar He has not come yet.. ?! "" Investigator Bram saw the look on Ali's face that was still filled with anxiety.

"" Miss has not been stable, this is also the depression miss had anfal, anfal, Alhamdulillah critical period has passed but for now the doctor advised to keep her from things that could trigger emotions in her "'

Ali sighed fretfully.., in his heart he could not bear to see the condition of the young girl whose fate was not as beautiful as his face.

Bram was surprised to round his eyes.

""" Really.. ?! was there anything that triggered her depression to relapse "'

Bram asked with an anxious expression.

Ali nodded slowly and then told

from the beginning they lived with Deandra Bik Nah and two bodyguards

in front of , about the arrival of Alia and her children to the state of her Miss who now seemed more happy to close her eyes and reluctant to wake up.

Bram is shocked to hear the story of his assistant friend. In the heart tucked guilt because He participated in the sadness felt by the singer girl

at the Cafe.

If I hadn't supported Edwar just for the pity of seeing the twinkle of love in his best friend's eyes on his singer and didn't suggest He should have met Linda to have her adored girl, maybe at this time the sweet girl is still living her life happily, and is still a singer I dola visitors at her Cafe. thought Bram in a heart full of regret.

"*I'm sorry Dew I would if you hate and curse me** whispered Bram in a troubled heart.

Ali apologized for not daring to give Bram permission to enter the room, waiting for his Master who is currently still in the Doctor's room.

Bram smiled to understand Ali's rejection, because he was aware of the task that must be obeyed by his assistant friend in order to maintain the condition of his Master Miss.