Living in the shadow of the past

The Heart of Alia

The car arrived in front of the courtyard of the house, Mr. Edwar got off the car and got into the , when passing in the middle room to the stairs to his room in his view Johan son was casually watching TV show , in the approach of his favorite son.

" You come home when.., indeed pesantren are there events ko santri ko yang yang yang yang at home ' Tanya Edwar who stands next to his son.

Johan who was busy watching football shows on TV was shocked by his father's reprimand because he was unaware of his presence.

" Uh... Father. iiihhhh.. bau...how many days do not shower already look like who likes to stand at the intersection of red lights "Johan replied while closing his nose, switching his father's conversation.

" You ni.. in asked what the answer is what , pinter yes.yes already dad want to clean up the body first "Answer replied Edwar turned his body up the stairs.

Edwar went into his room and went straight to the bathroom, He wanted to soak hot water in bacthup , to stretch his muscles that felt stiff for several days asleep while sitting. While waiting for the water peuh Edwar tidied up the feathers - fine feathers that filled his face. Perfect whisper of her when her face starts to clear.

Alia who sees Ali enjoying coffee with Harso and Karyo the driver and the home gardener approach them, finding out the whereabouts of her husband.

" His father returned Ali..?!, where is it now "

Ask Alia kindly.

" No mistress, as well as a flush kados nipun (Yes mistress like her is taking a bath) "Ali replied while bowing his body.

Alia rushed to the kitchen to ask the bik surti to cook Edwar's favorite food, and asked the waiter to take her upstairs to the front of her room.

Enter into the room at his hearing the voice of the husband's cheerful love song, but only there was a slashing pain in the recesses of his heart. Nineteen years married , Edwar never this series . .. Alia is trying to realize Edwar's marriage to her is not because of mutual love, She who loves her husband from the beginning met in her papah office first, she is , edwar is more for being devoted to his mother.

After all, during his marriage Edwar still applies well to his and his son, He is a good man, accepting his life destiny sincerely. And if now at the age of four who stepped on the head He found a love that was not in his possession all this time ..., who should be in the wrong right.?!, right.. ?!,. the battle in Alia's heart.

Edwar came out of the bathroom wearing only a towel wrapped around his lower body alone, Alia's heart rippled to see her husband's body . If only this disease did not make him have to lose his happiness as a wife , want her taste Alia ran to embrace the beautiful body of her husband who despite being aged but still awake because of the pattern of life and sports that are not in his stay. Want her taste to enjoy

the manhood in that white towel.

Alia imagined how Edwar who always satisfied her and now there are other women who will replace her.

Alia closed her eyes . throw away all the struggles in her mind.

" So long ago you were honest with me War, I knew you were young your manhood still needs distribution, but can't you look for an older one.?!, you still need distribution...?!, at least in the top thirties...?!, why should with the ones that still smell kencur..?! , even a year younger than Janet " whispered Alia lirih , do not want her debate heard by her children.

Edwar sat on the sofa staring at the sky of his room.

" I don't know.., all this time I tried to be faithful to keep the marriage so as not to be tarnished.., somehow when I saw her first desire to have her I can not be damned , the more the day I hit my heart, even when I don't meet a day with it I'm like a fish out of water, out of breath "

" You kidnapped her..?!" Search Alia

Edwar exhaled slowly and bowed his head without an answer.

" You fucked her.?!.: by force, didn't you.. " Tanya Alia fretted, shadowing the things that should not happen.

Edwar's eyes glazed - glass, regretfully sneaking in the depths of his heart.

" Whatever your wish is to have it you should do it in a more honorable way.., You are Mr. Edwar Priambodo Wijaya , who is the person in this city who does not know you and your family, should be with your office, your wealth and the greatness of your family name is not difficult to get a girl easily in a respectable way, not by damaging your reputation and falling the big name of your family... Edwar...!! ".

Alia's voice began to rise because her husband had been silent not one bit to defend

Edwar shifted his gaze to look at his wife closely.

" The fact is not as easy as you say Al.., she is different from the woman in your shadow, who without me was willing to be your honey "Her firm.

Edwar stood up to his bedroom window, out of the window, down there in the garden, the solar man was tidying up plants that were starting to grow wild.

" I was wrong...yes I was too in a hurry because I was afraid there was someone else who was more irresponsible who would seduce and touch her just for a moment's satisfaction and then die in the wound . Because it took her first to protect her from poachers... ' Light of Edwar with a blank look.

Alia approached Edwar hugging the legs of her husband. Edwar turned his gaze to the wheelchair in front of him, sat crouching, grabbed his wife's hand and kissed her gently.

" Why don't you tell me from the beginning you realize your feelings and your desire to have them " Alia stared into the bead of her husband's eyes looking for honesty from the bright brown look in her presence.

Edwar shook his head, then fell his head into the lap of Alia who sat on a wheelchair . Clear crystal details dripping on Edwar's hair, Raised his head Edwar who is now a child-like who admitted the mistake in front of his mother .