Living in the shadow of the past

Living in the shadow of the past
Promise of Johan



""" Beb... Would you promise me.?, would you wait until I finish my study ,..One day if I find a way for the future, I will take you away from it... Promise me you're willing to go with me "" Persuade her in Deandra's ear while she wears her hair.


"'" I don't know.. , how dare I say a promise while there are janiin seeds in my womb "'" Deandra's voice bitterly restrained the regret in her heart.


Johan got up with a position sitting on the back of Deandra's face facing her, in her face with both hands Johan .


"'' You are pregnant..?. ?. How long has ..? """ Highlight Johan's eyes sharp full of probes .


"'" Five weeks walk.., I forgot to take the contraceptive pill after menstruation because I was too focused on pursuing the thesis "' Deandra clenched the eyes .


""" You're disappointed, right..? there will be a new generation in your family of different mothers with you "'" Deandra Parau's voice .


"'" What makes me disappointed.?.?, there is a child among you or not I will still take you away from her "'" Whisper her softly .


"" Almost in the morning .. I'm so tired I slept first "'" Deandra turned her back on Johan.


The man hugged her tightly from behind, in a matter of minutes only her second fine snoring sound was heard from inside the room .


Johan was awakened by the sound of the alarm of his watch that was placed close to the ear, He deliberately did so as not to wake up bad luck. Johan had expected the morning before his father's office would definitely stop by his young wife's house first.


Five o'clock more fifteen minutes Johan left the room Deandra moved to the guest room and went back to sleep there after previously he wore the clothes that were off in the room Deandra. Last night Johan slept hugging Deandra just wearing panties .


At half-time six the sound of Edwar's car entered Deandra's courtyard, opening the door that had been unlocked by Bik Nah after the dawn prayer at the mosque in the housing complex .


"" Assalamualaikum's... "" Sapa Edwar


"" Waallaikumsalam ndoro..."" Answer Bik Nah .


"" Den Ayu Mana Bik.. Still sleeping "" Look at her while you look around the room .


"" Ngggeh taksih enten Ndoro room (Yes still in Tuan ''room) "" answered Bik Nah standing with a bow in front of Edwar.


"" Johan's stay here isn't "" Look at her again.


"" Nggeh Ndoro.taksih tilem enten guest room (Yes Tuan still sleeps in guest room ) ""


Bik Nah hid something, before he had seen Johan out of Deandra's room when he had just returned from the mosque.


But Bik Nah did not know the son of the Master was sleeping with the young wife of the Master or just went in to build it and then came out again .


Edwar thrust the blackforest sponge pack he bought at the bakery last night.


"" This bike is cut - cut and keep put the dining table for me black coffee is the same green tea for Den Ayu "" Edwar's orders.


"" Ngggeh Ndoro "' Bik Nah received a package of white crackles from her Master and brought to the dining table to prepare her Master's order.


Edwar opened the guest room handle, still locked and then on tap.


"" Han... It's noon, wake up you don't know this day...? "" Edwar's voice loudly knocked on the door.


"" Bentar Well..just finished the bath "" replied Johan from inside the room.


Edwar stepped into the room of his young wife, in the unlock handle of her room, stepped closer to Deandra who was sitting doing the thesis on the bed.


"" You don't sleep, dear... all night doing chores.. ? "" Investigator Edwar saw Deandra's thick eye bags.


Deandra replied with a smile.


"' You must take care of your health not to fall ill . pity our child "' Speak softly with an anxious look, his stomach is eluted wife who is still flat.


"" Turn off the laptop.. go out yuk.. You haven't had breakfast, have you.. ?!"" Her question was soft, kissing the tip of her wife's hair.


Deandra obeyed her husband's orders, turned off the laptop and got out of bed, walking out of the room together towards the dining table.


Johan was already sitting peacefully at his dining table with a piece of blackforest sponge and a cup of creamer in his hand, smiling towards them as if nothing had happened .


"" Father's Morning... Morning Young mom "' Her greeting is friendly.


"" Heeemm "" replied Edwar .


Deandra sits opposite Johan with Edwar beside her. Bik Nah put a cup of black coffee on her Master's desk and a glass of greentea on her Miss. Johan took a glass pising, put a piece of blackforest with a small spoon thrusting it into Deandra's desk, then took it again in his father's hand.


"" You have an event today.? ?, if there is no return to the house of your friend "" Edwar's order was firm.


"" I have a lecture until eleven o'clock in the afternoon, okay later I go straight home "" replied Johan lazily .


At exactly seven o'clock Edwar said to leave the office, escorted Deandra to get into the car, waved as the car passed and re-entered.


Deandra passes Johan who is still sitting on the sofa of the family room watching television, Bik Nah is out buying vegetables. Johan stood up to block Deandra's hand.


"" The road again yuk.. "" Take Johan.


"" Males ah. akju is still tired of doing thesis work at home "" replied Deandra while yawning to hold back the sleepiness, moving into the room. Johan goes in .


"" What the hell are you in and out of the room of people as nice as it looks at Bik Nah how !! "'


Deandra's face anxiously looked towards the outside of her bedroom door.


"" Relax Bik Nah if you buy old vegetables "' Johan sitting on the sofa, Drandra pulled Johan's body to stand up.


"" Get out there. Don't make trouble "" Tightly.


Johan stood hugging Deandra kissed her forehead and clenched her long soulful lips, then ruffled her hair.


"' I went to college first Beb. well - well at home yes, do not enter another man "' Whisper soft with emphasis.


"" You think I'm a slutty chick. You think I'm a college chicken who likes to go in just any guy what "'Hardik is pissed off.


"" no. not that. . I never accuse you like that. I'm just kidding beb. don't be mad ya "' Rajuk see Deandra still conical his mouth is upset.


'' Beb. beb. please I'm Sorry..."" Her raven clasped Deandra's hand and squeezed her.


"" It's there. Go later you're bad luck "'


Upset Deandra, pulled Johan's hand out of the room, while circulating the view out of the room afraid Bik Nah has gone home, then locked her from the inside .


'' Beebb I'm leaving first.. Love You's... "' Her screams were loud from outside the room.


Deandra stroked her chest in annoyance


Crazy ni son if Bik Nah hear how. His whispers are upset.


Deandra opened the window of the room, in her view Johan had put her car out of the fence of the house along with Bik Nah home from buying vegetables. Deandra massaged her chest in relief, Bik Nah didn't see what Johan was doing just now.


Deandra exited the room carrying her laptop to the family room and began working on her thesis in the family room. Bik Nah headed to the kitchen cooking food for Den Ayu who had just breakfast a piece of sponge earlier with her husband and stepson.