Last Letter to You

Episode 53

If love has taken control, the fall is of two possibilities; to become a purist or to give up the most precious treasure.

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The sun slowly rose, revealing its throne. A beam of light began to creep in through the cracks of the curtain that slightly blushed. The cold air from the cooling machine was also unable to make his frail body move. Kinan was too tired to just hold up the blanket that covered almost all parts of his body, except his head.

Crying all night, sure drains his energy. The shadow of two people jokingly still filled his memory room. As if he settled there. Kinan could not deny that Agra looked very happy with Adira, losing the appeal if with him. Her laughter really smothered her chest. Kinan envious. Very envious.

The question now is, why did Agra break his promise? Why does Agra always make him put more hope? Why did Agra fly it sky-high and then get it back to the bottom of the earth?

What promise did Agra make just playfully? or because Adira's figure is too important to Agra that he is subordinated? Or are both true?

Kinan needs answers. Kinan needed that but did not dare to ask Agra. Kinan was too afraid that Agra would get angry and leave. Kinan was afraid that his efforts would just break up halfway through. Kinan had already gained the man's heart and attention. Kinan did not want everything to end horribly just because of his selfishness so that he could not understand the friendship that was established between Agra and Adira.

Perhaps the exact opposite, Agra is selfish, thinking of herself without thinking about how she feels after being given false hope. In fact, after Kinan tried to forget what happened, as if Agra was watching his game, Agra did not apologize to him at all. Like Agra has no fault. What Kinan did, waited and waited. Waiting for a message to enter his phone, contains an explanation of why the man was not there when he appeared.

Until now it was the void that Kinan had obtained. There is no message. There's no phone call. No Agra suddenly came and muttered an apology.

Kinan knows, he's stupid. Kinan knew, he was forgiving easily. Kinan knew, she was a strong woman whose work muted all the pain that afflicted her. And Kinan also knew that he would continue to be hurt for loving Agra.

It's choice. Whatever the consequences, Kinan had to accept it.

Including not being a top priority.

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It took a struggle to get to the bathroom. Kinan stared at the horror of his reflection in front of the mirror. Both eyes are puffy, nose is flushed, dark circles hang under the eyes. Kinan's appearance was really chaotic this morning.

Immediately stripping off all the clothes attached to his body, Kinan dropped himself into the bath, muffled for about fifteen minutes to let the fatigue he felt diminish. After that Kinan got up, took a towel behind the door and wrapped it around his body.

How surprised Kinan was to find Zerina already standing sweetly, waiting for him.

"Kinan, I'm laperrrrr," Zerina's whine twitching spoiled on Kinan's arm, "Cool pancakes, Nan. But he didn't know how to make it" he stomped his feet on the floor.

Kinan narrowed his eyes, curious, "Continue why don't you come to me?"

"Madein, huh?" Zerina put up her flagship puppy eyes. Delivering mild rarity from the direction of Kinan. Kinan took off Zerina's gelayut and stepped into the wardrobe, took a long knit shirt and black jeans and put them on. Heeded the pleas of his best friend. Kinan.

"Kinan, come on make me. What pity is my flat stomach? There has been no nutritional support since last night," Zerina said, Kinan chuckled. He hurriedly sprinkled the powder onto the area of his face and smeared a bit of liptint to prevent his lips from looking pale.

"Yeah, Kinan!! How am I being dicuekin anyway? Tau ah, my sprain!!" Zerina dumped herself on the bed while pouting.

Kinan approached Zerina and without warning pinched her friend's cheek. He smiled angrily, "Yes bring it up!! I madein!! Lo's satisfied?" he put his hands away.

Pleasure is inevitable. Zerina lunged at Kinan. She hugged him a sign of affection, "Sengkyuu the most understanding friend!! Luv is the same as you."

"Gini turns aja luv-luvan. Basic." snorted Kinan. Zerina was grinning wide. Kinan grabbed his sling bag next to the sleeping lamp, "But I bought the ingredients at the supermarket first huh, Na. In the refrigerator there is nothing. Just be brave. Not long."

"Ay, ay, captain!" Zerina exclaimed as she took out some blue money sheets and gave them to Kinan.

Kinan frowned, "For what?"

"Create your loan to Kinan. I want to, yes I use my money. I'm using your money."

Kinan shook his head, "No, Na. Lo simple. I'm hitching a ride here anyway. Let's just say I pay the rent for the apartment by buying food for us to eat."

A powerful pat landed beautifully on Kinan's back. Zerina glared at him, "Gue this is your best friend. My house is also your home. There is no term of hitchhiking, let alone paying rent. Inget it."

"Sori, Na," Kinan uttered a sincere smile, "Yauda, I'll go first. Take good care of yourself."

"Ready, Boss!!"

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Within twenty minutes, Kinan finished his shopping and paid him to the cashier. Kinan walked out of the supermarket carrying two plastic bags with logos on his right and left hands. It is quite close to Zerina's apartment. Just walk a few meters until.

Observing the highway is already crowded with motorists passing by, Kinan is preparing to go home, but the ringing of a mobile phone in his pants pocket, undo his intentions. Kinan moved the other plastic bag to his left hand and grabbed the flat object and a sigh slid free from his lips.

Nathan called. More than ten times. Kinan only found out after checking it out. Returning to keep it in his pocket, this time Kinan was surprised instead of playing when his groceries were suddenly forcibly pulled by a man in a hat. After the man stepped away. Kinan was drunk and chased after him.

"Hey, thief! Wait!!! It's mine, don't you take it!"

"Hey!!! If you steal Mas's brain! That's cheap stuff! It will not sell again!" he added.

It's free. Kinan's scream was muffled by the sound of the vehicle's exhaust. Kinan exerted his running ability, for the sake of his goods that the man had stolen. Down along the sidewalk. His bead continued to hunt the man until he saw him get into one of the cars parked on the side of the road, Kinan quickly entered the front passenger seat.

"Yaelah! Got a car for stealing!" kinan toilet to the man. His face was a hat, not very clearly visible.

"So how are the wealthy officials from there, but the work is corruption of state money?" the man slapped while taking off the hat on his head and turned with his mischievous grin.

"TRANSLATOR?!" pekik Kinan's.

"It's me, Cakra. Not Mas-mas or the thief you mentioned earlier."

Gathering his strength, Kinan beat up Cakra's shoulder, "Rese is really you!! Rasain has hit me!" Kinan brutally continued his actions as if Cakra was a drum, "No idea what I'm in shock! You're even ignorant like this! I thought it was a thief!"

The chakras seemed to drive the tiny hands out of their reach while lightly chuckling, "Yes sorry-sorry I have frowned. But I swear, your expression is so funny that panic."

"Not laughing!"

"OK-okay, I quit," Cakra rightly did. He noticed the sweet face full of annoyance then turned on the car engine and drove it forward. The second time I panicked.

"Eh, uh, where is this going? Please get me down here, Cakra! I'm going home!" Kinan rebelled while nudging Cakra's arm.

Recalling Agra's warning not to get close to Cakra, Kinan again exclaimed, "I don't want to! Don't force me, Cakra! I don't want to be with you anymore! You are a bad man! You're a brengs*k man!"

Mangosteen chakra, just say it. He focused on driving his car to his destination, "Gue know for sure lo will be restless like I ngajakin lo blatantly. So, I don't want to do this so that you can take me away without having any obscure events."

Kinan glared furiously, "You're so persistent anyway?! I don't want to see you!"

"Yes, yeah, whatever you want to say. The point is you can't run anywhere anymore."

"I scream, huh?" mencam Kinan's.

"Squeak away."

"I'm serious, Cakra!"

"Gue two rius."

"BODO AH! I'M MAD!"

Choosing to raise his shoulders, no matter what, Cakra tuned the music out loud for the sake of the health of his ears that would soon be damaged to hear the cry of the woman's cry.

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"Where are we, Cakra?" Kinan asked as Cakra took him to a minimalist-style house located in an elite complex in the center of the City.

Deliberately ignoring the question, Cakra pulled the door knob, letting Kinan in first. Kinan immediately shook his head as he stood up.

"You want to fuck me?!" point out Kinan, "Let's say it!"

"Gue where tastes are the same shape of your macem flattened body. It contains only the same bone as the fart bundle doang. There are no favors." said Cakra, joking.

Kinan glared, did not accept, "Have a son! Many people want to be like me! Don't get me wrong!"

"Oh, huh?" Cakra brought his lips closer to Kinan's ears, "Where is Agra? Wouldn't he be the same? I'm sure he's pretending to love you for a certain purpose" he said sadistically. Merely so that Kinan's stupid eyes and mind were wide open. Cakra did not know about Agra who suddenly turned soft towards Kinan. This was just his guess as a fellow man.

The mimic turned flat. Kinan passed from the presence of Cakra and entered the house even though he was confused whose place this was. Even if it was true what Cakra said about Agra's pretense, Kinan very sincerely accepted the harsh reality. This is the consequence of loving. Kinan must remain firm.

Shrinking with his own mind to the point that Kinan was not aware that he was in a complete family room with the three humans looking at him with different expressions.

Nathan to his surprise. Ana with her eyebrows intertwined while Keyla looked ordinary.

"Na-nathan?" Kinan gagu's.

"Kinan's? What are you doing here?" Nathan stood up, approached him. Kinan took a step back. Nathan hung up his steps near the sofa, "My call why did you ignore it?"

"sorry. I got the wrong address," Kinan refused to answer. He turned to leave, Cakra coming from the direction of the passageway, holding him back.

"Surge!" said Kinan coldly.

"Gue is not horrified."

Kinan grunting. He shifted to the right, Cakra also did the same. He's to the left, Cakra too. Kinan growled furiously.

"You what the fuck brought me here?! Why is there that guy?! This is exactly why?! What are your plans?!"

Cakra sighed, "Gue brought proof that I am not a brengs*k man like Agra told you back then. Agra misunderstood. It's only natural that he's willing to not be close to me. She was afraid that the events that befell her lover in the past were also lo natural."

Kinan sizzled, "That you're pregnant with Ana, right? Don't snore!"

"I'm the brengs*k guy you mean, Kinan," Nathan said. The circumstances surrounding them suddenly felt awkward and gripping. Ana, who understood, immediately told Keyla to go into her room. The four humans looked at each other.

The two manics were wide-eyed, Kinan shook his head while smiling wryly, "You don't have to follow along, Nat."

Ana came forward and stood right beside Nathan. He took over their attention, "Nathan has the right to interfere because it's a fact."

Kinan's forehead shriveled, "Who are you?"

"Me, Ana. Agra's ex-lover."

Kinan looked at her with an incredulous look. For a second, Kinan laughed dismissively, "Oh, so you're the one with Agra so that until now Agra was traumatized to be related to another woman," Kinan eroded the distance between the two, "You know? All this time I suffered because of you! Because of your past actions, Agra will never be able to repay my feelings! He was not touched! He's cruel! And I was always the target of her pain! And one more thing, you also made Agra hate Cakra so much! You're causing trouble! Why do you have to go back to this country?! Why?!"

"NOW! WATCH YOUR TALK!" Nathan snaps. He is truly a deliverance. Seeing Ana cry, her chest was slightly torn apart to such an extent. Nathan hugged Ana who pleased. Of course, Ana felt most guilty here.

Kinan's heart melos. He looked at Nathan full of hatred.

"You think, after you admit that you got Ana pregnant, I'll act like I used to, think of you as my stepbrother and then our sibling relationship improves again, right?" kinan's circus, "You're wrong, Nathan! I don't even want to know you! It turns out that behind the care and tenderness you treated me all this time, you are a cheap man*n! Brengs*k! Fits you same Ana!"

Nathan is emotionally disturbed to hear Ana's name called. Ana hurriedly held onto Nathan's arm that was about to slap Kinan.

"Ah, stop. I don't think there's anything to talk about anymore. Then, I retreated, "Kinan turned around and glanced at the silent Cakra, "Cakra anterin I came home." he sauntered followed by Cakra.

Feeling that his words are outrageous. Kinan doesn't care. The origin of her words earlier was able to make Ana regret her actions.

Yeah, without Kinan reminding her. Ana regretted it.

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Btw, this story is actually over. There is even season 2.

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