Last Letter to You

Episode 46's

Destiny seems more nimble to bring us back together.

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Love comes with time.

Kinan knew the phrase often occurred between two people who had never known each other before, between a pair of friends of different types, close friends, and the severity of fellow family members themselves.

Speaking of that, until now Kinan did not understand how Nathan could easily put his heart on his own brother. Kinan could not accept that strange reality. Nathan's words the other day really made him dizzy.

Yes, since Nathan was honest about his feelings, Kinan slowly walked away from Nathan. Kinan did not want to be like a false hope-giving woman for a taste he could not repay. Therefore, Kinan chose to keep his distance from Nathan. The man who used to be a place for himself to shelter and complain, is now limited to strangers who are no longer respectful.

Satisfying all the thoughts raging in his brain, Kinan hurriedly came out of the bathroom after wearing a long-handed sweatshirt as well as a subordinate of knee-length short jeans. Kinan sat down in front of the dressing table, sprinkling a little powder onto his face area so as not to look pale.

Kinan's sick. It's been two days and no one knows about it. Neither Agra nor the people in his house. Kinan deliberately didn't tell anyone for fear of making them worry. After all, his relationship with Nathan is in bad shape. Where they might talk to each other.

Drt!! Drt!! Drt!!

The vibration of his phone lying on the nightstand, shifted his focus. Kinan grabbed it and checked it. A message from the chakras he got.

Cakras

***Click, hearing my explanation, Nan.

Found huh?

I was in a cafe near the campus. I'm waiting for you here. Plis, dateng, yes.

Whatever you want to know about my past and Agra's, I'm ready to answer honestly***.

Really, that guy is stubborn. How hard Kinan tried to distance himself, Cakra remained unafraid to approach him, asking him to speak even though he really wanted to reciprocate the treatment of Cakra who seemed to take good care of him. Like he's a sister.

And there's so much more that Cakra does for him. Kinan had not been able to repay his kindness. Kinan felt unsure of himself considering he was avoiding instead of returning the favor.

Regardless of Cakra's fate there, Kinan threw the flat object on the pillow as Nathan walked into his room in a disheveled look. Kinan busied himself, sweeping his hair with vitamins to make it fragrant and smooth. He thought it was as if Nathan didn't exist.

"When do you shut me down?" Nathan asked listlessly. The white shirt rolled up to the elbow. The surface is dirty as if it was finished in bed. Right now he was sitting right behind Kinan's small back. Sitting limp on the bed. His eyes were straight staring at that long unraveling hair. The hair that was once often Nathan elus, now only the aroma is inhaled without being able to touch it again.

"Do you not feel sorry for me at all?" nathan continued, "Look at my situation. I'm fucked up and that's why you are. You act like you hate me. My heart is broken, Kinan."

Kinan's tongue felt faint just moved a little. The only way to be quiet. Kinan clenched one hand, easing the tightness in his chest hearing Nathan's shrill voice.

"I know the reason you're like this is because of my declaration of love a few days ago. I understand you were in shock when you found out, but it's true. I've been in love with you ever since Papa raised you as his son. You are good Kinan, your heart is so sincere, you always love Papa who has been evil with you, you also never have a grudge with him. Don't blame me for harboring more feelings for you. I don't care about our status, brothers. Remember Kinan, you and I are not siblings. Our parents are not the same. You're my step-sister" Nathan explained at length. His words are on the tip of the tongue.

Kinan did not respond. Even looking back at Nathan was lazy.

"So did I wrongly love you?"

"Please answer, Kinan. Don't shut up like gini" Nathan said as Kinan stopped answering his question.

Nathan sighed heavily. His eye bags were black from staying up all night, "Yes if you don't want to talk to me. I understand. You must have needed some time to absorb my words earlier. Sorry for confusing and uncomfortable. I'm saying yes. You take care of your health as long as I'm not next to you."

Nathan moved and smiled bitterly. He dyed a glimpse of Kinan's black hair with his misses before coming out.

"Good night, Baby."

Vaguely Kinan looked at that smile despite the position of his head down. Her chest is getting tighter. Her tears fell, soaking her cheeks. Kinan.

Tonight let the rain keep him company. Accompanying his longing for the figure of Nathan Moreno.