Last Letter to You

Episode 29's

"Pocket your smile to close tight, Gra?" Afka interrupted as silence enveloped the three.

They are currently in the college library. Look for as many references as possible about Accounting-related matters, their assignment materials for the next week. The quiet state, getting quieter and quieter when the three were silent to each other, did not let out any chatter. Especially Agra. From entering the campus courtyard, continue to bend your face, complete with a flat face.

Feeling that Afka's question sounded strange, the man who was wearing the green alma mater stopped the activity of flipping through his thick book. Agra turned to Afka while raising his eyebrows, "You mean?"

Afka. Agra's smart brain breaks instantly in his shadow, realizing that at any moment, the man named Agrata Razzan, will not be able to recover. Especially to someone's feelings.

"I mean, your face is smiling. Don't flat mulu cower plywood. Not good in the eyes."

The answer that actually increasingly evokes the fur of Agra to creep. His friend became increasingly unclear. Very quaint. He threw a horror look at Afka, "Who told you to look at me? very amused."

"I have the eyes ****! My eyes sepet become because of seeing your flat face! Don't think macem-macem yeah, I'm not a gay species! It's natural that I worry about you. In general, you are also often with me," said Afka, annoyed.

"Why are you so loud?"

Like a neighbor who was caught rubbing the next door neighbor, Afka scratched his chin which was not itchy and then gave a wide grin, "Hehe, abis nelen my motor," he said crisply, "Udah ah, "Udah ah, look you don't freak out. I'm horrified."

Feeling free to invite Agra to joke, Afka chose to tinker with his phone. Unlike Abyan who was busy taking notes, moving sentences per sentence from Agra's thick book to his notebook. When silence struck, a sigh slid from Agra's mouth and closed his accounting package.

I don't know. Agra really doesn't want to read books. His mind flew, hovering. Kinan's figure filled almost the entire contents of his head. It was not because he had already opened his heart to Kinan. That's not. But instead of how Kinan chased after himself, gave him love letters and expressed his feelings openly. How the woman always smiled when Agra created a wound in her heart. Feeling so happy for what Agra thinks is so ordinary. For example, like a few days ago, while in a satay stall.

All of Kinan's actions and reactions reinforce Agra's belief that Kinan really likes him. But as soon as it undermines his trust when with his own eyes, Kinan departs with Cakra. People he doesn't want to see on campus, even on the earth he's on right now.

Agra has a lot of questions. What does that woman want? Does he feel like he's just messing around? Why is it with the relaxation of him and the other guy when the woman has expressed her love for Agra? Ah, nevermind. Why did he think of such unimportant things. Agra also could not avoid the reality, if he was really curious and wanted to ask directly what Kinan wanted from him.

Feeling a loud pat landing on his right shoulder, Agra turned ferociously at Abyan, right beside him, "Lo can't really ngaggetin me?"

"Abis lo is like a possessed man. Diem mulu while natapin table. Lo laper? Are you getting ready to eat this table?" Abyan asked in a joking tone. Agra was so unaware that Abyan had tidied his entire slate into a bag.

"What the hell lo! Not clear!" Agra hurriedly stuffed his books into his bag. I hope Abyan doesn't ask the reason for his inertia.

Abyan shook his head as he clucked, "What's not clear is elo. Today was very different, not usually. Yes, although still silent and rarely smile, but this is strange. You feel the burden of thousands of tons. Kening lo aja from earlier I noticed, shriveling continuously. What do you think?"

"Well! I agree with what Lo Yan said," said Afka, "Why lo, Gra? Any problem? Story to us. We're ready to provide solutions for you."

If this is the case, is Agra honest about his silence because of Kinan? Agra immediately twisted the brain, looking for the right reason. As for Kinan, he did not want his two friends to know. Not for now.

"Gue again thought about how to ask for Kinan's approval. From what I see, he's not good at playing the piano. Mr. Edo himself was convinced Kinan could. But Kinan's movements do not prove Mr. Edo's words," said Agra cleverly. It just so happens that the issue has not been resolved until now. So what's wrong he's revealing.

"Yes you talk well to Kinan, or if necessary you take Kinan for a walk where it is. If you can be romantic like a pair of lovers and that's your chance to ask her gently," Afka advised, totally unacceptable Agra common sense. Not him at all.

"It's also a good idea!" sahut Abyan's.

"No! I'm lazy to use that way of meme-menye lo!" reject Agra quickly.

"Crazy son! Which is so called meme. Where have you been all this time? In goa?" hiss Afka inevitable again, "Which girl does not like romantic things, Gra? Kinan must be one of them. Lo kudu make him smile first, fine him, after he diem ayem enjoy the atmosphere, then you ask him. I'm sure he'll want to talk honestly to elo, "one of Afka's playboy tricks.

"Gue can't and won't!" the second time Agra refused.

Afka was anxious and so was Abyan. Agra is hard and does not like to be forced. Especially with women. Yeah, except, you know yourself.

The arm of Agra was violently drawn. Afka will be the director of this short film, "Let's come with me! We jumpain the Kinan and you have to take him for a walk tonight! I don't want to know!"

Inevitably Agra resigned to follow the steps of Afka, hoping Kinan was busy and refused his invitation.

Hope so.

......

A coincidence that was rewarded with swearing by Agra. Afka did not mess with his words. The man actually took her to the place where Kinan was. From a radius of a few meters, Kinan looked and was sitting on the front garden chair of the campus, clogging both ears with earphones. Agra tells Afka to stop pulling him.

Afka snorted, "Duty, whose duty? Lo right? So why come back! I'm good, giving advice so that your committee duty is too good," he said no longer understand Agra's attitude.

"Gue can find another player."

"Surely can? Two weeks to go, Bro! In this week you have to deposit your work to Faris. Ready you get to kick other committee members because it does not work your duty?" Afka emotions made Agra. He was good, wanting to help. But it seems Agra does not want it, "Even if I think, your task is easiest than me. when asking for Kinan's approval just can not. Cupu lo!"

Unable to say, Agra looked at Afka flatly, "Okay, if that's what you want! Satisfied?" after that Agra walked, approached Kinan without glancing at Afka who had a happy look, behind him.

Afka's words made her emotions evaporate, rising to the surface. Agra is not cupu. It was just that he was lazy to meet Kinan, considering Kinan was very, very eager to be around him. Efforts evaded also could not he do.

Unwilling to linger and drain her precious time, Agra was seen leisurely sitting next to Kinan. His eyes were straight ahead. The chair he was sitting in moved, a sign Kinan was aware of his presence.

Kinan was shocked and took off the thing that was stuffing his ears. He turned towards Agra with an expression of disbelief, "Loh, Agra? What are you doing here all of a sudden?" tanyanya. His forehead folded, "Take me, huh?"

"Gue wants to say something," said Agra flatly without further ado. Kinan's question was not heeded.

"There's something I want to say to you, too" Kinan smiled happily. She hoped Agra had opened her heart to her.

"Lo first. Just me," said Agra.

The sound of breathing from Kinan, became a sign that he would start first, "I love you, Agra. I want you to be my girlfriend. Even if you refuse me dozens of times, I will never give up chasing you until you become mine."

Finished Kinan said, Agra's breath was made choked by him. Kinan's gaze at Agra was difficult to decipher. Agra froze in place. Spontaneous talk he never expected. So does the guy. Wasting his face the other way, Agra was sifting through in his heart, a way of gently rejecting Kinan.

Agra's expression suddenly hardened. Can't do. He could not be gentle with Kinan. Remembering Kinan went with Cakra. He's not jealous. He just doesn't like Kinan to keep his way with Cakra when Agra already forbids Kinan to have any more contact with the man.

"Gue doesn't love you and I refuse to be your girlfriend!" sentak Agra is a bit rough.

"Why, Gra? Love me the reason for your refusal," Kinan lowered his head deeply while twisting his fingers. She was very sad, Agra rejected her without asking for a little time for her to think.

Agra drew Kinan sharply, "My answer is obvious. I am not in love with you. Never will love even if you fight desperately in my heart! My heart is dead and you should know it!"

"If your heart is really dead, I can revive your heart with the sincere love I have for you" Kinan's eyes shone with great hope. Reflexes he holds Agra's hand and is hit rough by the man. Chest Kinan pain saw his response.

"Lo won't be able to. Your presence is like a disaster to me. So just be present enough to disturb my calm, do not add your feelings again."

If at Brawali campus there is a contest men do not have heart, Agra as soon as possible register himself.

Kinan smiled smirkily. His heart was broken until it was seriously injured. Tight chest. Her lips twitched, a sign she held back crying, "Then, what do you mean I had breakfast together? Take me to the park? Why do I work? Appeared when I was bullied by Cakra and didn't take her same path? Nemenin I'm going to the office? Eating together at a satay stall? Bring it to the restaurant just because I have a stomachache and have not eaten, when obviously I know, if you're anti-so much me?"

"Why, Gra? Why do you care as if I am important to you? Are you deliberately caring for me, so that my love for you grows bigger and you can easily destroy it after you make me fly?" he continued with tears ready to plunge profusely from his eye pelupuk. Kinan desperately held her back.

Agra sizzles interspersed with sarcastic laughter, "Gue just knows that easy to fly high. Do you want to know why I'm being nice to you? Because I pity. You are like a beggar. The difference is, you beg for my love."

Is there anything more painful than Agra's sentence just now? The air around Kinan suddenly disappeared. His heart was pinched strongly. Her chest is amazing. Agra's words were painful.

"You are evil, Agra," along with that, Kinan's tears decayed, fell down, drenching his thin cheeks. His sight blurred as a result of the clear liquid covering it. He sobs. No matter the people around, looking at him pity. His fate is worthy of pity. But, pitied by Agra, made him die slowly.

Agra sizzled and stood up, "Gue is indeed evil for the size of a mur*han chick like lo!" he said as he left in front of Kinan.

Leaving Kinan's heart shattered into pieces then falling and being stepped on by those who started laughing at him.

***If you don't like me, don't give me hope.

If you don't consider me present, don't show up when something happens to me.

If you don't want me, just be indifferent and not give me the attention that I consider a way into your heart.

And if you don't love me, just gently refuse. I can understand. After that, I'll try again. Until I get tired then die***.