Last Letter to You

Episode 39's

What I haven't stopped by the story, patiently yes guys hehe. There's no free time yet. And to schedule an updet 2x in a week

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God is all-good, granting my prayers, allowing me to feel happiness from him when I am already hurt by him.

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His smile, his shady eyes, his gentleness, nurtured densely in his mind. Nathan cannot deny the fact that only Kinan's shadow faithfully fills his entire head. As of this morning, on campus, in the classroom, teaching, the woman's met face was dancing in her memory. Reluctant to leave.

Half an hour standing in front of his students, Nathan tried to focus on teaching Business Mathematics because basically Nathan is a Lecturer in Mathematics. Young lecturers are most liked by the students he taught because the way Nathan explained in front of the class, easy to catch them. The language is not too rigid and rigid. Unlike other lecturers, they use formal language more often.

Nathan always controls himself and his emotions that sometimes shake his defenses. Especially in front of the candidates for the successors of the Nation, must exemplify attitude, good behavior. Sometimes, the behavior and attitude of his students that make Nathan was caught off guard. Like chatting when he was displaying material, playing mobile phones, chatting ended up disturbing his concentration. Worse, there were some students, expressing feelings for him bluntly without any hesitation at all.

Nathan is just a human being. His patience pockets are limited. The anger can explode at any time. As a Lecturer of course Nathan felt his presence was not appreciated. Emotion certainly. It happens often. Many times Nathan keeps his emotions from becoming blurred. For him the learned man does not have to be emotionally faced with something. The end will make things worse. Not good for the future either.

Therefore Nathan prefers to reprimand in a good way without getting angry. It's also better to accept them. Next up is what they want. The point is, Nathan's been advising them. Give understanding. If it happens again, Nathan will step in on their grades at the end of the semester. No need to get tired of talking at length, just raise a threat.

One thing that until now was difficult Nathan thought how to overcome when there was a student expressed his feelings. How he refused without hurting their hearts. Honestly, Nathan is confused. As an unmarried adult man, Nathan does not blame him. The problem is, they are his students. It is also unethical to love. Yes even though he said love is not in view of social status, education, age and others, just the same. Nathan doesn't want to have more relationships with his students. Exceptions to Kinan.

Kinan's different. That's reason.

"All right. My material is closed up to here. Next week, the group leader is obliged to collect his discussion materials to me. Put it in my room. If any of you do not understand the task properly, can ask other friends or immediately ask me. So, good morning," Nathan said without further ado, tidying up his things on the table and then leaving class.

Every step, everyone smiled at him while bowing their heads. Greeting her kindly. Nathan smiled back. On campus, Nathan is not the type of Lecturer who talks a lot with other Lecturers. Merely. That is if it is important and urgent. Not arrogant, but Nathan's a busy man. No time to exchange chats. After teaching, Nathan had to go to his company, take control there as Director. Routine every day.

On the way, Nathan stopped. Nathan reached into his tote bag with grasak, remembering from this morning he had not asked if Kinan had breakfast or not. That matters. It will not be forgotten. After his phone was in his grasp, Nathan continued to the cafeteria, slashing his hunger while calling Kinan. Unaware of anything in his bag, he fell on the floor right in the campus corridor. Nathan kept walking away.

The woman with the hair down appeared, lowered her head, picked up the thing that fell earlier.

"SIR!! THIS new BAR---" Adira wants to finish her shout, Nathan disappearing at the turn of the hallway. Adira commented a smile.

This is his chance to get closer to Nathan, the man who has made him fall in love. This time, Nathan would definitely not say rudely and avoid as he usually did.

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Canteen at the Faculty of Economics, many residents. Eating food, chatting with friends and loved ones, there is also a guitar playing that increasingly creates noise there. On one hand, he was entertained by his game. Like a romantic dinner accompanied by music.

On the corner bench, a little away from the crowd, the two lovebirds sat facing each other. Every now and then the woman throws a smile at the man. Agra and Kinan. Both included residents of the canteen. Take each order.

"Are you in class again?" Kinan asked Agra after sucking his orange ice.

Well, since the hug-hugging scene last night and Agra ended up apologizing for the mistake he had made, their relationship was pretty cool. Agra's disappointment is slightly reduced. Sometimes the response is short. At least, his handsome face often smiled. Not flat.

Agra shakes. His right hand stretched out, picking up the clasps of a haircut that blocked his lover's view, "My class is done from an hour ago."

The simple treatment that Agra had done just then flew the butterfly in his stomach. For the first time since they've been together, Agra has been so sweet to her. It's only natural that Kinan was happy.

"Same kok? My class was also spun," Kinan tapped his chin with his index finger slowly.

Agra shrugged, "Stupid same time you."

Not aware that his words made both of Kinan's cheeks heated up. She was ashamed of being mixed up. In Kinan's heart screamed, saying the word amen repeatedly. This guy in front of him is really Agra, right? Why is the sweetness not lost? The problem is, Kinan is weak when dealing with Agra who is now.

"Don't look at me. Quickly finish your food. Mubazir. Today I will anterin you work all waiting for you there, "agra initiative. His eyes did not leave Kinan. He thought it was Kinan, the only object of his vision.

Even Kinan's expression of disbelief fed him. Those beautiful eyes blinked slowly, as if asking for an explanation once again for him to fully believe that his ears were still working properly.

"Seriously you?"

"Yes, baby."

Duh!

A warm feeling runs through the entire surface of his face. Kinan. His cheeks were red and it was because of the word 'dear' that was thrown from the idol. Throughout the history of their introduction, Agra called him as a pair of lovers in general.

"This is your first offer I can't refuse. Thank you, Agra," Kinan put on a smile.

"Yes, equally. You gave me a chance to change and I tried to prove it to you through the little things. I hope you like it. I want you to keep smiling like this. Can you?" Agra stroked her smooth cheeks with gentle movements.

There was a sense of comfort clutching the recesses of his heart as sentence after sentence entered his hearing. Kinan still felt that this was just a dream that was real. Yes, even though it is real. Agra becomes a better man for her. For happiness.

Kinan nodded quickly just as the tempted little boy offered a bag of lollipops. Kinan smiled broadly, "Can dong. As long as you're by my side, the smile on my face won't fade even if you complain of being tired of looking at it."

Agra chuckled and scrambled Kinan's head in a fit of anxiety, "Basic, you."

Their romantic drama must be delayed for a moment when a heavy sound from out of which direction it comes, interrupts.

"Baby, it turns out you're here."

Agra immediately distanced his hand from Kinan. His appearance was immediately flat to find the man in a blue shirt dongker with the arms rolled up to the elbows, standing right behind Kinan. His eyebrows bent, observing the appearance of the man's face. He seemed to have known, but forgot to meet where. His face was familiar to him.

In contrast to Kinan, the long-haired woman froze in place. Her lips were originally curved, slumped and tightly clenched. His heart suddenly beat. Unthinkable to him, Nathan would approach him to his Faculty. What's he want? Can't it be at another hour? Why did he come when Kinan was having a romance with Agra? Hah, Nathan just bother!

What did he say? Baby's? Kinan closed his eyes tightly. Finish him. There's Agra here. Agra must have heard it clearly. Kinan was only afraid of the harmony they had just built, collapsing instantly as Nathan called him that. Nathan is not wrong either. He did not know that Kinan already had a lover who was currently sitting in front of him.

"Why don't you pick up my phone? In fact, I intend to take a meal together. All chat. I haven't spent a long time alone" Nathan lowered his hand. Without further excuse, he took the chocolate-flavored milk box on the table and drank it. Agra was silent while looking at them. More precisely observe Kinan's expression and manner. He looked worried, confused, afraid, becoming one. But he did not stay silent when he found out the drink he had bought for Kinan, ludes being euthanized by the stranger.

Agra cleared his throat, "Bro, who you drank got my girl," he said casually.

One palm of Kinan's hand opened wide facing Agra, hinting at the man that he had no problem with it. Chief Kinan also nodded. Proof he doesn't matter.

Nathan was shocked and surprised as he glanced at the milk box trash in his grasp. It would seem that the adult man was in an acute state of jealousy, "Eh, you have this, Baby?" he turned towards Kinan, "Sorry, I finished. It's because you've been everywhere."

"Why did you play up here, Nat? How did your students see? They will think macems" Kinan said in a soft voice. His heart would be dislodged when the look of Agra was so unfriendly. Smile wears off.

"Yamperin you," Nathan replied a little strongly. Purposefully.

Kinan hissed, "You're ruining the tau tau tau!"

Look, instead of going, smile. It's screwed! It's screwed! Agra would be furious if this was the way it was.

"Go home, yuk! My work is ready," asked Nathan not to know himself. Kinan glared at him. Nathan put his shoulders together, no matter what. Another reason, Nathan wanted to know what the reaction of the man in front of Kinan was that he said his dearest girlfriend. If she was a baby, she would be angry. If not, he will be acting bodo.

Be calm as a listener of that little debate. His chin rests on both hands. The manic doesn't move on from Kinan.

"You go first. I'm going to the bookstore. Workings. I went home with Agra."

"Well him?" point Nathan at Agra.

Kinan nodded fretfully, "Yes, Nat."

"I'm the one who nganter you. If necessary I wait until your working hours are over. We are one way. Home again" Nathan said blatantly. This time the side of Agra's face faintly tightened. Kinan himself is getting better.

Nathan is dying with him! Watch it at home! Kinan will be hostile!

"No way, Nat. What the hell are you? It's so strange today" whispered Kinan.

Kan, weirdo! Nathan even put on a mysterious smile.

"He, I'm the anter," timpal Agra, cold.

Nathan raised his head as if challenging Agra. Agra keeps putting up its flagship look. Flat.

"Lo's not who she is while she's my girl. So, he came home with me. Understand, Bro?" Agra pressed his last words. Nathan's nose turned cold.

Kinan relaxed his shoulders, resignedly. He did not understand what was going through Nathan's body so the man became silly and childish. Before, it was fine. Very good too.

Dizziness served him while down there, he held back urination. Kinan was worried, he wanted to go to the bathroom immediately, but, looking at the bodies of the two men as if preparing to pull out a horn, Kinan said. But he was no longer able to press his lower abdomen anymore his horn was not able to stop. Kinan got up in a hurry after you excuse me. Not caring about how the fate of the two after he returned.

Hopefully this spacious and neat canteen does not become a broken ship due to the two men.

I hope that.

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After Kinan left for the restroom, both Nathan and Agra were both silent. Though Nathan's mouth did not stop cooing. Now like pancoran statue.

A few minutes of silence surrounded them until Nathan finally spoke, "I don't want to mince words anymore. I ask you never to hurt Kinan let alone make him cry. If you get caught doing it, I won't hesitate to snatch it from your hands." he threatened.

Agra grunting. The left side of his lips, moving upwards, "No need to remind, I will definitely make him happy."

Nathan the mangosteen, "Good. Do you really love him?"

"Why should you know how I feel about Kinan?" Agra attacked with questions.

"Because everything that concerns Kinan is my business. Me, guardian. I have every right to interfere in both his life and his love. At least he's with the right people. Who loves him sincerely."

"Do I look insincere in your eyes?"

His face looks smiling. Nathan looked at Agra fixedly, "I'm a Lecturer. I know the nature of a person just by looking at the gesture and looking into his eyes. What I concluded, you don't love her. You don't care about her. Even when I argue with him, you just keep quiet as if you are not interested in his world. If you just want to hurt her, better back off now. I can take your place in his life."

"Wow!" Agra was amazed to hear the saying, "So, you are a lecturer at this campus? Pantes, your face is no stranger. More wow when you know if a Lecturer likes his own students. Forget the rules that have been pinned by the campus," said Agra bravely.

"Don't patronize" Nathan said, coldly.

"Why? Something wrong with me, sir?!" Agra deliberately pressed the word 'Sir'.

Nathan scooped the air a lot trying to control his emotions. Dealing with the younger ones should be extra patient. The hormones of young people rise rapidly. Nathan avoided the fight. He smiled like he had no problems before.

"No. What you said is true. I just want you to know that I put my heart on Kinan. I loved her. Even since he was a teenager. It is the circumstances that make it impossible for us to unite. It could have been, but most likely, Kinan would have hated me if I had gone any further. If it were, I would have given you enough warning not to hurt her heart. Call you his girlfriend."

"I understand. And as her lover, I remind you too, to throw away your feelings. Because what? Because Kinan is mine!" coinciding with Agra speaking, Kinan appeared while apologizing for long leaving them.

Then Agra got up from his seat and stood up, approached Kinan and embraced him affectionately. Right in front of Nathan, "Let's go. Said your friend, he still wants to be here, contemplate fate," Agra led Kinan out of the canteen area though Kinan thrashed in his embrace for willingly leaving Nathan alone.

Is this what it feels like to compete with someone who wants ours?

Huh, exhausting!