
I don't know what I'm feeling right now. All I know is that my life feels more beautiful and vibrant when I see you for the second time.
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*First letter for you.
For you, the wound healer.
I was completely unaware of what I was doing. Because in my mind it's just 'I want to die'. Then you came suddenly like an angel and helped me on the doorstep of death.
Thank ye.
Oh yea? Can I be honest, right? My life was monotonous at first. Just study, then go to work. Even having a boyfriend is unthinkable to me. I feel like I love and love someone. Never does.
But now, I've felt it. I fell in love at first sight with you. My heart skipped a beat looking at your sharp gaze. First of all, I thought it was just a feeling of being carried away when you helped me. After I left for days without clarity, your face always reflected in my dreams. Won't go. My heart was beating faster than usual. I think it's not a feeling of being carried away. Instead of growing feelings of like and love. In the end, I cried out to the world, that I loved you.
Again, thank you*.
Love
From me, the lucky girl.
Kinan commented on the smile bemoaning his hand last night. More than three times, he did not stop looking at her. It was as if it was a sharp-eyed man who helped her in the hospital. Kinan again folded his letter and wrapped it in a blue envelope. Do not forget to stick a heart-shaped sticker on the top right of the letter. A symbol that signifies that Kinan's whole heart has been taken by the man. Kinan hoped that time could bring them back together and when the time came, Kinan would give him his love letter.
A small wrist-wrapped watch, glanced at the owner, Kinan got up from his seat and rushed out of the campus library room.
Kinanta Aurelia is a new student at Brawali University. The famous Private University in the center of Jakarta City. He majored in Management Economics. Kinan aspires to be a director. Therefore, he majored in accordance with his passion.
The atmosphere of the campus this morning before noon looks crowded, various activities were caught by the eye, starting from a group of students gathered to discuss an activity, some were preparing to go home, some were getting ready to go home, or just chatting under a shady tree.
Kinan's small steps lead him to one of the campus park benches located to coincide with the entrance. The woman with the red ribbon, dug something in her sling bag and pulled out a romantic novel and then focused on reading. Waiting for someone to come.
"NOW!" shouted someone from a distance, walking over to him.
The one called turned his head while smiling softly. Kinan closed his novel, put it in a bag. He got up from his seat.
The woman who called him was Zerina, his best friend. They have been friends since Kinan sat on the junior high bench until now. Kinan was grateful that at least there were still people who wanted to be friends with him who had a sad life story.
"Well, how is he here? No more classes?" Zerina threw a smile.
"Nothing. You have a class on your own?"
Zerina poked her lips, puffed up, "Jeez Kinan! You still call him that! I am glad to know! I feel like your boyfriend knows not!"
Kinan chuckled softly. The most anti zerina called you, "Partially I'm not used to calling you lo."
The long-haired lady of his shoulder rolled her eyes lazily, "Must get used to it! I don't want to know! Anyway the same I do not call it, if the other people are up to you! yeah, huh?"
The rarity from the direction of Kinan ended their little quarrel action, "Yes! Aye! Onion lo!"
"Kuy campus cafeteria! I'm laper nih Nan," Zerina patted her flat stomach, putting on a face of pity.
"Obviously don't have his face, no change," joked Kinan.
"Damn lo! Yauda yuk," Zerina flanked Kinan's arm. They walked towards the canteen located inside the campus building, followed by Kinan next to it.
Kinan and Zerina chose to sit near the corner, because they were lazy if they had to take a position in the middle of the canteen which was clearly closer to the food seller. The ocean of man makes both invisible. Kinan was happy.
"What message is Nan? Let me buy it," Zerina bargained with her best friend.
"Gue orange juice."
"okay! Lo wait a moment, yeah," after that Zerina went to buy food, leaving Kinan alone.
Her bead fluttered and stopped right in the corner of the cafeteria, where three handsome men, one of them, attracted Kinan's entire limelight. A handsome man in a black shirt, more handsome than his other two friends, became an attractive center for Kinan at this time.
Because, the two friends were busy joking and laughing, instead the man chose silence with his flat face, occasionally he nodded his head to respond to his friend's guyonan.
For some reason, Kinan's heart was pounding. That figure was very familiar for Kinan to recognize. Like I've met, but I don't know where. Her daydreams were scrapped when Zerina came carrying a tray filled with their order and placed it on the table.
"Na, I want to do a lot," Kinan let down his voice. Afraid to sound like someone else.
Zerina sat down, focusing on Kinan, "What the hell?"
"Do you know the name of the man in the corner of the cafeteria?" Kinan pointed his index finger towards the object.
The shoulder-haired woman turned her head, following Kinan's hand, "Which one? There are three, yes,"
"The black shirt."
"Oh, that Agra. Why emang?" look at Zerina, "Absmacked, huh? or maybe you like him?"
Once again Kinan watched the handsome face. All the memories in his head seemed to be gathering again. Fused like a wound that initially gaping, back docked and fully recovered.
Is that the man who broke me?yes, no more wrong. Kinan.
Inevitably, a tinge of red was imprinted clearly on her beautiful face, "No. I just have a lot of it."
"Not lie to me. I know you like it. All this time, you never get close to any guy. For the first time I saw your face. You really like it, right?"
Kinan was wrong. He bit his lower lip, holding back the happy overflow, "Where are you? Do you remember my story from a few days ago? The one I helped was the same handsome man but his expression was flat abis? Well, it turns out he's the guy. I just remember now."
"Lo's oath?!" zerina unintentionally shouted loudly. Ask the canteen residents. They looked at themselves and Zerina.
"Ouch! Don't be so hard, dong Na. Diliatin tuh people," Kinan covered his face with his binder book. Not wanting to be the center of attention.
Zerina instantly shut her mouth, "Ups! Excuse me. Oh, you know, I know something amazing. I'm in shock."
"Lebay lo!"
Zerina raised her head a little, whispered something, "Nih ya I say the same lo, I get information that Agra is one of the men targeted by the women in our campus. But no one can take him. On not brave. He also sort of fortified himself from any woman," He explained, "Lo included Nan's lucky woman. Can be saved with Agra."
"Then anyway? Why is no one brave? He also eats rice, just like us. Not eating people."
"It's not a matter of eating rice or not Nan. Agra's a cold guy, bitch. No one can stand the same as him. Just so you know too, once you say, really care Nan."
Kinan squinted his eyes, he threw a questioning gaze, "Lo how do you know about him? Don't-don't you...?"
Zerina clucked loudly, "Keep thinking strangely! I also hit the head to use this tray," while lifting the empty tray into the air.
"Ye very sensational, ma'am!"
Looking at the situation around, who knows there are naughty ears that are preparing to catch their conversation. In his absence, Zerina whispered again, "Lo macem doesn't know me, I'm a handsome and cold guy-hunter, like Edward Cullen. Agra is exactly like him. So I know," Kinan grinned, revealing his white teeth.
"What's my question is, do you like Agra?" Zerina asked again.
His eyes twinkled, Kinan nodded quickly, "Gue was blown away at the same first sight of Agra."
Hearing that, this time Zerina looked at Kinan seriously, "Gue persematin same lo. Don't be too fond of Agra. He's a man who's not easy to get rid of. I just don't want you to be heartbroken, because of the scathing talk of him cabe-cabean."
"Gue knows Na. You worry about me. Afraid I was sad," Kinan smiled faintly, "Gue know, the risk I'll take later. Doain me yes."
Zerina smiled sincerely, "Yes. If anything happens, tell me. I am ready to hear all your complaints. Don't ever hesitate, ask for my help."
"Thank you Na."