Last Letter to You

Episode 36's

He and I are like holding the same rose. I got the spiked part of the stalk, while she got the beautiful part of the flower. I was sick while she smiled.

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Kinan bit his lower lip when not a single one of his messages was avenged. Two hours, Kinan waited for his phone to turn on. His eyes continued to highlight that dark-looking rectangular screen. There was no sign of Agra replying. Her thin lips, throbbing sadly. Ended up drowning his head in the folds of his hand.

"There's no such thing as me?" beside Kinan, Zerina propped up her chin, watching her friend's uncharacteristic, cheerful behavior.

Speaking of Zerina, she has been out of sight for over a week with Kinan, because Zerina suddenly went to Singapore, a family affair. Last morning, we arrived and went straight to campus to remove all his longing for his dear friend, Kinan. Zerina thought, after Kinan saw her, her sweet friend would run towards her with a big smile. In fact, it was unexpected, even Kinan was lethargic and uninspired. He just sat in the corner of the classroom while lamenting his square object constantly. Zerina was curious but afraid to ask.

"Gue just turned back, Nan, from a neighboring country. And the times you miss keep wanting to hug me, is that it?" Zerina lures Kinan's lip movements to open up, at least inquiring. Again, again, Kinan was silent.

"Lo's mad about me suddenly saying?" the chair Zerina was sitting in had changed position to face with the Kinan chair. Today their Introductory Accounting Lecturers are unable to attend. Zerina felt safe as the two opened a venting session without fear of being caught.

There was no intention of saying a word, Kinan was getting late in his turmoil. One thing that makes him cringe, Agra's closeness with Adira. That night, the night that Kinan's chastity had been preserved, almost in the hands of a lecherous man named Alex, Kinan very much hoped that Agra would raise his call, hoping that Agra, the figure he loved dearly, would be the one he loved, come to be an angel without her wings, protect her, guard her and hold her tight. All is mere wishful thinking. Kinan could only smile bitterly swallowing the fact that until now he was not the priority of Agra, but rather Adira-friend of the man.

It was precisely someone Kinan had never expected, appearing to flap his wings, willing to hug him tightly, wiping away his tears without Kinan even asking for one. Kinan was grateful for the presence of Cakra. Saying thank you is not enough to return Cakra's help to him.

Had Agra been like that, Kinan would have been very lucky to have her by his side.

"Nan, dong. Stop nyuekin me," Zerina weld by wiggling Kinan's arm, slowly. Zerina's actions then in Kinan's response by raising her head, showing both eyes of my love. The black pouch faithfully adorned under his eyes. Kinan did not sleep after Cakra drove him home.

Kinan reviewed a thin smile as he spread his hands, asking for a hug. Understand, Zerina immediately hugged Kinan, stroked his best friend's back fondly, "I'm sorry, Nan. I know, I'm not a good friend to you. I left you that way without telling you. Everything was sudden, "sorry.

"When I want to send word to you, hape I missed at home, while my position was already at the airport and did not have much time left to return. By force, I flew without megang hape. Unfortunately, I forgot to tell you about my departure. I'm so sorry."

Decomposing the embrace, Kinan looked at the clingy Zerina, "Lo is my best friend, Na. So don't ever tell me that you're not good for me. You want to be friends with me until now I am very grateful. Your problem suddenly says, I understand. And most importantly you're here with me."

"Gue thought you were angry with me," murmured Zerina lethargic.

Kinan shook his head, "Not at all."

Zerina smiled broadly, "Thanks ya, Nan."

"Where do you keep doing it for me?" kinan's palm was thrust into Zerina's face. Understanding what her best friend meant, Zerina chuckled and pinched her cheek until Kinan complained of illness.

"Relax, my best friend, just for you to be in here," Zerina thrust out the large paper bag she had just picked up near her seat at Kinan. Kinan sumringah accepted it.

"Wahh, thank you, Zerina. I love you so much" said Kinan Seneng.

"If it wasn't for souvenirs, wouldn't you love me?" Zerina threesome. His lips are so sweet.

"Do you know what?"

"Gee! Wicked!" pissed off Zerina, pretending to be craggy.

His ugly expression made Kinan anxious and then embraced Zerina with a laugh, "Gue joked."

"Yes, I know," said Zerina, "So, the story to me why from earlier lo moody continues."

"Actually, I'm the same as Agra."

"WHAT?! I'M NOT WRONG, YOU KNOW?! HOW CAN?!" terika Zerina splashy.

Kinan put his index finger right in front of his lips, "Stt, slowly, Na. Attention of people."

"Where is the story about Agra's girlfriend? That guy is very jutek same girl. Cold again," Zerina did not believe, "Just clear everything to me up to the roots. I need an explanation from you."

"Before that, I nyamperin nyamperin Agra first yes. I have something to ask him."

......

As Kinan wished, both of them were already in front of the canteen entrance. They stood up while sweeping the view at each corner point. Looking for a handsome young man with a flat face with all his charm to be able to cultivate a great love in the heart of Kinan.

Kinan had been looking for Agra in his class, but one of Agra's friends told him that Agra had gone to the cafeteria to eat. With a quick step, Kinan approached her. However, Kinan lost quickly due to the figure he was looking for being alone with a woman.

Again, again, Adira.

Kinan smiled blandly. Her chest cavity was tight at the sight of how happy Agra's expression was now. Laughing and occasionally rubbing Adira's head.

When can Kinan be in Adira's position? See Agra laughing and treat her with affection?

The umpteenth time, Kinan swallowed the bitter pill alone, that until whenever his figure would always be neglected. Worse, not considered.

Taking a breath for a moment and preparing the strength of the heart, Kinan stepped up, approaching Agra. The closer he got, the more fragile his heart became. Kinan was sick to see their closeness.

"Agra," call Kinan when he gets there. Kinan stood in the middle of Agra's table.

Residents looked. Adira smiled at Kinan. Not with Agra. Even the young man directed his gaze to his meatball bowl. Kinan ignored.

"Hi Kinan, we haven't seen you in a long time," said Adira kindly, "Let's sit down with us here" he asked. Realizing that not only was Kinan joining them, Adira extended her hand to Zerina, Zerina replied to the offer.

"Hello, I know Adira."

"Gue, Zerina."

"Oh, yes, let's sit down, let's get rame," said Adira as she shifted her buttocks to her left.

Kinan commented with a smile, "Thank you for the offer, Ra. But I'm just here to talk about the same clash with Agra." Kinan's gaze turned to the young man who had come to just silence while continuing to chew his food.

"Why don't you get my message back, Gra?" ask Kinan slowly. Regardless of the existence of Adira and Zerina nearby.

Agra silence. His hands stirred the meatballs in front of him and then fed them into his mouth. He also refused.

"Agra, answer my question. I'm the same as you, again" insisted Kinan.

The urge ends the same. Not digubris.

"Is that not the importance of my message in your eyes?"

"Again, can't you reply?"

"I'm waiting, Agra. Butwhat? You saw my message, too" Kinan said softly.

"Look at me, Agra. Look me in the eye" Kinan said grudgingly.

"I'm wrong, are you?" chief Kinan bowed in. Next to her, Zerina clenched her hands. He did not accept his best friend begging as much as he could. Her lips wanted to swear at the young man, considering that she was in the cafeteria, Zerina undid her intentions.

The voice begging him did not get a good response at all. Agra seemed to dissolve in pleasure without caring for Kinan who was expecting the answer. Kinan is not between himself and Adira.

"Gra, it's Kinan nanya to lo. Answer dong. Appreciate him," Adira rebukes Agra. Adira did not expect that Agra would be bad for Kinan. For as long as she knew, Agra was always welcome when strangers invited her to talk. Manners and manners.

"Out of food." heedless Adira's words, Agra looks relaxed playing mobile phone. Ignoring Kinan who held the clear liquid in his eye sockets. Leaving a scar in his heart.

Adira and Zerina gap in him. Both of them were stunned for quite a while and then blinked their eyes.

"I am what is in your eyes Gra? Stranger or your girlfriend?"

Hearing the word 'boyfriend' from Kinan's mouth, Adira pensively filled her head with a big question mark. Is Kinan really dating Agra? How come he doesn't know about it?

Just a little, Agra's head did not move to just look at him. Kinan's chest was like in a large stone blow. Certainly, pain.

"From the beginning, did you consider my presence? Do you think of me as your girlfriend? Even once?" ask Kinan again. I don't know how many times he asked questions. Yeah, he really doesn't exist.

"Agra, look at me," please Kinan very much. His fingers tightened. Heart's churning. Her chest tightness was not playing when Agra chose to look at her phone and instead ignored her. Kinan smiled smirkily.

"Are you not in love with me at all?" again, Kinan never got tired of asking.

"Agra! Answer me!" kinan's voice was rising. This time, Kinan really couldn't stand it. As a result of his voice being too loud, all pairs of eyes were there, looking at him. Now, both Kinan and Agra are the center of attention.

With a flat face, Agra turned his head, unsheathing Kinan, "Lo can get out of here?"

Agra?

Kinan laughed blandly, "You're upset with me?"

"Yes. Can you do it soon?" the cold word Agra.

"No. Won't do. What do you think I'm here for if I don't ask you for an explanation? Answer me, Agra. Why is it so hard to reply to my messages?"

Agra put down her phone and then got her sidekick. Highlight her flat piercing Kinan's bead, "Because it doesn't matter, maybe.."

Kinan was flabbergasted in disbelief, "Maybe?" beonyas.

"Wrong, wrong. I mean, everything related to you is not important to me," he said sadistically. Eyewitnesses who saw or heard it, clucked the same did not suspect it. Although they do not know what the problem is, but they can conclude that only the girl who thinks the guy is important.

"Gue just knew you were that bad, Gra," Adira said.

Agra ignored Adira's sentence just now. He was busy with his cell phone.

"I was wrong with you, Gra? Please, explain to me. Don't ignore me. My heart aches you giniin," Kinan begged again, nonstop.

Zerina who witnessed it, snorted violently. He shone a sharp look at Agra. A split second, turning to Kinan and reaching for his arm, "The man in front of you doesn't have the same heart. Mending us get out of here, Nan! I'm sick of seeing her face!" Zerina pulled Kinan away. Kinan.

"Later huh? I still want to talk to Agra."

Zerina relented and took off her grip.

Kinan focused his attention on Agra completely, "This is my last question, please answer honestly, Agra. After that I'll leave in front of you."

There was a pause before the next sentence slid free from his lips. Kinan closed his eyes while taking a deep breath.

"More important where, Adira or me?"

Agra looked at him flatly. The radiance of love is not seen from both eyes.

"Adira. And yes, now you can go."

Agra's answer successfully dropped water on his eyes, went down, wet his cheeks. A hard punch as if hitting his chest to the tightness. Kinan pressed him firmly. Trying to reduce the pain. The smile of the slices adorned her sweet face. Kinan realized that he was never considered important forever.

Yes, forever, if God wills.

......

Bugh!

One bogeman slid right into his left cheekbone. The sound of the friction of hands with the skin, illuminates the hearers. The chakras along with the flames of anger ran all over his body until the crown, unsheathing the figure in front of him was extremely sharp.

Do not blame Cakra for acting violently because from Kinan set foot in the canteen area, Cakra followed him, observed his movements, stood in the audience, saw with his own eyes, Kinan was hurt by Agra's cruelty.

"Kinan's destruction, that's what you want, right?!"

Cakra pulls the collar of Agra's shirt firmly until the distance of the two stays a few inches. His flat expression, wearing Cakra.

The campus area suddenly crowded due to his anarchist actions. The students who want to leave the campus area, choose to settle, want to watch the struggle.

"Since I know you've loved Kinan, I can guess that you're just messing around."

"Take your guess right on target" Agra said casually. His hand he drowned in his alma mater pocket. Agra's speech makes Cakra's jaw harden and then smiles at the sarcasm.

"One more time, you're afraid Kinan is comfortable and in love with me if you don't receive his declaration of love, I really?" without the need for Agra's answer, Cakra could tell just from Agra's jolt and distance himself.

"Gue won't let what should be mine fall into the hands of a jerk like you for the second time!" cold Cachet Agra. A flash of memory danced in his mind, haunting him. His past fills part of his memory.

Cakra smiled wryly, "What kind of irritation are you? Fortunately, Ana chose me over you."

Forward one step, Agra pushed firmly on Cakra's shoulders until his body moved backward, "Gue correction. You took Ana out of my hands! Need me to take it again, bangs*t?!"

Chuckles while pushing back Agra. Cakra brought her lips closer to her left ear, whispering something, "Lo still can't accept Ana pregnant with my child?"

Bugh!

A crushing blow at getting the chakras. His body hit the ground. Agra rose apitam considering how Ana whose incidentally lover is pregnant with another person's child who unfortunately is his own best friend.

Yeah, Cakra was his best friend.

Long ago, before everything turned out to be unfamiliar and hostile.

The side of his face tightened, Agra's look was terrible if he was emotional. His knuckles were bleached for too long by clenching his hands.

"You shouldn't just touch mine! I was wrong to ever consider you a friend! What kind of friend would take his best friend's lover for his depraved lust?" Agra laughed bitterly, "If Ana did not beg me to ask me not to bother you at that time, maybe you are already languishing in the ground! Remain bone repeated! I am grateful for the opportunity to breathe free air!"

"Ana so because she loves me the same. To him, you're a display. Ready to slam him whenever he wants. And a month later, you actually slammed it until it cracked. Kinan the only impingement lo. You think I'm that sebego?" his Cakra.

"We'll see how long Kinan has been able to endure his pain. When that happens, I'm sure you'll regret it for life!" Cakra is gone.

Agra speechless. Those words permeated like venomous poison, spreading throughout his joints. For a moment, he was transformed like a statue.

Nah! He will never regret it!