Last Letter to You

Episode 12's

It's been almost half an hour Kinan sobbed in front of the computer lab. Since Agra's departure, Kinan had not moved from there at all. His position was still the same as before, crouching while drowning his face in his arms.

For Kinan, Agra's yelling was more painful than being yelled at or reviled by Mr. Brownian. Kinan until now did not understand, the reason why Agra looked so angry at him. Kinan felt that he did nothing embarrassing or anything else, which was strange. But, why did Agra get angry and say something that made his heart hurt more?

Does Agra not like him?

For whatever sake, Kinan was still sad and wanted to cry more than this. Recalling that she had to go to work part-time at the bookstore soon, Kinan stopped her crying. She tidied her hair, wiped away the traces of tears on her cheeks and eyes and stood up. Walk down the stairs to the bottom floor. After that, Kinan took a step out of the campus area.

However, stopped. Because in front of her, Zerina stood looming, looking at her worriedly. How not, at this time, the condition of both eyes Kinan moist after crying, the nose reddened, and the hair a little messy and wet.

Kinan uttered a small smile, "You want to go home too, Na?"

Zerina approached then held onto both of Kinan's shoulders, "Who made you cry?" ask him without heeding Kinan's question. He looked at Kinan full of probes.

"Gue watched drakor. Sad story. I'm going to cheat," lied Kinan. Didn't want Zerina to worry and to poke even deeper information on her.

"Gue know you reasoned that I wasn't worried about you. Nan, be honest. I'm your best friend, you know." said Zerina clarify their status.

Kinan tried to keep smiling even though it was very difficult for him to do so. Kinan put his mask back on. The mask that made him able to survive the pain. For a moment he forgot what happened a few minutes ago.

"Ihh, that was the most honest answer, dear Nanaku," Kinan pinched Zerina's puffed cheek. Zerina whimpers in pain, "If you don't believe me, look at the contents of the video on my phone, drakor all." He showed me his cell phone.

It does. In it are many drama videos from the land of ginseng. Kinan hobbies watching Korean drama movies. And it became his alibi for Zerina to believe one hundred percent.

Zerina mangosteen, believe, "Daddy if you like it, mah. Nangis kejer also became the rank of the baper."

Kinan. He glanced briefly at the watch on his left wrist. His face turned to worry, "Na, I live yes.I'm late, to the bookstore. Is it okay to live alone?"

The shoulder-haired woman smiled gently then nodded, "No, Nan. Yauda, hunt's gone. Get your boss to go berserk again," he said.

"I'm sorry, Na. I stayed first huh. Lo carefully go home," said Kinan as he passed. Don't forget to wave a hand at Zerina.

It took only fifteen minutes for Kinan to get to his workplace. After changing his free clothes with his work clothes, Kinan rushed to the cashier table. Replacing Denis' position.

"Miss, thank you for taking my place. Just for today, Miss. I have a sudden business" Denis said, feeling bad.

Kinan grunted quietly. Denis still calls him that. Kinan. However, he couldn't possibly force Denis to change his nickname. As it turned out, Kinan was a regular when Denis called her Miss.

"What's wrong Denis. There are no extra classes on campus either. You leave. Get your business done, right away" Kinan smiled at Denis.

"One more time, thank you, Miss. I said goodbye," Denis waved and disappeared behind the entrance of the bookstore.

That was when, Kinan let out a tired breath. Actually, Kinan was not at all excited after what happened on campus earlier. Agra's words, kept spinning in his brain. His mind was only fixed on the flat look of Agra along with his ugly words. The umpteenth time, Kinan's heart slipped.

Kinan. His hand became a buffer of his chin. He's a little hunched over behind the counter. His right elbow was stuck on the table. Empty views.

"Excuse me, Ma'am. I'd like to pay for the book" said the girl visitor. Kinan.

Still unmoved. It seemed that Kinan had yet to come to a realization from his daydream.

A slightly strong voice, slowly resuscitated Kinan. He pulled the corner of his lips. Smiling clumsily, "Good shit, I'm sorry, Ma'am. I was completely unaware, "Kinan felt guilty.

"It's okay, Ma'am. Here's the book I bought,"

Kinan accepted it and checked the price on the computer screen right in front of him, "Hundred and fifty thousand in total, Ma'am."

The girl visitor was about to get her money out of the wallet. However, someone suddenly appeared and thrust two hundred thousand bills into Kinan's presence. Kinan was stunned while staring at that hand.

"Wear this," from his voice, a man.

Then, Kinan looked up and how surprised he was when their eyes met each other. Kinan. Can't speak. Why is Agra suddenly here?

And who's the girl, this? Why did Agra pay for the groceries?

Kinan was very jealous. Tight chest.

Agra's hand was still hanging because Kinan didn't take it.

"Gue aja, Gra. I bought the book. Not lo," reject the beautiful girl who is none other than Adira-friend.

"Just be sure."

"No!! I paid for it!"

Kinan stared alternately at the two humans. Look at the appearance of both. One was beautiful and the other was too handsome. They're very compatible. Kinan felt very envious. Moreover, Agra's attitude now, very gentle with paying for the girlfriend's groceries.

Speaking of girlfriends, is this beautiful girl Agra's boyfriend?

In my heart, Kinan hoped, no.

"Just remember, if girls are shopping. Obligated the guy who sneaked. And the position now, I'm a guy. So it's my obligation," replied Agra rather long. Success made Kinan gawk in disbelief.

With her, Agra only answered briefly. In fact, not answering at all. With this girl, Agra talks a lot. Kinan compared himself and the girl. It felt, Kinan's jealousy overflowing, flooding. His heart was so sickly slapped at the fateful reality and was able to stifle his chest. If only, he was in the girl's position. Kinan must be very happy.

Adira's hand pinched her tapered cheek, Agra. Agra remained flat-faced, "Uhh, a sensitive, kind, and understanding boyfriend candidate."

That reply, inexplicably messed up Kinan's mind. Everything did not escape his sight. Looking at the scene just now, Kinan's eyes heated up. His heart throbbed pain.

So, this chick is Agra's boyfriend-to-be? Kinan speculated for himself.

"Gue paid for her groceries. Take it back" said Agra. He rushed out of the bookstore while clasping Adira's hand and walking in tandem.

Kinan stared blankly as the two fingers were tightly linked together, leaving him with all the pain running through his heart. Hoping that one day, his fingers will fill the gap between the fingers of Agra. I hope they walk together and throw smiles at each other.

But, in fact, it's all a delusion.

The delusion of a Kinan who gets no love in return from a handsome man named Agrata Razzan.