
My body feels weak, I also take leave for my pregnancy, now my pregnancy is 36 weeks. I'm tired of standing alone, my beloved husband hasn't woken up from his coma. What wrong? I've operated on him successfully, why is he still unconscious. My soul is fragile, very fragile but I stand firm just to not worry the people closest to me.
Every time I visit to see my husband, I always invite him to talk. Whatever I tell you about my days. But I can't keep going like this. Mom, when did you wake up? please open your eyes, soon our hero will be born into this world. Didn't you promise to accompany me when I gave birth to our child? don't break your promise dong Mas.
Every time I talk to him, he doesn't tell me. His body did not move at all, like a sleeping person. Wicked you Mas, make me alone like this. Why is it that after you plant your seed then you leave me alone like this? I'm not like people who think that I'm strong with your condition like this, I'm fragile.
I can't imagine if you leave me forever, what should I do with our three children. Don't you think I'm okay without you. Please wake up dong Mas, why are you so happy not to hear my cries Mas.
My husband's still lying down, doesn't mean I don't care about my womb. Every month I check it, even for this month I check once a week. My obstetrician was my college friend back then, only he took an obstetrician.
The midwife smeared my stomach with gel, and then Lita started doing USG on me. Hearing the heart sounds of my heroes reminded me of the heart sounds of Mas Ramzi when I operated on him.
"I'll just call your name yeah, 'cause we're friends. You also call my name" I asked Lita.
"Okay, this is your children's heart Ina" Lita said.
Deg...Deg...
The heart sounds of my heroes as the USG directs its position right at the heart.
"Placenta and water are also good. But their position is not down yet. You walk in the morning to help position the baby down" said Lita.
"Ta, I don't have time for the morning walk. I accompanied my husband. He needs Ta's chatmate, "I said.
"Ina, you need to get enough rest. Don't forget to take the medicine, I want to walk in the morning? I'm going to the boarding school, if there's a room, I rent it. It's not good to live alone" said Lita.
"I don't forget Ta, because the health of my children is also very important, so marriage Ta," I said.
"I want to get married, but the people I love, love other people" said Lita.
"Eat him do not deketin his person only Ta, but near the Creator as well. My husband also used to love me only I love him, I pray in the third night. Thank God we love each other now" Inayah said.
"Other cases, you are married so every day you meet it will get used to and grow in love" said Lita.
"Are you seeing often? the soul is the same, the reflection of ourselves. Who is that guy? I know you?" ask Inayah.
"Already ah don't talk to him, again males me," said Lita.
"Thank you for being my doctor, I would like to go to my husband's room first, if abi comes I come home" Inayah said.
"I'm anterin well, I'm done practice hours. You're the last patient" Lita said.
Lita covers Inayah's hand, they look familiar. Indeed when Lita lectures friends Inayah but not too close like Syifa. They passed through the hospital hallway and headed for Ramzi's special ward. Inayah put Ramzi in the VVIP room, the cost to him is fine. Because Ramzi also has a side business that is a restaurant and is growing rapidly.
Inayah and Lita cross paths with Azril, he wants to go home but in the middle of the road when passing through the hall meets Inayah and Lita. Inayah lazily met with Azril and her steps accelerated. So Lita also accelerated her pace. Lita took a breath and let it out violently.
Crossing paths with a loved one but that person looked at Inayah instead of him, even though Lita was very trying to get close to Azril but Azril never saw Lita did not even care about Lita's feelings.
"You go home, Lita, thank you today. You have become my conversation partner" said Inayah.
"Do I want to be with you? if you need a friend, just talk to me on the phone" said Lita.
"Yes Lita, sip," Inayah raised her thumb.
Inayah went into Ramzi's ward, stared at with her eyes beginning to wet again, Ramzi was still lying on the bed. As Inayah approached Ramzi's bed, she stroked Ramzi's hair very gently.
Inaya was surprised the heart recorder's ECG sounded and was striped straight. Inayah's body collapsed instantly she couldn't bear to discover this fact that Ramzi's heartbeat had stopped. But he did not want to believe that he pushed the bell to call the other doctors to help him. The doctors rushed into Ramzi's room. Inayah was ready to spur Ramzi's heart. He tried hard so that Ramzi's heart rate could beat back. He did it many times but the straight line was still visible, there was no descending line up on the ECG monitor.
"Yes Robbi, please help me. I can't afford to lose my husband, I'm fragile, God," raced Inayah praying as she spurred Ramzi's heart with a device.
"Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rojiun." Said the doctors, Inayah did not receive the sentence from her co-workers. He's still racing Ramzi's heart, he's still hoping that Ramzi can wake up and open his eyes to see himself.
"Mas, wake... You can't leave me like this, Mom... Mas..ayo Mas wake up.." cried hysterically Inayah.
"Ning, it's Ning, please take Gus Ramzi." Syifa hugged Inayah and took a heart drive.
"Ndak Syifa my husband is alive. Let me just spur the heart. He's still alive." Inayah took back the heart-drive from Syifa's hands.
"Ning, istighfar Ning's. This is God's destiny. Sampeyan must accept this fate" Syifa said.
"Ndak Syifa, he has promised to take care of me, to accompany me during labor. He cannot break this promise to me Syifa" Inayah said.
"Mas, wake up Mas.. for 2 more months I struggle in your situation like this, do not leave me Mas, come on Darling wake up, I beg you not to go," cried Inayah with a bitter cry.
Syifa immediately embraced Inayah. Inayah cried out, She did not expect that Ramzi would go this way. Inayah who was fixed rigidly in front of Ramzi's corpse with tears that were not stopping flowing with blank stares, face puffy, tears are now unable to speak anymore. Inayah immediately collapsed and collapsed because she did not accept this reality.
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