Lamar's fault

Lamar's fault
A Longing



After 3 months of earthquake in Japan. The Japanese government has repaired public facilities although not 100% all repaired. Syifa invited Inayah to get out of her residence just a walk in the morning.


"Ning, take a walk. I again BT nih, so that Emi can breathe fresh air as well. Not in the room. We go to Philosopher's walk, sakura's blooming there. It's March so the path there must be beautiful. We're taking pictures there" Syifa asked.


"Do you bother pushing my wheelchair?" ask Inayah.


"Don't say Ning, besides near kyoto university where it is" Syifa replied.


"this 3 months I struggled until the Syifa tablets, everywhere I have to help," said Inayah.


"Oh until Ning, rich who am I, besides I also want to go for a walk, this is the age of the womb I have walked 28 weeks," said Syifa.


"But slow down well, I'm afraid even you are the soybean Syifa. Because your stomach has grown as well" said Inayah.


"Yes Ning, that's for sure," Syifa replied.


Syifa pushed the Inayah wheelchair slowly. The air in spring is very cool with the view spoiling the eyes. The left and right paths are filled with cherry blossoms that are blooming. Many Japanese families roll out like a small carpet under the sakura tree just to spend time with the family.


"The air is cold well Syifa," said Inayah.


"Yes Ning, it's cold. Good for hehehe's pregnant lungs" Syifa said.


Inayah was busy asking Emi to play on her lap, she did not realize someone had come and replaced Syifa to push Inayah's wheelchair. Slowly the wheelchair was pushed by someone who was definitely not Syifa.


"Emi, the beautiful daughter of Mamah. That's a cherry blossom, son, pretty, like you're pretty." Say Inayah, while kissing Emi's cheek with anxiety.


The person pushing the wheelchair, stroked Inayah's head gently. This is getting weird because Syifa couldn't have done that. Inayah looked up at the face of someone pushing her wheelchair. His eyes shed tears unable to say anything. The man put his foot in front of Inayah's wheelchair.


"Assalamu'alaikum, my heavenly angel." Giving a rose to Inayah.


"Wa'alaikumsalam, imam. Mas Ramzi" said Inayah with a sobbing sound.


"I'm coming baby, I miss you so much" Ramzi hugged Inayah.


"I miss you too Mas, this is our daughter" Inayah said.


Ramzi touched Emi for the first time and then held her affectionately.


"Son, this is Papah. Papah is coming." Ramzi kissed Emi on every inch of her face.


"Mas, I'm in a wheelchair now. If my condition is like this forever. Do you still love me?" ask Inayah.


Ramzi took a breath, "Love is not about a passionate feeling in the heart. Like Abu Bakr Ash-shidiq who was willing to endure the pain when closing the snake hole when the Prophet was sleeping soundly on the thigh of Abu Bakr, who was sleeping on his thigh, he was silent because he did not want the Prophet to be disturbed from his sleep and he simply endured the pain by crying himself. The love was Ali ibn Abi Talib who was lying on the bed of the Prophet when a group of pagans wanted to kill the Prophet. That love is Bilal bin Rabbah who can no longer pronounce the Adhan when the Prophet is gone" Ramzi said.


"And that love is the man who initially hurt you but could not forget you, because the foolish act of making the same mistake the second time that made your heart hurt and away from me. I should have asked you. Do you still love me even though many times I have hurt you?" keep Ramzi.


"My love was still as great as when you chided me," Inayah stroked Ramzi's cheek.


"Thank you habibati." Ramzi wiped Inayah's tears with his thumb.


"We walk again Mas, mumpung cherry blossoms bloom, because this flower blooms only in late March to early April," pinta Inayah.


Ramzi pushed the Inayah wheelchair slowly.


"Where is Syifa? you're working with him, huh? it was strange, Syifa suddenly took me out" asked Inayah.


"Syifa's home. Yes, I worked together to create a surprise for you. Glad you're not?" ask Ramzi.


"I'm really happy Mas, it was a dream that I could see you again" replied Inayah.


"But I'm real dear in front of you, you don't dream" Ramzi said as he stroked Inayah's head covered in hijab.


the Philosopher's walk (pedestrian path), a path planted with cherry trees with a length of 2 km witnessed a meeting between Inayah and Ramzi who separated for 1 year and 1 month.


The moment that Inayah waited 3 months ago after she posted on Instagram a photo of their newborn little daughter. Because his daughter opened the door of Inayah's heart in order to forgive Ramzi. Inayah is wrong, but not 100% wrong. Ramzi has a mistake. Both are equally guilty and they can learn from their mistakes. Every household must have a problem, without problems, the bond of love will not be tight. With problems we can know how much love each partner. Living without problems is like eating white rice without side dishes. But do not silence the problem, every problem must be solved because it is a process of a life.


"Mas, go home yuk. Emi seems thirsty" said Inayah.


Ramzi pushes Inayah's wheelchair towards her apartment. Arriving at the apartment Emi was placed in a baby box first Ramzi held Inayah onto the bed after which Ramzi lifted Emi into Inayah's lap.


Inayah gave ASI to Emi until Emi fell into a deep sleep. He gives Emi ASI exclusive, so that the growth of Emi is very healthy.


"Mas, please put Emi in her box. He has been bobo, slow down well Mas," said Inayah.


Ramzi picked up Emi and placed her into the box. Very funny face Emi when sleeping.



"Now is the time for Mamah and Papah" Ramzi said.


"Time for what?" ask Inayah.


"Time to miss 1 year 1 month. Papah kangen Mamah" said Ramzi.


Ramzi approached Inayah, sitting on the bed with Inayah. Both of his hands were already holding Inayah's cheeks slowly he brought her face closer to Inayah's face.


"Mas want to kiss me?" ask Inayah.


"That you ruined the moment" Ramzi protested.


"I'll just ask" said Inayah.


"Udah knows what I want to do with you, use the nanya again," Ramzi said annoyed.


Suddenly Inayah pulled Ramzi's collar, then she kissed Ramzi's lips, "I miss doing this with you Mas."


Ramzi returns Inayah's kiss, they let go of each other's longing. Inayah hugged Ramzi very tightly, she cried in Ramzi's arms.


"For all my wrongdoings, forgive me for I have gone without your permission" Inayah said.


"I have forgiven you, I also apologize for lying to you. I promise to be open and not lie anymore. I love you, I love you so much" Ramzi said.


When they wanted to go above the clouds, Emi suddenly cried. They laughed as they failed to step on the clouds.


"Emi cried Mas, please bring her to me," Inayah asked.


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