Lamar's fault

Tokyo

I went to Japan to find my wife, not willing me if Inayah was with Doctor Azril. This is only mine, no one can touch him but me. He just loves me.

Where should I look? Kyoto's? Osaka's? Hokkaido? my two feet are already in Japan in Tokyo. The most crowded city of other cities in Japan. I went around Tokyo, I saw the google app, I looked for any hospital in Tokyo, I went one by one.

Finding Inayah in Japan without knowing her address is like upholding wet thread.

These legs are getting tired, but I don't want to give up. I'll find my halal lover, only she'll be my wife. I don't want to lose her.

I've been looking for him for 4 days, but there's no clue yet. I am grateful, my college friend has lived in Japan for a long time even he just married a Japanese woman. In Japan I have to be careful, not about the environment. In Japan the environment is very clean, I have never seen anything in Japan. I even did something embarrassing. When I ate the candy, the candy package accidentally fell off. I was stared at by the Japanese, they looked at me like a freak. Suddenly a little boy ran up to me, he picked up my candy package and threw it in the trash. I just realized what I did. Shame I felt like I was being rebuked by a child.

I have to be careful with food, in Japan halal food is rare. If you want to be safe, then buy KFW, but there KFW does not use sauce, it tastes bland. Another with KFW in Indonesia that tastes savory and uses chili sauce.

Before I left for Japan I learned the signs of pork, lard or glatin. I noted in my little book the packaging terms containing pigs and I would match the writing in my notes.

1. ⁇ : Blind : Pig

⁇ : Blind Niku: Pork

⁇ : Pooku : Pork Meat

⁇ : Dobutsu Sei-shibou : Animal Fat

⁇ : Raado : Processed Pig Fat

⁇ : Dobutsu Ekisu: Animal Flavors

⁇ : Zerachin: Gelatin

⁇ : Nyuukazai: Emulsifiers

⁇ : Kobo : Yeast

So I wouldn't go wrong eating with illegal food.

I visited the last hospital in Tokyo. My feet stopped when I saw a doctor I knew his face, that was Doctor Azril, who once said I would snatch my Inayah if I made Inayah cry. I ran over to doctor Azril but I saw Inayah running after doctor Azril.

"Azril, dear.." cried Inayah.

Whahuh? he called Azril dear. What the fuck. She's still my legal wife and I've never had her mentality. He's playing with fire behind my back? growling at me, my blood boiling hot, the rumbling of my heart, the clenching of my hands, without further ado I fist the face of Doctor Azril.

Bug bug

Doctor Azril fell, his lips bleeding. Inayah who looked at me looked shocked but she did not care about me, she instead helped doctor Azril to stand up.

"Dear your lips are bleeding." Inayah took a handkerchief from inside her white coat bag. He cleansed the blood coming out of Azril's lips.

I was jealous of Inayah's treatment of Doctor Azril. I cut his hand and then I pulled it.

"What the fuck are you touching a man who is not your mahram" I said emotionally.

"Why Gus? you're no one I am anymore, you just used to sit alone with my sister, she's not your mahram Gus" said Inayah.

"I'm still your husband, your legal husband" I said.

"In my letter is not clear? I wrote my talaq!" Inayah looked at me with a look of anger.

"I've never been your prodigy, in front of your brother I've never said talaq for you, so you're still my wife" I said.

"Oh well, I'm going to sue you for divorce, I'm sick of living with you, full of falsehoods, full of lies, I've given up on loving you" Inayah said.

"Silver.and you will never divorce me, you will be my only wife" I said.

"I'll never marry Delisha" I said.

"But unfortunately Gus, I don't love you anymore. I love Doctor Azril, our profession is both doctors so he will understand my circumstances. He loves me too much. Forget me Gus, our story is just a memory" said Inayah

"Ndak Inayah.ndak can!" I clasped Inayah's hand and I pulled her hand so she would come with me.

"Where to go, she's my future wife" cried doctor Azril.

Doctor Azril came up to me, he hit me in a row, he kicked me.

"This is for every tear drop Inayah has shed." Bugg. Doctor Azril hit my right cheek.

"This is for the heartache of Inayah that you scratched in her heart." Doctor Azril hit my left cheek.

"It's for that miserable feeling of Inayah you're making." Doctor Azril kicked my stomach hard.

I fell sprawled, my lips bleeding, my stomach ached from his hard kick.

Inayah and doctor Azril did not care about me they went together with holding hands, occasionally smiling when looking at Inayah. They look so ugly.

"Daddy....Don't leave me, I'm sorry. I love you so much." I cried unstoppably.

"Daddy...This...Darling..."

"Well, Astagfirullahalazim, I had a dream. O Allah.a Rabb...." Ramzi's sweat.

Ramzi dreams of Inayah who no longer loves him. She is married to doctor Azril. The dream felt real as he felt. Ramzi's heart was pounding because the dream hurt him so much.

"I can't stand it if Inayah does that, I really love her. Please do not leave me. I'm sorry to you. Don't divorce me. This..." Ramzi shouted loudly, so that ummi Laila who was cooking heard Ramzi's scream. He was shocked and ran to Ramzi's room.

"Ramzi what's wrong?" ask ummi Laila.

Ummi Laila saw Ramzi who was very messed up, he cried so badly. Really hurt, he just felt Inayah means a lot to his life, felt empty, empty his heart because Inayah was no longer by his side.

"Ramzi istigfar Nak" said Ummi Laila.

Ummi Laila gripped her son's body very tightly.

"You don't be like this, you'll be sick. If you are sick, how can you seek Inayah," Ummi Laila advised.

"Ommy...Inayah doesn't live with me, right, she loves me, right" Ramzi said with a sharp eye.

"God's Insha, if you're still a match. Allah will reunite you like the love of Prophet Adam As with Situ Eve who separated for many years or maybe decades because there is no definite history, which is clear for a long time. Ummi prayer is always with you, God willing, sooner or later you will be met again. Be patient, do not break up to pray" said Ummi Laila.

Seriate

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