Lamar's fault

Where are you?

Ramzi's mind is getting messed up, he feels very lost his girlfriend. The clock has shown at 11 pm but Ramzi is currently only driving a car, twirling the city of Cirebon. Ramzi stared at his phone screen, he opened a gallery containing pictures of Inayah. It's heart to see Inayah's face in the photo.

"Where are you? Why don't you ask me when you see me with Delisha sitting together. Since I declared love to you. Delisha's name has been erased in my heart and changed into your name, my attitude with you is real not a pretense. You where Inayah, I miss you so much" Ramzi said.

Ramzi is still running his car, he chose to go home to the boarding house. It felt empty because Inayah was not beside him. When he entered the room, he was reminded of Inayah. His legs felt weak when he was in the room.

"What are you doing, baby? have you eaten yet? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you. I love you so much, you will always be your only wife until the soul of God takes away, Mas kangen your caress, Mas, Mas know every night you always stroke the hair of Mas who is sleeping but actually Mas ndak sleep. When you hear your prayers during tahajud, you always pray Mas, your prayers so that Mas's heart is only yours. God has granted your prayers, dear. My heart is only for you. But why, when Mas feels the sweetness of the love that Mas gives you, you even stay Mas, ah you love do not joke like this. It's a joke you're not funny to leave Mas alone." Ramzi spoke monologue when he saw a photo of his marriage to Inayah.

Ramzi enters the bathroom, he cleans himself before going to bed. His body was already feeling fresh with the water that was hit with his skin. He wears a towel by wrapping it around his waist.

"Darling, change clothes Mas ma..." Ramzi hung up his sentence, he shed tears.

Ramzi was like a madman when Inayah left him. His love felt tight in the chest, his longing drained his heartbeat into thumping due to emotions that did not see Inayah in his room.

Ramzi sitting on the bed, Ramzi closed his eyes he stroked the bed sperm.

'Remember your body is still smelling baby, last night you led me up the clouds together, it turns out that's your way of giving the former memories before you left, when I opened my eyes you know? I stared fixedly at your face, your face was so beautiful to me, your breath was so warm I guess when the roar of my breath blew on the skin of my face, my smile they saw my heavenly angel sleeping. Ah those memories that you left me, inner Ramzi.

Ramzi spread his body, shutting both his eyes.

***

In the morning Ramzi was ready to go to the hospital where Inayah worked. Last night he slept for 2 hours. At exactly 8 am he was in the hospital, he went straight to the hospital room.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Ramzi.

"Waalaikumsalam," Dirut answered Ramzi's greeting.

"I'm sorry, I'm the husband of doctor Inayah, I want to ask which country my wife gets the student duty from this hospital?"

"Doctor Inayah, we're sending it to Japan. He got a student duty there," replied the President Director.

"Japan where sir and what university?" ask Ramzi.

"Sorry for that I can not tell where doctor Inayah is now located, therefore the request of doctor Inayah himself before leaving. We dispatched 3 doctors namely doctor Azril, doctor Inayah, and doctor Syifa," said Dirut.

Ramzi got his chest hot when he found out that doctor Azril also got the student duty.

"I'm her husband sir, I deserve to know where my wife is now" Ramzi shouted.

"You don't make a fuss in my office, I've made an agreement to doctor Inayah and again I say, I'm not going to give you any info about where doctor Inayah is now. Please come out right now from my office" said the President.

"I'm not going out until you tell me where my wife is!" shout Ramzi.

Dirut called the security guard, and Ramzi was forced to leave the hospital room.

The Flash Back On

"Sir, I will receive a student duty for S2 to Japan. But there is 1 request sir, I promise after the completion of my education in Japan, I will serve in this hospital and will not be out of this hospital," said Inayah.

"What does Doctor Inayah ask?" ask Dirut.

"Please don't give any info to my family especially my husband where I'm going to live and which university I'm going to study. If you agree, we make a black and white agreement that this hospital binds me to the agreement I made today, I will not work in any hospital without the permission of this hospital" Inayah said.

Flash back off

"Doctor Azril is also in Japan? that means they're together? ndak.ndak.., Inayah is still my wife, my legal wife. There's no way Inayah will be with Azril, ahhhhh what's with that doctor." Ramzi yelled at the steering wheel of his car.

Uninformed from the hospital, Ramzi drove his car to Syifa's house, thinking Syifa's husband must know where his wife got the student duty. Syifa's husband is a former student of Amar's brother in the pesantren.

Arriving at Syifa's house, Ramzi greeted. He stood on the fence for up to 20 minutes shouting his greetings.

"Sorry sir, find who?" ask Andi, Rt in the village.

"I'm looking for Ahmad, sir," Ramzi replied.

"Wah sir Ahmad last night had left for Japan Pak to follow his wife Doctor Syifa," said Andi.

"Father knows, sir Ahmad was going to Japan which area?" ask Ramzi.

"Well, I don't know sir, Ahmad never spoke" Andi replied.

"Oh well sir, I'm sorry. Thanks for the info. Come sir," Ramzi said politely.

"Yes, sir, together" said Andi.

Ramzi drove his car back.

"Where are you? do I have to go to Japan without knowing which area you live in right now? Kyoto, Osaka, Tokyo, Fukuoka, Hiroshima, Nagoya, Sapporo, Naha, where are you Inayah? you didn't turn your back on me, but there you only learned, not with Azril, Ahhh what about Doctor Azril who has feelings for my wife. Will Inayah be seduced and will marry Doctor Azril? ah ndak.ndak.., he can not marry Inayah because Inayah is still my legal wife," said Ramzi monologue.

Ramzi had been looking for information about Inayah for half a day, but Ramzi had no clue about Inayah's whereabouts. Tired of his body, tired of his feelings, tired of his heart.

"Dad, where are you." cried Ramzi in his car.

Seriate

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