Lamar's fault
This is my son not his son!
Longing shrouded Inayah, she rubbed her flat stomach and was uncertain whether she was pregnant or not.
"If you have Nak in Mamah's womb, you are created from Mamah's great love for your Papah" Inayah murmured.
The difference between Indonesia and Japan is only 2 hours. The clock in Japan is faster than in Indonesia. If in Japan at 10 pm, in Indonesia at 8 pm. Usually at 8 pm Inayah and Ramzi tadarus together in their room. Longing but indisputable, far in the eyes but close to the heart, love but blocked by the high wall of jealousy without logic. Love makes people who fall in love look stupid.
"Your father must be strong without Ramzi, he will be happy with Delisha" said Inayah monologue, who succeeded in making him cry for a while.
"Ning, still dizzy?" ask Syifa.
"It was quiet, not like yesterday" replied Inayah.
Tok tok tok tok
The sound of the door on the knock
Syifa opened the door of the hotel room. Dina came to their room.
"Doctor Inayah how's he doing?" ask Dina.
"Alhamdulilah, more quiet," replied Syifa.
"This I buy a test pack, use when you wake up in the morning well because the results will be clearer," said Dina.
Dina approached Inayah.
"Thank you Doctor Dinah, we're new acquaintances on the plane I even troublesome Doctor Dinah" said Inayah.
"Ah don't be like that, because we are destined to meet. Just call my name well don't use the frills of the doctor," Pinta Dina.
"Well, so do I. Let's get closer again" Inayah said, smiling at Dina.
"Well, I said yes. You just rest so that tomorrow fresh," said Dina.
"Thank you Dina" said Inayah.
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At 3 am Inayah woke up, as usual he did tahajud prayers. He intends after the tahajud prayer will do a pregnancy test with a test pack that Dina give. Inayah has 2 test packs from Dinah.
The prayer after the Tahajud prayer.
"O Allah, the All-Knowing of the hearts of all his servants. You must understand what I feel. I felt so disobedient to my husband who left him without permission. This sick heart is very selfish to leave it, but the servant sees the fact that it is not the servant who is loved by the servant's husband but the one he loves is the servant's sister. You know, O Allah, that I love my husband very much, I want this to keep myself. If in my womb there is a fetus from the results of slave love with a servant husband, please take care of this child from a country that is not Muslim in majority, only You are the greatest guard because of weak servants, hypocrites, hypocrites, wicked but I need your help, Lord...Aamiin," Inayah said.
Inayah entered the hotel bathroom, she held her urine in a small paper glass, then she put a test pack into the urine she had collected. He waited with a very nervous feeling. Heart palpitations, it only took him 5 minutes to lift it. Inayah does not believe in the results and then she does a test pack back to convince her feelings.
He shed tears, he closed his mouth. He came out of the bathroom and immediately gave thanks. Cry it so much that it awakens Syifa who is still asleep. Syifa immediately got out of bed and approached Inayah who was crying a bit.
"Ning, why." Syifa hugged Inayah who rubbed Inayah's back.
"Ning, answer me why we cry like this. Sampaio's head hurts again?" ask Syifa.
"A..I'm pregnant Syifa.I'm pregnant," Inayah said stammeringly.
"Barokallah Inayah, Thank you for getting pregnant. I'm glad to hear this. Barokallah.barokallah.." said Syifa while hugging Inayah tightly.
Inayah let go of Syifa's embrace, she stroked her still flat stomach.
"Here is my future son Syifa, the fruit of my love with Gus Ramzi," said Inayah.
"Will you tell Gus Ramzi that he is pregnant with his child?" ask Syifa.
"I won't tell her that I'm pregnant with her child" Inayah said with a sharp glare.
"Ning, Istigfar.he has the right to know that sampean is pregnant with his child," Syifa said, advising Inayah.
"He must not know, he has no right to know. Remember Syifa, Gus Ramzi does not love me. She loves my sister Delisha. He just needs my body to meet his biological needs. The love he showed me was all camouflage!" Inayah's anger peaked.
"Istigfar Ning, if you misunderstand how?" ask Syifa, trying to get Inayah to think clearly.
"I saw with my own eyes, they were sitting together, Delisha laughed loosely as she spoke to Gus Ramzi. Misunderstand it? misunderstanding how, I clearly saw Syifa. Sitting alone that is not the mahram. I'm not my brother's mahram. Gus Ramzi has hurt me for the second time, in the same way that he still loves my sister" replied Inayah, filled with emotion.
"Ning I can only advise until I'm a friend of the same, please lower the emotion until , calm the mind until, '" Syifa said.
"Sampean will help me or not, if sampean does not help me. Today after dawn I will leave this hotel. Sampean can be with his beloved husband who today will arrive in Japan." Inayah was already stirred by emotion, she stood up and was about to get out of the hotel room and her hand was pulled by Syifa.
"Where are you going to Ning?" ask Syifa.
"Let go of my hand Syifa" said Inayah.
"I will not let go of my best friend's hand, it is still dark outside. Another Japan with Indonesia at 7:30 am is still dark out there" Syifa said.
"Sampean want to help me or not? answer now. I don't like to be long-winded" asked Inayah.
"I'll help my best friend, I'll help up until Ning." Syifa hugged Inayah tightly.
"This child I will be pregnant for 9 months, she will grow in my womb, she will eat with me. So his biological father is not entitled to this child" said Inayah.
"I believe you are Syifa, keep my secret" Inayah let go of her embrace and clasped Syifa's hand.
"Yes, I will close your secret meeting" Syifa said.
"Thank you Syifa.thank you," said Inayah with tears.
Inayah was determined to give birth and care for her son in Japan, after returning to Indonesia she also did not want to meet Gus Ramzi. Jealousy fosters resentment because he warned Ramzi when he received Ramzi's love in Cirebon square. If Ramzi hurts his heart again then he will not forgive and go far away from her.
This is what Inayah said, 'I accept you again, with 1 note you must not hurt me anymore. Otherwise I will disappear from your sight.'
Author so hard nasehatin Inayah Nih, bumil emotions again explode, huff...
Seriate
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