Lamar's fault

There's your name in every dzikir

"May I conceive Mas, from this fruit of our love. Proof that I love you so much." Say it after their worship is over. Inayah hugged Ramzi's body tightly.

Ramzi stroked Inayah's hair full of affection.

"Mas.jangan responded to the speech of Doctor Azril well," pinta Inayah.

"I thought dearly after Doctor Azril came out so she liked you a long time ago and you met every day at work again" Ramzi said.

"But I never responded to Mas, I couldn't forbid him from liking me. I can only dodge, keep my distance if I meet him. The most important thing is that I love you Mas" Inayah said, believing Ramzi.

"I want to ask you a question" Ramzi said.

"Ask what?" ask Inayah.

"I want to know your reason, why did you immediately accept my sermon? because many propose to you but you reject all. The male candidate who proposed to you is also not arbitrary," asked Ramzi.

"Week before Mas came to preach me, Abah told me that Gus Ramzi was going to propose to me. Abi Afnan gave me your CV. During those 1 week I asked for instructions from the prayer of one third of my night. Your name I always mentioned in my dhikr Mas in 1 week. When you came to see me and I saw your face in the depths of my heart there was a tickling sigh, my chest was warm, my heart was pounding. That's why I immediately accepted you because God made me fall in love at first sight when I saw you" Inayah said.

"O Allah, O Lord, I was bad to you after I married you, I only lost you when you left me" Ramzi said.

"Sometimes Allah nudges or punches His servant first, only then does His servant come to his senses" said Inayah.

"I'm sorry, well, in the future if there's a problem between us. Talk carefully never run away from problems" Ramzi said.

"Insha Allah Mas, we take care of each other well," said Inayah.

Inayah took her arms off Ramzi.

"I want to take a shower first" said Inayah.

"A little while, I'm gonna hug you first. Rarely hug you without clothes," said mischief Ramzi.

"Ih Mas, what a pervert," said Inayah, whose face flushed with shame.

***

Delisha is still saddened by the passing of Ustadz Adam, her future husband. He is quieter and likes to be alone. 1 Month ago, Ustadz Adam died.

Delisha called Inayah, because at the boarding school she felt solitude. The sense of loss makes his feelings like being cooped up in a passage of time. Remembering only happy times, so do not accept the present time.

Delisha called Inayah.

Delisha \= ["Assalamu'alaikum Mba Ina. Can't come here, huh? Gus Ramzi banned Mba Ina from coming here?"]

Inayah \= ["Wa'alaikumsalam, De can not shudzon. Mas Ramzi never banned Mba."]

Delisha \=["Then why Mba never came here. Mba has lost me."]

Inayah \= ["Astagfirullah De, Mba time forget his own sister anyway, ndak maybe it. The schedule of Mba practice is solid, Mba if you go home too late. How Sunday Mba try to ask permission with Mas Ramzi first well. If God willing Sunday Mba may go there."]

Delisha \= ["If Mba doesn't come here, it means Gus Ramzi forbids Mba to meet me."]

Inayah \= ["Mas Ramzi never banned Mba Ina De."]

Delisha \=["Well I've been waiting for news from Mba, Assalamu'alaikum."]

Home \=["Waalaikumsalam."]

Every time he came home from work, Inayah was picked up by Ramzi. He wanted to talk about his desire to visit his Abah pesantren on Sunday and also told Delisha he wanted to meet with him.

"Mas, can I go to Abah's boarding school on Sunday?" ask Inayah carefully.

"Would you like to go there?" ask Ramzi.

"Yes, if Mas allows me. Delisha called me earlier, she wanted to see me" Inayah said.

"Well, I'll take you back." Ramzi stroked Inayah's head.

"Thank you for your permission." Inayah's face was very happy because Ramzi allowed, even though Sunday was the only day to chat with Ramzi. But Ramzi was willing to take his time.

"Mas, stop by the cake shop first. I want to buy Ummi's favorite cake, to strawberry delight yah Mas, Ummi likes bread there, " said Inayah.

Ramzi stopped his car at one of the famous cake shops in Cirebon, namely strawberry delight.

"What bread do you want?" ask Inayah.

"Anyway, you just choose, I want to go to the public WC first well, do not go anywhere if it is finished paying. This is you use this ATM card to pay for it" Ramzi said.

"Yes, I'll be waiting for you. Don't be long yeah," said Inayah.

Inayah chose some bread, she accidentally met Indra.

"Ning Inayah?" Sapa Indra's.

He turned to the source of the voice.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Indra you bought bread too?" ask Inayah.

"Assalamu'alaikum, yes to Mother" replied Indra.

"Mother healthy?" ask Inayah for pleasantries.

"Alhamdulillah, my mother is healthy" replied Indra.

"May I ask?" ask Indra.

"What do you want to ask?" inayah.

"Are you happily married to Gus Ramzi?" ask Indra.

Inayah was surprised by Indra's question about Inayah's privacy.

"I'm sorry if my question offended you" Indra said.

"Indra, find another woman" advised Inayah.

"Why did you reject my proposal, what are my flaws?" ask Indra.

"You are a good man Indra, do not look at me alone. Why would I reject you? because the answer to my one-third night prayer is not your name in my heart. When Gus Ramzi proposed to me, there was immediately a tremor in my heart. If you want to ask for another Abah child, try asking for my sister. Move on Indra, I love my husband so much" Inayah said.

Not knowing, Ramzi has been back since. He saw and heard from Inayah's reply.

"Darling is done?" ask Ramzi.

When Inayah was surprised, she was afraid that Ramzi misunderstood and became quiet again because he felt unworthy to be with Inayah. Inayah seems to feel guilty for talking to Indra who is not her mahram.

"Mas, you've been here since?" ask Inayah.

Ramzi did not answer he just fell silent. Inayah inhale and let out roughly.

'Oh Allah, I beg you not to be angry with me, ' Inayah.

"You haven't paid yet?" ask Ramzi.

"No, I pay you first" replied Inayah.

When Inayah paid for her Rot, Ramzi approached Indra.

"Ustadz, Inayah is married to me. Whether he is happy or not is not Ustadz's business. There are still many other Sholehah women. Don't be too with people's wives but look for others. God has created many opposite types of people. Many prayers, ask God. Insha Allah will quickly get a soul mate that thrill ustadz. Excuse me first, it looks like my wife is done to pay. Assalamu'alaikum" Ramzi said.

Inayah approached Ramzi, he immediately took Ramzi's hand for fear that Ramzi would be angry with him.

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