
It has been 3 months in Japan. Dina has also returned to Indonesia. But before Dina returned, she gave Inayah yen for her daily needs. Dinah's apartment rent has paid off for up to 2 years, Dina asked her husband as CEO to help Inayah. At first Inayah refused because Dina helped herself very excessively but Dina said, 'I give not to you but to my nephew who is still in your womb.'
Those words that Inayah finally received Dina's kindness, because she knew in the future would require a lot of money, the price of necessities in Japan was very expensive. He had only known Dina for 3 months but his kindness was like he had known Dina for many years.
Inayah's stomach has begun to look distended, in the first quarter he has passed without any nausea or dizziness even Inayah always feel hungry. Because the nausea is Ramzi, her husband who is in Indonesia. Inayah also consulted her obstetrician so that the ideal body weight for childbirth later, however in Japan giving birth normally is not a fad like in Indonesia. The weight of the child and the mother must be appropriate so that when giving birth to the child the weight is not too large so that for normal childbirth will be easier.
Staying alone makes a sense of longing for her husband appear suddenly. He could not lie to his little heart that still loved Ramzi so much. Moreover, the emotions of pregnant women are always changing.
"What are you doing? did you do what I wrote in my letter to my mentality? I still love you so much Mas, this is my stomach already seen bulging Mas, our son. But when I remember you being alone with Delisha my pain came again, more so when I asked you back then, where did you go, you lied Mas to me, you said to your friend's house when you met Delisha. If you're honest maybe I'll hear your explanation, and I'll keep our household until the end of my life. Mas, maybe I'm not your good wife but my love is huge. But my heart is shrouded in my hatred for you, hate but longing" said monologue Inayah, when looking at a picture of Ramzi.
Inayah held her phone, she subconsciously called Ramzi.
Ramzi \= ["Assalamu'alaikum, sorry whose number is this?"]
Inayah did not speak a single word, her heart was so long that her tears came out. There was a sobbing sound behind the phone.
Ramzi \= [" Inayah..sayang..you know that, come home I'm not your mentality."].
tut tut tut tut tut
Phone connection disconnected.
Ramzi \= ["Hallo...This..hallo.."].
Ramzi checked the number I just called him.
"+81 is the Japanese country code, Masya Allah was the one who called Inayah, this is true Inayahqku, he still thinks of me," said Ramzi happily.
Ramzi called back but the number was off.
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"Ah what am I doing, why is this longing I can't lose. He said nothing of my mentality? that means I'm still his wife? but why?" inayah monologue.
Inayah changed her number back, so anyone did not know about the new number, as usual she did lectures in the morning, and during the day will practice. The professor who guided Inayah always praised the workings of Inayah when performing simple operations. They are also very smart students.
There are indeed 3 doctors who get student duties to Japan, but they take different specialists. Inayah took a surgical specialist, Syifa a neurologist and Azril a cardiac specialist.
Only Syifa occasionally went to Inayah's apartment to see the condition of her best friend. Sometimes he helps Inayah to buy the needs of pregnant women.
Today Inayah accidentally met with doctor Azril.
"Doctor Inayah." cried Doctor Azril calling Inayah.
"Doctor Azril" said Inayah.
"How are you doing Doc?" ask Doctor Azril.
"Alhamdulilah, I am good," said Inayah.
"You're pregnant? is your husband in Japan?" ask Doctor Azril.
Inayah just smiled not answering doctor Azril's question. With a smile, Azril concluded that Inayah was alone in Japan. It means she has a problem with her husband.
"Your husband hurt your heart again?" ask Doctor Azril.
"What's your business Doc, it's got nothing to do with you." Inayah did not respond to doctor Azril's remarks, she immediately left him. Doctor Azril ran and blocked Inayah's path, so Inayah's footsteps stopped.
"I beg you to step aside" said Inayah.
"Dad, since college I've loved you. Why don't you see that. Your husband always makes you cry, why did you choose him. I am Inayah who has been waiting for you from the first semester when I was in college. I always pay attention to you, why you never see it. If he always makes you sad for what you're defending. Divorce her and marry me. I'll take your son as my son" Azril said.
Inayah did not care, he passed through the body of doctor Azril, but his hand was scuffed by doctor Azril.
"Please Azril, let go of my hand. You are not your mahram. My feelings of sadness or happiness are none of your business. There are still many women better than me. Forget me, I'm married. I have a husband, and this is the fruit of our love." Inayah stroked her stomach.
"What's with her, I see you're always crying. If you're with me I'll never make me cry" Doctor Azril said.
Inayah stepped closer to doctor Azril.
Plaques
Inayah slapped doctor Azril.
"Don't say anything to you, I love my husband, his name is already imprinted in my heart. Do not think because we are close, can just express the contents of your heart. Don't expect me to love you because I only love Ramzi Sahban Elfathan, my husband" Inayah said.
Tiredness that Inayah felt today, was tired physically plus tired heart, because of the speech of doctor Azril.
"What the fuck does he love another man's wife, like no other woman on this earth" Inayah murmured.
Tok tok tok tok
The sound of the door on the knock.
"Dare desuka?" ask Inayah.
(Who?)
"Watashi, Syifa desu" replied Syifa.
(Me, Syifa.)
Inayah got up from her seat and opened the door for Syifa.
"This is pregnant milk that's the message." Syifa handed the paper bag to Inayah.
"Domo" said Inayah.
(Thank you.)
"iie" said Syifa.
(same-sama)
"In Syifa, I just arrived" said Inayah.
"Tumben, just arrived. Is there an extra class in the afternoon?" ask Syifa.
"That was because he met Azril, when he expressed love for me. Make a really sprain, found out my stomach has grown. It's clear I'm married and will have children" Inayah said.
"What did he say?" ask Syifa.
"Well that, tell me my love. He has loved me since college. He said if I wasn't happy to divorce my husband and marry him, he would consider this child I bear like his son" Inayah said.
"Indeed, you still think Gus Ramzi is your husband?" ask Syifa.
"Today I called Gus Ramzi, he said no to my mentality" Inayah said.
"Well, Ning is better, I'm happy to hear that" Syifa said.
"Kill? yesterday I said nothing and I hung up. Then I changed my phone number" Inayah said.
"It's worth me that the phone is off, try to communicate with Gus Ramzi for a moment" Syifa said.
"For what? open my old wounds? no Syifa, I don't want to" said Inayah.
"This sample, still love prestige," said Syifa.
Inayah simply fell silent not to utter the word Syifa.
Seriate.
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