Lamar's fault

I buried my dream

"Mas, if we just culinary tour, ndak so to the sea can?" ask Inayah.

"By honey, what do you want to eat?" ask Ramzi.

"What is it, what is important to you. Today I want to go on a date with my husband" Inayah said.

"Duh.sad it's a big smart yah you," said Ramzi.

"Mas's Transmission." Inayah smiled and held Ramzi's left hand.

Ramzi drove his car towards street food pekalipan, there along the way many sellers of various foods. Ramzi's looking for a parking space to park his car.

"What do you want to eat? is there sea food, sushi ramen, angkringan, or steak in paper khuy?" ask Ramzi.

"Hmm in paper shuy Mas, I want to try eating there," replied Inayah.

I looked at the menu book.

"Where do you want?" ask Ramzi.

"I want Japanese curry Mas, this one." Inayah pointed to the menu picture.

They ordered 2 portions.

"Mas, I'd like to ask you a question" said Inayah.

"Ask what, baby?" ask Ramzi.

"If you have a dream that you expect from before marriage and you get a chance to achieve your dreams after marriage. Where will you choose? am I your wife or are you chasing your dreams?" ask Inayah.

"If I get a chance to achieve my dream, I will communicate with you first because the opportunity did not come a second time. But on the one hand I'll be hard left because I can't get away from you" Ramzi said.

"Well what is the answer, my dream or me?" ask Inayah back.

"I will choose you, because you are more valuable than my dream and I will build my new dream of building a family of friends, mawaddah, warohmah with you" Ramzi said.

Inayah shed tears upon hearing Ramzi's reply.

"Do you cry, baby?" ask Ramzi.

"Thank you for loving me so much" said Inayah, touching Ramzi's hand.

Not long after their order came. Looking at his order it was Japanese curry, one of the Japanese foods. He fell down and shed tears.

'I will bury my dreams, study in Japan to become a surgeon, ' Inayah's inner voice.

Ramzi held Inayah's hand.

"Tell me, what's up? what are you thinking?" Ramzi wiped Inayah's tears with his hands.

Inayah stopped Ramzi's hand wiping the tears on her cheek, she kissed the palm, looked Ramzi in the eye and said, "I love you."

Ramzi felt a strangeness with Inayah's attitude, in Ramzi's heart. Inayah there must be something that he wants to say but he does not want to say.

"I love you too" Ramzi said.

After eating, Inayah took a night walk using their car. Inayah wants to travel around the city of Cirebon with Ramzi.

"Mas, thank you. I'm really happy today to be dating Mas, my dream from a long time ago. Walking with the man I love while holding hands." Inayah rested her head on Ramzi's shoulder.

"Boye, it is my duty to make you happy. Because happiness is very expensive, it can not be bought anything because happiness is felt by the heart and given by the heart" said Ramzi.

"Because our hearts together give a love that others will not feel, because love is ours" said Inayah.

After Inayah was satisfied to surround the city of Cirebon, they decided to go home. Upon arrival at the boarding school, Inayah fell asleep. Ramzi smiled looking at Inayah's innocent face.

Ramzi did not want to wake Inayah, then he carried Inayah into his room.

"Dad why Ramzi?" ask Ummi Laila.

"Ssttt Inayah is sleeping Ummi. Ummi don't be noisy when he wakes up" Ramzi said.

Ummi smiled at the romanticization of his son, Ramzi has turned softer since he loved Inayah.

Put Inayah's body slowly on the bed. But suddenly Inayah's eyes opened, he smiled at Ramzi making Ramzi stunned speechless because Inayah's smile enveloped Ramzi's heart who loved his wife very much, inayah kissed Ramzi's lips briefly.

"Why do I kiss you looking shocked?" ask Inayah.

"That's okay, dear" replied Ramzi.

"Mas want?" inayah asked in a whisper in Ramzi's ear.

Ramzi nodded his head. Tonight they went up on the clouds again. Share a sip of love, share the sweetness given by a pair of people with a prayer in their hearts. The author prays that Inayah quickly gets a baby.

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"You want to stay at Abah's house?" ask Ramzi.

"Ndak Mas, at most come home late in the afternoon maybe. Can Mas?" ask Inayah.

"May dear" answered Ramzi.

Upon their arrival at the Abah Amar boarding school there they passed Indra. Ramzi immediately took Inayah's hand with possessiveness as it showed that Inayah was his.

"Assalamu'alaikum Ning, Gus," said a greeting from Indra.

"Getishalight." Ramzi answered Indra's greeting while Inayah just smiled and passed from before Indra.

"Mas' heart rate, pounding fast. Mas, again jealous huh? hehehe" said Inayah mocked Ramzi.

"Yes Mas's wife is ignorant well, later Mas Kiss loh." Ramzi stepped his foot so that Inayah stepped back.

"Mas, Mas, don't fuck around. It's in Abah's house, Umma, they'll see us later. I am ashamed" said Inayah pleading.

"Where are there no people." Ramzi grabbed Inayah's waist and he hugged Inayah's tiny body.

"Ehem" Abah saw Ramzi hugging Inayah. They were surprised by Abah Amar. Inayah became embarrassed, she lowered her head.

"Change, Assalamu'alaikum." Ramzi immediately grabbed Abah Amar's hand and kissed the back of his hand as well as Inayah.

"You guys just arrived?" ask Abah.

"Yes Abah, Where is Abah?" ask Inayah.

"In Delisha's room. Delisha did not want to eat, Umma again pleaded Delisha so that she would eat," said Abah Amar.

"Mas, I went to Delisha's room firstwell," Inayah's permission.

Ramzi nodded his head.

Inayah left Ramzi with Abah Amar. He knocked on Delisha's door.

Tok tok tok tok

clack

The door sounds open.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Umma." Inayah kissed the back of Umma Adibah's hand.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, you just arrived? which husband?" ask Umma.

"Sama Abah in front of Umma" replied Inayah.

"Said Abah you don't want to eat well? Why De?" ask Inayah.

"I don't think Mba Ina came, because Mba didn't know me" Delisha said.

"Sorry De, I forgot to tell you. But the most important thing now is that Mba is here. Umma let Ina alone feed Delisha," Inayah's pinta.

Delisha wants to eat when Inayah confronts her. They were very close, never separated. If Delisha is sick, the only thing that always persuades Delisha to eat is Inayah.

"Thank you Mba for coming" said Delisha.

"You're why the hell De, hasn't moved on. Open your heart again De," advised Inayah.

"I'm tired Mba, with my heart," said Delisha.

"You haven't tried it yet, baby, I said you're tired. Ustadz Indra well why don't you try with him?" ask Inayah.

"Mba want my matchmaker with Ustadz Indra? don't be weird Mba. The former Mba was given to me" protested Delisha.

"Well, what's my ex anyway? if Mas Ramzi was just my ex but I don't want to hand Mas Ramzi to you," said Inayah.

"Who would want to be with Gus Snob like him, mending the same Ustadz Indra good people if you talk softly again," said Delisha.

"Aamiin.." said Inayah.

"Who did Mba Ina say aamiin?" ask Delisha.

"That's you praying to be a match with Ustadz Indra. Don't talk about Gus Ramzi, he's your brother-in-law" protested Inayah.

"And it's open do'a but comparison, yes Mba Ina already bucin with Gus Ramzi" said Delisha.

"Udah ah do not talk, eat first," said Inayah.

Delisha became excited again when Inayah came.

Seriate

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