Lamar's fault

The Struggle to Live

When I communicate with my beloved husband through a video call. Suddenly my apartment swayed, I knew this was an earthquake. Japan and Indonesia 11 12 for me there are frequent earthquakes. I was just thinking of running around carrying my son to get me out of this apartment from the 3rd floor. I was still holding my phone without realizing the video call was still on.

The one thing I think about is saving my son, even if my life is at stake. It's okay for me to leave this world, the most important thing is that my little baby, who has survived 2 months in a week. I held my baby, I grabbed the door handle and walked out of the apartment. I saw people scattering out with faces of panic. I read a prayer during the earthquake.

When you want to go to the stairs to go down to the 1st floor. O Allah within minutes the apartment I was living in collapsed, the floor I was burning sank. I fell, I held my son tight. My body became a shield, my son was in my stomach. O God please protect my daughter, you may take my life. I felt my feet falling in ruins.

"Allahu...Allahu.." only remembrance that I shouted, I forced my body to tilt so that I could hold my daughter tighter.

When I tilted my body, I heard the voice of Krek. "Ahhhhh...Allah's..." I cried, my leg bones seemed to break.

My son is crying, "Oowaaa...Oowa..." Baby, don't be afraid God will help us, you're hungry. I can stand my pain in my legs. I'm trying to give ASI to my son. Grateful when I carried Emi, I put on a thick blanket. I stretched out a blanket to put Emi near my chest. I tried so hard, my sweat was pouring out for enduring the pain in my legs.

I grabbed my daughter's head and I gave her ASI. I am grateful to be alive even though I do not know if I can be helped or not, hope still exists even if only a speck. I fell into a room, I didn't know the state of that room because I couldn't see, it was so dark. I just use my instincts, by relying on my sense of touch, the most important thing is that my son is near me. The fishy smell of blood pierced my smell.

I can still smile, because my little daughter is drinking breast milk from me, "Darling Alhamdulilah, Mamah can still give breast milk to you."

I don't know if it's late or not, because when the earthquake came around 4 Japanese time. Everything around me is dark.

Before I spoke to my family, they forgave me. At least if I die in Japan, I've apologized to Delisha, Umma, Abah, Mas Ramzi. It's Ummi and Abi who I haven't had time to apologize to them. "Mas, are you worried about me? I miss you Mas, miss your embrace, miss your body smell, miss your kiss."

I was tired, my eyes were heavy, even though my surroundings were dark, I knew my daughter was fine, because from the strong suction when she drank breast milk from me, I fell asleep holding my daughter.

I woke up to a touch of motion from my daughter, whether I was asleep for how many hours or had changed days. I saw a beam of light from above, apparently it had changed days. Although the light came in a little, I began to see around me. All I saw was my little daughter, Thank God my daughter wasn't hurt, I saw my legs turned out I was bleeding a lot. Feeling dizzy my head and I was surprised beside me there was a corpse of one of the apartment residents I don't know how many fatalities My throat feels dry, I am very thirsty. I tried to give my ASI to my daughter.

The unbearable thirst I felt. God, I need water, my lips are so dry. My head is so dizzy that I think. If I die please send me a gift that is your prayer. My tight hug to my daughter is saggy.

"Allahu...Allahu...Allahu.." My eyes closed.

Inayah saw her past when she was unconscious.

"Mba Ina, help me. Umma was angry with me, I crossed the wall of the house" said Delisha.

"De..give the spioles that you hold to Mba," said Inayah.

"Umma, forgive Inayah. Inayah wanted to learn to paint because there was no picture book so I drew on the wall" said Inayah, apologizing.

"Mba Ina is sick well, sorry Lisha Mba's hand is red like this. Umma evil, sickin Mba. Someday this Mba hand will be a golden hand that helps many people" said Delisha.

"Umma ndak nasty De. Don't scratch the wall again. Use the Mba savings, tomorrow we buy a picture book. Learn calligraphy well.your writing is good De," said Inayah.

***

Delisha saw the results of his work, namely calligraphy that carves the sentence bismilahirohmanirohim, he won the provincial level calligraphy and got a prize of 2 Umrah tickets that he gave to umma and his brother.

"Mba Ina, I hope to meet Mba Ina again, since childhood Mba Inayah was the one who always helped me. Every time I'm wrong, Mba Ina always replaces my mistakes so that the Mba who is in the law is not me. Mba Lisha loves Mba. Please stay alive Mba" said Delisha.

Indra and Delisha gather santri and santriwati. Delisha dreamt prayers for santriwati and Indra led prayers for santri. The santri were shocked at the news of Inayah, they cried in prayer. Praying for Inayah and her daughter to be given salvation. Sincere prayers from the students.

Ramzi and Abah went straight to the hospital, they asked for information to the hospital.3 families of 3 doctors arrived at the hospital.

Flights to Japan are closed due to natural disasters. The Japanese government closed the airport to the public. They only open airports for help from friendly countries.

"Change how this is, there is not a single flight to Japan, they said the Japanese government closed the airport to the public" Ramzi said with anxiety for Inayah and her daughter.

"We're just resigned son, waiting for news from the hospital cirebon. The hospital must have searched through the Indonesian embassy in Japan. We can only pray continuously, do not stop to pray and hope" Abah said.

Ramzi cried, "My heart was happy when Abah saw my wife and daughter, but the happiness was only for a moment."

Abah hugged Ramzi to strengthen him, because in fact Amarpun's heart was very restless and worried for his daughter and granddaughter. But for now they can only pray for the safety of Inayah and her daughter.

***

Before Inayah closed her eyes, she saw her cell phone not far from her body, she grabbed the phone and looked for the signal 00000JAPAN.

In the event of a natural disaster, the communication network will usually be disrupted. Finally, the state of people in the place of the disaster was difficult to know.

However, this is no longer the case in Japan. This country has a unique way to solve this problem. In the event of a natural disaster, every mobile operator in Japan will turn into open WiFi. Open WiFi can be used by anyone. How to use it is also easy, Japanese citizens simply search for the nearest WiFi point after that, turn on the WiFi mode on the phone. If so, they can choose the signal 00000JAPAN.

With this WiFi signal, people around the disaster site can communicate easily.

That's what Inayah did, until a Japanese rescue team found her and her little daughter under the rubble of the apartment. Inayah and her daughter were taken to the hospital for further subscription.

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