Lamar's fault

Rejection

"I won't go back there again Gus, enough heart is sick" said Inayah.

Inayah's words suddenly made Ramzi's feelings to give up on Inayah's decision. Whether the marriage within 2 weeks will end because of Ramzi's grave mistake. It is true that many people say, a person will feel a sense of loss when the person is missing from his side.

"Is that your decision from your heart?" ask Ramzi.

Ramzi got up from his kneeling action, he tried to get close to Inayah. Inayah no longer wants to be close to Ramzi. He wanted to leave the living room but immediately his hand was pulled by Ramzi. Their parents don't want to interfere because it's their children's problem.

"Ning Inayah, look me in the eye. Tell me if you don't love me" Ramzi said.

Inayah jerked her hand so that it slipped from Ramzi's.

"It's enough Gus." Inayah shed tears, then she ran to avoid Ramzi's nano gaze.

When Ramzi wants to pursue Inayah, Delisha blocks Ramzi.

"Don't chase Mba Ina again, enough you've hurt my sister" said Delisha.

After Delisha said, she left the living room to accompany Inayah to her room.

Ramzi stood looking at Inayah's departure, whether since when Ramzi felt the loss of Inayah. Wife who always pay attention to all her needs for 2 weeks. My wife always cooks her favorite food. The wife who always mentioned her name in the third night of her prayers.

Kiai Afnan touches Ramzi's shoulder

"Ramzi, if your heart has been touched by Ning Inayah's kindness then pray to Allah so that his heart can melt Ning Inayah's heart from the prayers that you offer to Allah," said Abi Afnan.

"Gus Ramzi, honestly Umma tell you this. When you hit Inayah, Umma saw the look in the eyes of the daughter Umma was attracted to you when she first saw your face. Many men who preach Inayah, from the gus, ustadz, the graduates of santri. But Inayah always rejected them. Try if Gus Ramzi wants to keep Inayah as your wife, because her heart is not easy to soften again" said Nyai Adibah.

Ramzi looks very sorry for what he did to Inayah.

"Change, Umma, forgive Ramzi. Ramzi was wrong, made a big mistake. Ramzi asked Abah and Umma for prayers so that my household can return again" Ramzi said.

"Well pray that you will be reunited again. Abah does not want Abah's son to be divorced" said Kiai Amar.

"I am deeply ashamed of Kiai for the mistake my son made to Ning Inayah" Kiai Afnan said.

"Then we'll excuse Kiai, Assalamu'alaikum" he said.

Ramzi's family leaves Kiai Amar boarding school. Ramzi became a quiet figure after returning from the Kiai Amar boarding school.

***

In Kiai Amar, precisely in the room. Inayah cried incessantly, she locked the door of her room.

"Mba, can Lisha come in?" ask Delisha behind the door.

"De, sorry. Mba wants to be alone first" replied Inayah.

Umma Adibah who was standing next to Delisha shook her head.

"Have not been forced, you know the nature of your Mba. If he is sad, he will be alone and not want others to see his sad face. We better give space for your Mba," said Umma Adibah.

"Umma, it's my fault. I caused Mba Ina to cry, I caused Mba Ina's heart to hurt," Delisha cried in Umma's arms.

"This is not your fault, it is God's love that gives to his people, Gus Ramzi's fault is not to be honest when he mhit your Mba, which Umma regrets that Lisha, now we go. Leave your Mba alone" said Umma Adibah.

In the room

Inayah shut herself up, her heart was very sick, in her mind was always ringing in the scene where Ramzi was saying love to Delisha. He crushed the bedsheets because his chest was hot when he remembered that.

"I was foolishly in love with her" said the monologue Inayah.

He continued to blame himself, who was so receptive to Ramzi's sermons, so happy when kissed gently by Ramzi.

"All that Gus Ramzi has done to me is sheer camouflage, are you willing to defend this marriage? what do you want to defend? of love? your love is not for me but for my sister. Why should my sister whom you love? there are many other women out there. My heart that loves you you just threw it away. You throw my love and you stomp" said Inayah lirih.

Inayah did not come out of the room at all, she continued to curse herself. Make Umma Adibah become worried to Inayah.

Tok tok tok tok

"Son, eat first. You haven't eaten since, "take Umma Adibah behind the door.

"I'm not hungry Umma" replied Inayah in the room.

"Mba Ina, I'll be at Mba's doorstep. If Mba doesn't open the door, I'll sleep in front of Mba Ina's room" cried Delisha.

"De, you don't do anything that you don't do" said Inayah.

"If Mba doesn't want to eat, I don't want to eat either" cried Delisha.

Inayah took a breath and exhaled slowly, she stepped her foot to open the door.

"Your success is De, making Mba open the door of the room," said Inayah.

Delisha stood up and immediately hugged Inayah.

"Mba, don't cry. Beautiful so faded, Mba's eyes are like panda eyes. Last night I didn't sleep well" said Delisha.

Inayah ignored Delisha's words, she returned to the bed and sat by the bed. Delisha followed Inayah, he sat beside Inayah.

"Mba, did I hurt Mba?" ask Delisha lirih.

"Who said that?" ask Inayah.

"The attitude of Mba who shut himself up and did not want to open the door before. Like Mba hates me. 'And indirectly I was the one who made Mba cry" said Delisha.

"Mba never felt you were guilty De, Mba who was guilty of receiving the sermon Gus Ramzi" said Inayah.

"Ah Mba, you can't think like that. Because it's not true Mba." Delisha clasped Inayah's hand.

"Honestly De, Mba's heart is very sick" said Inayah lirih.

Delisha wiped Inayah's tears with her right hand.

"Lisha understands Mba's feelings at this time, Mba is hurt because Mba has fallen in love with Gus Ramzi. If it turns out that with this incident he realized that Mba meant a lot to him, Mba would accept him again?" ask Delisha. to Inayah.

"Come away, but Mba finds it hard to trust him again" replied Inayah.

"I was shocked when Mba, when I slept in Mba's room before Mba got married. Mba looks happy. I think Mba received the Gus Ramzi Khitbah because Mba saw Umma's concern at that time. But it turns out that when I spoke to Mba there was a radiance of love in the eyes of Mba," said Delisha.

"Don't know De, if Mba has been fascinated by his face or his charisma" said Inayah.

"Ah who lamar Mba is also an average not a random man and his face is also handsome. Like Indra, he's handsome" Delisha said.

Inayah just fell silent, she also did not understand why she could fall in love with Gus Ramzi.

Is Inayah's heart closed to Gus Ramzi?

Seriate

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