
Wedding decorations are now meaningless, akad day turned into a funeral day. Delisha continued to cry, lamenting the death of her future husband. The dream he had imagined instantly disappeared into a mere wishful thinking. However, today was the day Delisha had been waiting for as a happy day, the day she should have smiled. But it turned into a day of crying.
The yellow janur was lowered, and turned into a yellow flag. The body of Ustadz Adam will be salatkan in the pesantren mosque, because Ustadz Adam is a teacher of the Kiai Amar pesantren. His students would have their Ustadz bodies covered, as a final tribute to their teacher. Many of the pallbearers of Ustadz Adam were among his disciples.
Delisha's body was very limp, because all night she cried, Inayah was always by her side. Delisha needs support because her heart is broken.
"De, are you really strong?" ask Inayah.
"Mba, I want to see the face of Ustadz Adam for the last time" Delisha said.
The body of Ustadz Adam was bathed and forgiven, before being buried. Families who want to see for the last time are welcome. With her eyes open, Delisha was asked to walk to see the body of Ustadz Adam.
Delisha gathered in front of the body, she saw the face of her future husband for the last time. There was no words coming from Delisha's lips. There were no tears on her cheeks. Delisha smiled when she saw the face of her future husband.
'Mas Adam, your face is shining. God loves you so much that He took you and did not marry me. Goodbye Mas, I can only pin you down. I don't know until when I can forget you, Assalamu'alaikum Mas, ' Inner Delisha.
Delisha stood up, she suddenly fainted.
"The...Oh, my God." Inayah patted Delisha's cheek.
Delisha is carried by Abah Amar.
"Dad, take care of your sister. Abah wanted to pray to Adam and buried him" Abah Amar said.
"Jih Abah, Ina will take care of Lisha," replied Inayah.
Delisha was still unconscious, Inayah looked at her sister's face. Inayah's heart was very sad when he saw the condition of his sister who was very fragile. Such a situation was never expected before. It turned into a funeral day.
Delisha regained consciousness after 1 hour of fainting. Looking at the ceiling of the room, Delisha shed tears. Inayah clasped Delisha's hand.
"De, eat well. From yesterday afternoon you have not eaten. Mba Ina get it, yeah," said Inayah.
"Lisha is not hungry" said Delisha.
"Later you get sick De, don't be like this" said Inayah.
"Later if I'm hungry, I say the same Mba. Gus Ramzi let Mba do it for me first?" ask Delisha.
"Yes Mba has permission, Mba will accompany you," said Inayah.
"Thank you Mba" said Delisha.
The days that Delisha spent were so heavy that she felt, her lost dreams were not left. Delisha's parents were very worried about her child's health.
Delisha shut herself up all day in the room, eating too. Inayah had to force Delisha until she wanted to eat. 2 weeks passed on the death of Ustadz Adam. But Delisha's still locked herself up. Inayah time to take care of her sister more than her husband.
There is a sense of error in Inayah's heart. Guilty of her husband whom she did not serve and also felt very worried if Inayah left her Abah boarding school. Ramzi understood, he allowed Inayah to accompany Delisha.
When Delisha had started to fall asleep. Inayah will go to her room just to communicate with her husband.
"You're tired well, after coming home from the hospital. You take care of Delisha" Ramzi said.
"Kok Mas, when the heart of klikas live it. I don't feel tired, but I feel guilty for you" Inayah said.
"People feel guilty to me?" ask Ramzi.
"Yes, we have less time" replied Inayah.
"You want to not, a little time but it feels impressed and you will not forget this narrow time" Ramzi said.
"You Mas, how is it?" ask Inayah.
"You try to come here, sit here," Ramzi patted his thighs.
"That's mine with you" said Inayah.
"But that's not what I meant, so here first. I whisper your ears" said Ramzi.
Inayah obeyed Ramzi's will, he approached Ramzi and sat on Ramzi's thigh. Ramzi immediately hugged Inayah's waist. Inayah's heart immediately pounded because Ramzi's action was not just hugging Inayah from behind. But also holding Inayah's hand. Which made the feathers Iuduk Inayah stand up when Ramzi whispered something in Inayah's ear.
"Are you ready if I ask for my rights?" ramzi whispers in Inayah's ear.
Inayah swallowed her saliva very difficult, her heart seemed to fall from her body when Ramzi whispered the sentence. A worship that they should have been doing since a month and a half ago.
Inayah's mind could not believe what Ramzi was saying.
"Cock not answered? even stare like that. Are you ready to give me my rights?" ramzi whispers back in Inayah's ear.
Ramzi's breath was warm as he said the sentence, Ramzi's breath penetrating into the hijab that Inayah was wearing. The blow until felt to the ears Inayah.
"Se...now Mas?" ask Inayah.
"If you're not ready, it's okay. Let's just sleep yuk," said Ramzi.
When Ramzi wanted to stand up, but Inayah still remained in Ramzi's thigh. Ramzi can't move anywhere.
"Mas, a. I am ready, God willing," replied Inayah.
The look on Ramzi's face immediately shone, his lips smiling widely. Inayah with a loving look.
"Me, go to the bathroom first. Want to bathe and worship we pray together," pinta Inayah.
Ramzi nodded his head. He stepped his foot into the bathroom. He held his chest, feeling short of breath. His heart is beating fast. He can't manage his stubborn, nervous feelings, and there's fear.
Ramzi is waiting in bed, it feels like Inayah has been in the bathroom for 30 minutes. But Inayah still hasn't come out. Ramzi knocked on the bathroom.
"Darling, how long have you been?" ask Ramzi.
"I.iya Mas, I'll be out soon" said Inayah.
He came out of the bathroom with his face down. He had already opened his hijab when in the bathroom, his jet-black long hair was unraveling. Ramzi immediately thanked God. So beautiful was the creation of God, who became his wife.
"God, you are beautiful, my dear. Wait for me well, I'll go to the bathroom first" Ramzi said.
Inayah nods her head, Inayah prepares her to wear perfume, because it is a sunnah when having sex with husband and wife and Inayah prepares 2 prayer rugs and koko gowns of circumcision together. They prayed together after Ramzi finished praying.
"O Allah, by Your grace. Give us righteous/godly descendants if our worship is You allow my seed to be planted in my wife's womb. Keep us from the temptations of Satan when we perform this service in Your name. Aamiin..."
After praying, Inayah kissed the back of her husband's hand. Ramzi opened Inayah's face, then he landed a kiss on Inayah's forehead.
Ramzi held Inayah up to the bed, he looked at the beautiful eyes of his wife.
"God willing, you are very beautiful dear" said Ramzi, who stroked Inayah's cheek.
Ramzi recited the prayer and touched the wife's head with his hands.
“Bismillahil'aliyyil ‘azhim. Allahummaj’allahu dzurriyyatan thayyibah in qaddrta an takhruja min shulbi. Allahumma jannahnis syaithana wa janniblis syaithana ma razaqtani.”
(In the name of Allah, the Most High, the Most High. My Lord, make him a good descendant if you do not let him out of my spine. My Lord, keep me away from the devil, and keep the devil away from the seed of the fetus that you have bestowed upon me.)
Ramzi began to kiss Inayah's forehead, Inayah's nose, and seeing Inayah's seductive ranal lips, he took a short kiss and then deepened the kiss Ramzi gave.
Inayah brushed the bedsheet as she became more nervous about her feelings at this moment, she closed her eyes enjoying the kiss given from Ramzi.
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