Lady Sherlock: The First Unofficial Case

138: Qerza Personality

#NOTE: EVERYTHING TYPED HERE IS FICTION. PLEASE READERS DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND ALL THE THINGS WRITTEN BY THE AUTHOR!

Jel could only nod limply to answer the question from Pak Putra. His face looked lethargic and pale as if he had not had happiness for days. That's actually what happened to him.

"I'm not going to blame anyone for what happened today. But, you must remember not to repeat it next time," said Pak Putra, giving a warning to Haz and Jel. Maybe the Whisk was involved.

"I'm sorry. I was wrong" Jel said. Her voice raspy. Soon she will cry.

"It's not entirely your fault. I'm the one who dragged you into trouble. So, the source of the problem from the beginning was me" Haz said.

"Enough! Don't blame yourself!" exclaim Pak Putra.

Whenever there's a problem, Haz and Jel always fight over their self-blame. There is nothing good about blaming yourself. Everything that has happened cannot be repeated.

"But Papah has to know the chronology" Haz said. He and Jel did call Pak Putra 'Papah', just like Leo. That, Mr. Son himself wanted it.

Haz also tells the beginning of how, until the part that they have just investigated TKP where Cyan's car had an accident and the passengers disappeared because they were kidnapped by a group of people who allegedly poisoned Richard Vinzeliuka. He also did not forget to introduce Whisk to Pak Putra. It took an hour and a half.

"Also can't blame yourself, can you, Hazelia Lify?" ask the Son when Haz ends the story.

"Everything that happens, it's all related to Haz. Nothing is unrelated, Pah. So, Haz is convinced that this is Haz's fault." Haz remains stubborn and assumes that everything that has happened is his fault.

"Hah ... This kid really ...!" The son could only take a long breath. She can't win at all from Haz about arguing. Whatever he said, it could easily be broken by Haz who incidentally was a junior of two years below him.

"My fault too. If only I hadn't chosen to be in service and come to Indonesia, this wouldn't have happened to the two of you and you still have your regular jobs" Whisk said.

"Whatever the problem is, the root of the problem is definitely not just one. One problem with another must be related. Just like a tree. From the roots to the tips of the leaves, it must be related to each other. Nothing is unrelated. You are still young, you still have hope to go far." Pak Putra gave advice.

Haz sighed. He certainly knows. Sometimes he wanted to break through a boundary that he thought was very binding. He was wrong to do it too. Had he let the Twins of Vinzeliulaika take suspicion of him without him taking any strange steps, things would not have been so complicated as that.

"There's nothing wrong with trying something new that you want, Hazelia," said Mr. Son, as if he knew what Haz was thinking. The trust was just smiling, then moody back. "Rather than you think about the events that have happened. You better think about where your two friends who were said to have been kidnapped were. Their lives could be in danger" the old man continued.

Right, Haz had to think about where the mysterious group of people had taken Cyan and Zenneth. Although he did not want to save a Cyan .. but, the thing that concerns the life of a person ....

Uh! Nevermind! Save yes save! What are you thinking, Hazelia Lify? Haz asked himself. He can't be selfish at times like that.

"So, you mean you can't be selfish, and they can do what they want to you?" ask Qerza angry.

"The law of the jungle is also like that: If you do good things to people, not necessarily people will do good things to you. If you do bad things to people, they will repay you many times what they feel. You have to understand that" Haz replied.

"And now, I'm in a balanced position of both things. I don't do bad things, nor do good things. I just did what I wanted to do without seeing if I was with that person having a problem or not" Haz continued.

"But after that you always regret. You always regretted it to the point of making your heart hurt!" exclaim Qerza, do not accept with Haz's statement. She felt Haz was too gentle to live in this harsh world.

"Then, who do I have to be? Like a stubborn Alkaf and as he pleased? Think I am above everything? Not thinking about other people's feelings, or your feelings? Nah! I'm not that kind of person! Even though my past is not good. Even though people are trying to bring me down. I'm not gonna be LIKE ANYONE ELSE."

Haz's words succeeded in making Qerza speechless. Qerza was only strong, but he did not think about it as a whole. He only knows what Haz is doing will only harm himself. But he never thought if it was evil to others the consequences would be fatal.

"There is no harm in feeling the world. It is even good for your own development. Also, it's good to sort out who one has to shelter with." Haz raised the corner of his lips to form a smile, without realizing it. All the memories inside his head were spinning.

At least, the one who became my enemy once taught me about many things, inner Haz.

Meanwhile, from a moment ago ....

"Haz? Are you all right?" asked Pak Putra while shaking Haz's body slowly. There was no response from the long-haired woman.

Whisk knew Haz was talking seriously with his other personalities, so he stopped the hand of the Son who was shaking his body.

Putra did it because he saw Haz had not blinked like a corpse.

"He was talking 'to his friends', '" said Whisk.

Hearing that, Pak Putra stopped shaking his body. He soon realizes that Haz has his own world, has imaginary friends. He nodded his head too.

"When has he been like this?" ask the Son.

Jel couldn't answer. He often saw Haz staring blankly like that. Even in class, Haz can turn a very noisy and annoying voice into what he wants. He concluded it according to the words of a long-haired woman who said that she did not feel there were people who were noisy even though the class atmosphere was very noisy.

Jel shook his head. "I don't know either. But, Haz often feels that the world is very lonely. It's so loud."

"Alright, I understand," said Mr. Putra.

"It seems that I was too serious to not observe the surroundings in the original world. I have to go back first. We'll talk later" said Haz.