Just an Ordinary Man (Between True Love And Forbidden Love)

Still about my family (POV Karin)

Apparently happiness is not on my side. After two years of college, my life could even be said to be much worse.

I remember clearly that day. The day my grandmother came to our house.

At first, everything looks fine. But after a while, there was a commotion between them.

She fought with my mother, again. After a few years ago I saw him, I saw him fighting with my mother again.

I don't know who is selfish. I don't know the beginning of their fight. But that's when I just found out about the marriage that my father and mother have been living all this time.

They get no blessing from either side. Not only my mother's family, but my father's family doesn't approve of it either. Although I have never met my father's family.

I saw my grandmother leaving with a cry on her face. He looked at the three of us who were standing far away from them. He came to us and hugged us one by one.

"You're not wrong. Forgive me for not being a good grandmother to you. One day, we will gather like a family in general. But grandma has to go now. Take good care of yourself."

After that he left.

We were not at all close to the family of my father and mother. But I felt tremendous pain when I saw my grandmother crying and saying that.

At that moment we just kept quiet. I had no intention of coming to our mother.

Some time passed, I thought my life would still be the same as it was before my grandmother came.

But it turns out I was wrong.

My first brother, Yuki. She who was pregnant at that time, even betrayed by her husband and her best friend.The two people turned out to only want to take advantage of my brother and the wealth of our family.

I'm obviously very angry. But my brother kindly let go of everything and chose to end his marriage.I think my brother has mengikhlaskan her, but it turns out his mind said another.

My sister was depressed over her husband's betrayal. The thing that makes him even more injured is that the fetus he contains has died. I was devastated by that incident.

I feel depressed, just like him. But I'm trying to hold on because my brother needs me so much.

In that state my mother reacted like a mother in general. He seemed saddened by what happened to my brother. I was happy with his care even though I felt it was too late.

My brother no longer even understood our concern. There is no longer a tough and intelligent Yuki left behind on my brother now. There was only Yuki who always went berserk and chased us all away.

At such a time, my father's attitude turned out to be unchanged. His heart seemed untouched by the events that befell his son. I was very angry to see how he behaved, but I chose not to care about him and to take care of my brother.

My life increased because my mother became ill. I don't know if he's sick from thinking about his son or something else. But when I checked on him, he was fine. There was no serious illness that he suffered.

I took care of Yuki's mother and sister along with my older brother, Ryuji. We take care of both men sincerely. Even though my attitude doesn't really care about us, she's still our mother.

We took care of them for about two months before our mother died.

I'm sad. Honestly, I feel lost. After all, she was the woman who gave birth to us. And again, the last moments with him were so much fun.

Although he was sick, but he showed his carefree face and comforted us with his affection. I really did have love in my last moments. But baby, it's just for a minute.

We are saddened and I am even sadder because Yuki's sister doesn't know she's dead. Even though he is in front of us, his soul is not the same as before.

At such a time I thought my father's attitude would change. But again I was wrong. His attitude remained the same as if we were not his family. I really can't stand to see it. I hated him even though he was my real father.

After a few days of my mother's death, I was again given a surprise.

Icha, my underclassman who for about three months did not come to my house, he came with his older sister crying.

She pregnant.

Pregnant my sister's son, Ryuji.

I was very surprised by the news he gave. How could my brother impregnate her?

Back I remembered the incident three months ago when Icha came out of my house with a messy appearance and a cry on her face.

At that time I did tell him to come to my house, but I still had some business outside. He said nothing back then and chose to leave, leaving me in a daze.

I guess all this time he didn't come to my house because I was busy and also busy with his exams, apparently...

"We just want to hold Ryuji accountable. We no longer have anyone. Our mother became ill and eventually died of stress thinking of Icha. We were even kicked out of our own homes. Please you understand our situation, Karin," said Icha's brother named Asmi.

Although I was surprised, but of course I accepted them. I invited them to stay at my house.

But, Ryuji who usually stays home no matter what the circumstances, that day suddenly no news. I was worried, moreover there was something very important going on at home.

I tried not to tell Asmi and Icha the matter, but Ryuji did not come home after a few days. He also cannot be told at all. No one knows where he is.

I felt scared and scared, especially Asmi and Icha who were already aware of the situation. I was just trying to calm them down.

Yet...

After those two people four days of living in my house, they went somewhere and I until now couldn't get any news from them.

My mind's getting messed up. What the hell is going on? Was I tricked?

But it turns out that the incident that befell Icha is the real thing. But Icha's family didn't tell anyone who did it to her.

I think that Ryuji made Icha and Asmi go. I think that Ryuji wants to cover everything. Turns out he's also a bad guy.

My brother who I thought was a good young man, was nothing more than a loser. I hateit. I want to scream and scold him. But what's my day? Knowing his whereabouts I can't.

I feel my life is getting empty. My family is ruined. I feel alone in this world.

Don't ask my father because he doesn't care at all. Even with all these events, his attitude had not changed. He remains in his own world.

My feelings were frozen for him. I don't think there's any more reason for me to stay in that house. So I chose to leave and with a very heavy heart, I left Yuki's sister in a mental hospital.

My circumstances make it impossible to continue to take care of her alone. Besides, he needs special handling.

I try to let go of everything and start a new life even alone. I know I'm not capable, but I'll try my best.

But my mother didn't just leave me. He gave everything he had to me before he died. Mother left it to her confidant and from there I was able to move on with my life. Because again, my father doesn't care at all. The man let me go and let me go.

I just wanted to tell her, thank you for the lesson you've taught me all along. I will not forget all this and will avenge everything. So that you will reap what you have planted, Father!

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seriate...