Just an Ordinary Man (Between True Love And Forbidden Love)

Returnees

Karin breathed a sigh of relief, feeling her worries were not proven. But he was also saddened by the sadness felt by Andara. Even if he knows, you don't have to be that sad.

"So what makes you moody is your Oma's sadness? "

"Not only that. My oma is very old. I kept worrying because I didn't want him to go like his best friend. Although human death is certain, but I am still afraid. I want to be with him and make him happy. I don't think I'm ready to lose him."

Karin approached him and gently rubbed his hair. "Bless your Oma while you can, rather than you continue to grieve and think she will leave you. Even if it's gonna happen. Either you or your Oma go first, but you better take your time to prove that you can make it happy. Your grief will only torment you, Dara. Try to do things that make your Oma happy. Whatever it is, I will try to support it. "

Andara stared fixedly at Karin's face. He saw the pain in those eyes. Her sincere smile did not look like she just wanted to entertain. Karin has spoken the truth.

"Do you really mean what you say?"

Karin looked confused. "My words? Yes, I mean it. Didn't I give you some good advice?"

"No, it's not that. But, about you who will support anything for my Oma's happiness."

"Yes... As long as it's a good thing." Karin looked hesitant as she said it.

Andara smiled and hugged him. "Then, thank you. You are the best."

Karin was initially confused, but she tried to smile to cover it up. The important thing is that now her Dara is smiling again. He was very happy with that.

They untied his embrace and Karin invited Andara to come in. "It's already night. Let's go in."

Just as they entered and had already closed the door, a car stopped right in front of the gate of Putra's boarding house. Put down someone who's been waiting for by two people who have a relationship with him.

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Roy remained silent in front of the gate, even after the car he was riding in had gone away. The young man seemed reluctant to enter the Son's boarding house where he lived. His gaze seemed to harbor hatred but also a feeling of longing that was held back. He was tormented by his own feelings.

Roy took a deep breath, trying to convince himself to advance into his current residence. He tried to pull his steps that felt so heavy.

"I should be able to" he said reassuringly as he walked into the Putra boarding area.

Roy stepped up with certainty, trying to get rid of the doubts and feelings that made him weak. The gazes of the people he passed did not make him waver, although it was obvious how the gazes of those people were. Truly two-faced people.

Roy was silent when he arrived in front of his room. The young man looked down with a raging mind.

Can I do this and control my feelings? his mind is a little shaky.

Tok tok tok tok

The door in front of him was slowly knocked. His heart was racing and his body was trembling a little. His gaze made it as normal as possible.

Chequelek

Someone opened the door and coincidentally, the one who opened the door was the one who made Roy's mind tormented. Roy looked at him silently, looking surprised.

Aware of Roy's silent attitude, the young man let go of his embrace with a questionable look. "Are you okay? What happened to you that didn't tell me this long? "

Roy shook his head, making the young man who was holding both shoulders become even more confused and worried. It was obvious from his gaze that the young man was slightly tormented by Roy's silence.

"You're okay, right? Tell me, what makes you like this?" Obviously the young man was worried because Roy had never ignored him like this.

Roy always returns his embrace no matter what. But what's going on now? What makes Roy look like a living corpse? the young man with a troubled mind.

Suddenly, both of their roommates came out because they heard a voice that made them a little disturbed.

The two men were surprised but also happy when they saw Roy. Unasked, one of them embraces Roy in front of the young man who was ignored by Roy.

"Your youngest son has come home. Why not come if you want to come? We can prepare a special meal to welcome you. Yeah, bang Ryan?" The one asked only smiled awkwardly.

"Why doesn't your Thanit bang come in anyway? Come inside!"

Roy is led away by his friends and leaves Thanit still outside. Finally Thanit came inside with a shaky step and his sad look.

Roy who looks silent does not make Joko feel awkward to continue babbling. Either the young man really does not know or just wants to break the atmosphere that does look uncomfortable there, but what he does little by little can make Roy join in his chat.

Thanit was silent. Shut up between being upset and being sad. He stared at Roy's face continuously. Why is it ignored? His mind just keeps going like that.

Roy smiled slightly when he heard the joke made by Joko. The young man breathed a sigh of relief from being able to avoid Thanit for now. Actually, his feelings are really tormented. Feeling longed but also angry at the same person at the same time.

Although he was aware, it was not entirely true that he blamed Thanit. But considering the departure of his grandmother made him unable to control his emotions. He knew he was wrong himself. But Thanit should have given him time to be with his family.

Suppose Thanit didn't do that and made his grandmother angry. If only Thanit could give her time to be with her grandmother. If only...

If only he had not had such a relationship with Thanit, perhaps the incident that happened to his grandmother would not be like this. Maybe he could still be with his grandmother. Might as well.

Roy can only be intelligent. I can only imagine all of this happening right now. He is powerless. He didn't even notice what his friends were saying.

He could not control his feelings and ended up running to the bathroom. Crying alone there. Crying without a sound. Crying sobbed and tried to let out the sense of tightness that was in his heart.

What Roy did made the three youths who were sitting on the sofa become confused. They see each other. But none of them can answer the confusion they experience.

Thanit seemed increasingly worried because he saw Roy's attitude is not as usual. The young man was intending to catch up with Roy who was inside the bathroom. But he had to accept the disappointment when Roy seemed to refuse to explain everything to him.

Roy locked himself in the bathroom. Still with her voiceless cry. He squeezed firmly on the edge of his shirt while sitting on the bathroom floor.

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seriate...