Just an Ordinary Man (Between True Love And Forbidden Love)

The real reason

"What do you mean? Where are you going?"

"I'm sorry, Air. Thanit tried to kill himself. I can't let that happen. I have to come and wake him up."

Andara did not answer. The girl looked gloomy and tried to hold back her tears. To be honest, his heart was feeling extremely ill at this moment. Especially considering Roy's attitude which is even like staying away from him lately.

"Become, allow me to go. I promise I'll come back."

You are confused as to what to answer. Seeing his pleading gaze Roy made him subconsciously nod. Roy smiled and hugged her briefly before finally leaving.

'Is it true that you will return? Then if you come back, who will you come back as? I was expecting this wedding, Roy. I'm not ready to accept disappointment when I'm willing to change.'

Unfeeling, tears flowed down the cheeks of the beautiful girl. Forgetting that he was in his current family environment. Forgetting that he could have been the center of attention of his family.

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The late night, did not make a young man undo his intention to remain silent on the side of the bridge. The young man still held the same position. Doesn't look tired one bit.

He smiled when he heard the voice of someone calling him. The young man turned to look at the person who called him.

"I know you're coming. I know you will definitely not be that hard on me" said the young man, smiling with confidence. But what he got was a look he did not want.

"I did come. I already know that you are unlikely to do such a thing. I came here just to end it all."

"What do you mean, Roy?"

"Thanit, it's enough that you make others feel worried. You don't even think how they think about you. You even play with their feelings to lure me. You think what you're doing could change my mind?"

Thanit clapped his hands with a cynical smile. "Wah wow. Apparently my Roy has really become a man. I didn't expect you to be able to say this much to me. Where's the gleaming Roy who's always spoiled for me?"

"My gleaming attitude has been lost by my regret. You have lured me to be completely honest. Actually I don't want to say any of this. I think it's enough to talk well with you about this relationship. But your attitude forces me to say everything."

Thanit's forehead shriveled and the young man's gaze clearly showed that he did not understand what Roy was saying. "You're getting convoluted. Wasn't enough of your reasons all along?"

"That's just an excuse. I don't want you to feel guilty about what happened. But it seems you need all these explanations."

Thanit's gaze turned flat, as if he was now facing his enemy.

"I'm sorry I had a relationship with you. I'm sorry that's why my Oma died. You don't know how devastated I felt when my Oma left for good with a grudge in her heart. You are too selfish and don't think about me. You don't think that what you're doing can make it all ruin."

Thanit remained silent and stared at her not understanding.

Thanit was still silent, but this time he seemed to be remembering the events of the past. The events that had been weeks passed and it coincided with Roy who had not given him any news.

Thanit was fixated on imagining that it was possible that the message he sent to Roy was the cause of all this. He was stunned to imagine that the one who saw all the messages was his grandmother Roy.

Roy looked at Thanit's changed facial expression. The young man thought that Thanit had already realized everything. Roy feels very angry when he remembers the incident where he lost his grandmother. But the young man thought calmly.

Roy doesn't want to blame Thanit completely, only that this way Thanit will no longer reject what he decides.

"Did you remember? Am I wrong now to blame you for all this? Can you now accept everything to replace my Oma's departure?" Thanit's still riveted.

Roy took a deep breath and looked towards the road. Seeing the streets that began to relax because it was very late.

"Maybe this is the way for us to end this relationship. I'm obviously angry, but I don't want to keep blaming you either. I also took part in the incident that made my Oma angry. So I want to replace all my mistakes this way even though it may be too late. But I promised him that I would change. "

This time Roy sniffled. The young man could not help his tears as he remembered the grandmother he loved. Thanit felt very guilty. He did not expect that his events would be like this. Now he can't even say anything.

'I realized I was selfish. I didn't give him that time. But I didn't expect it to be like that. I'm too careless.' Thanit can only blame himself.He is very sorry because his selfish attitude instead makes everything fall apart.

For a moment they were silent. Roy set his breath so he could be calmer. The young man no longer wanted to be stuck in that situation any longer.

"I think my explanation is enough to answer everything. I hope you can now truly accept and respect my decision. I'm already tired. I don't want to disappoint my family anymore. I don't want to lose anymore. It's enough Oma to go that way. I don't want to make my regrets useless. So now I'm begging you, let me go, Thanit."

The two young men were now looking at each other with sad and regretful facial expressions. Thanit can see how sad Roy is right now. He could not help the young man to stay with him.

"I'm sorry, Roy."

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Andara can't calm down. The girl kept looking down the road. I wish he could see someone waiting for him to come. His feelings were completely chaotic at the moment. He can't even control his feelings in front of his family.

His parents were very sad about Andara. But Andara did not explain anything to them. The girl let them be confused by her attitude.

'Do I have to let go again? I shouldn't have expected him too much just because he did all this because of his guilt. I don't even know how she feels. Why did I quickly conclude that this relationship would go smoothly? Don't I also know how she's been doing all this time? Why am I so easily stunned by this situation?'

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