Just an Ordinary Man (Between True Love And Forbidden Love)

Not completely honest

The sound of cell phone ringing makes your sleep disturbed. The girl wanted to squirm but her body felt heavy as if it was squeezed by something. Slowly he gathered his consciousness, staring right in front of his face. He was shocked to see Roy in his arms. He was surprised, remembering what happened again until they stuck together like that.

Andara immediately released her hand from Roy's head slowly after she recalled the incident that put them in such a position. The girl tried to reach for the ringing phone without disturbing Roy's deep sleep.

He sat next to Roy who was still asleep. Look at that phone that reads. Andara looked at Roy and the phone alternated. Confused between having to wake up the owner or just leave it alone.

But looking at Roy's slumbering face, Andara did not have the heart to wake him. So he saved the phone again after activating silent mode there.

Andara lay down next to Roy. Looking at the young man's face that still looked sad. He closed his eyes even though he was not asleep.

Roy opened his eyes slowly, staring at the face of Andara who was in front of him. He was silent while looking at his wife's face. The young man smiled a glance then closed his eyes again.

In a place far away from them, there was a young man in confusion. He contacted Roy but did not get an answer. He felt unsettled because Roy wasn't usually like that.

"Where exactly is he? Why wasn't my phone picked up yesterday? Did something happen to her?"

Then the young man rushed to the kitchen because the clock had also shown at four in the morning. The young man was not used to waking up this early, but due to his unsettled feelings, he became difficult to sleep well.

His roommate was astonished to hear a noise coming from the kitchen. He got off his bed and rushed to the kitchen to see what was going on.

"Tumben you got up at this hour, man? I thought there was a burrow in here."

"Fuck you, Ko. I thought it was a thief."

"Part of people who usually molor sampe beduk already wake up at this time. "

"Gue not sleeping until beduk, shalan. I could go broke if I wake up at that hour."

Joko laughed as she passed to the bathroom. "Hahaha, kidding man."

The young man who was none other than Thanit looked dreamy. Looking at the phone he was holding earlier. It kept on lighting up and contacting someone, but the answer he never got.

Thanit finally gave up, kept the phone to a table and he chose to move early to reduce the anxiety in his heart.

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Days passed until the day after the seven-day death of Oma Idina. Roy's situation looks better even though sometimes the young man is more quiet than usual. Andara never tired of accompanying and comforting him, hoping Roy can rise from his sadness and guilt.

Roy blames himself for the death of Oma Idina. Although he did not tell others, but Andara clearly knew because he saw how Roy's attitude and gaze when discussing about Oma Idina.

But today they will be separated. Mr. Guzov, who had come to Surabaya because there was work, had to return to Jakarta because his work was done. Moreover, he also had to take care of his own company in Jakarta.

Actually Mr. Guzov gave Andara the choice to stay there until Roy returned to Jakarta or he came with his parents home today. You are confused yourself to choose. Actually he wants to accompany Roy, but he also has activities in Jakarta. Activities that cannot be represented.

Andara as usual sat with Roy, but this time was different. He sat there to say goodbye to Roy. It seemed that the girl did not have the heart to say that today she was leaving. But his departure cannot be delayed any longer.

"You're leaving today?" asked Roy who already knew the plan of his departure.The young man looked at the face of his wife who looked down.

"Yes. Sorry if I can't keep you company. Not that I intended to leave you, but..."

"Can't you come home with me today? "

Roy looked into both of your eyes so deeply. "can't. It's okay if you go home now. I'll be fine here. I still want to be in this house even if the person I'm here for is gone."

"Roy..." Andara rubbed the back of Roy's hand that looked sad. Roy smiled at him. He held that hand tightly.

"Thank you for being a good friend and mother to me. I won't forget your kindness."

Andara smiled. Although a little amused to hear Roy say it like a mother, but the girl did not refuse. After all, he himself also suggested that Roy consider it like anything. Even if she thinks of her as a grandmother.

"We'll meet again, why do you say that?"

Roy did not answer honestly. "Because we won't be living in Jakarta anymore." Andara nodded her head. Roy's answer is correct, right?

"But we will meet often. "

Roy smiled and looked at the screen of his phone. He looks angry but also sad. Andara who saw the change in Roy's attitude became confused. He moved his seat closer to Roy.

You look at the screen of the phone without feeling guilty. After all the owner also showed the object clearly when Andara sat next to him. Andara's forehead slightly shriveled when looking at a photo of someone on the phone screen.

"Thanit? " Roy did not answer, the young man remained silent with his position earlier.

"You have a problem with him? Why do you look angry?"

Roy took a deep breath. "I don't know if it's true that I'm angry with him, while I'm guilty myself."

"What do you mean?"

Roy looked straight ahead, clasping his phone tightly as if he wanted to crush it. "My mom died after getting mad at me for seeing Thanit's picture. "

"Just looking at her picture why is Oma Idina so angry?"

"Because it's not just that." Andara tried to wait even though she was very curious.

"Surely that's what made me feel so guilty about Oma. It's not a trivial thing. Not what my family thought. "

"What?" Andara was very curious.

"Oma Idina knew of my relationship with Thanit for seeing and hearing for herself about it. Oma was so angry at me not because I had time to reject her wish. More than that, the Air. I've let my Oma down so much."

"Why am I not surprised? I really thought something like that was happening." Inner Andara. But the girl prefers to be quiet in front of Roy. I don't blame either of them for making mistakes. Moreover, he himself had such a relationship.

What advice, what kind of advice should he give?

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seriate...