Just an Ordinary Man (Between True Love And Forbidden Love)

Worries of a friend

No one knows who is going to fight with whom. We don't know how God plans things for us. We must not fight the destiny that God has set for us. Whatever it is, God has the best plan for us.

Everyone makes mistakes, but not everyone can be aware of them and admit them. God gives us the opportunity to right our mistakes, but not everyone can take advantage of them well.

God will give way to everyone who wants to change. Nothing is impossible if God wills.

If we as human beings think that one cannot possibly be aware of mistakes, then that means we are not truly thinking human beings, because God is able to change the course of one's life. God is able to turn the heart of man. Somehow the circumstances of a person, if God has willed it, it will happen too.

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Ryan took a deep breath after lingering at war with his own mind. The young man finally gave up thinking about something he did not know.

Ryan chose to just follow how the flow would go. It was also impossible that he would mess up something that he did not know clearly. Being a spectator is probably the best option right now.

But, the young man was also reminded of Thanit and Roy's changed attitude. And again, where is Thanit at the moment? Ryan thought about it then called Thanit, again. Hopefully this time he gets an answer from his worries.

But the number he called did not respond at all. I don't know how many times Ryan's called. 'Where did this guy go? Is it true that I don't think there's a problem with this?'

Joko could see the worry on her friend's face. He noticed what Ryan was doing.

"What's wrong?"

Ryan turned to her while holding his phone. "Do you know where Thanit is right now? I became worried. Especially considering the quarrel between Roy and Thanit a few days ago. Looks like they have a problem."

"I think so too. But I don't know where Thanit is right now. Can't her number be reached?"Ryan shook his head while showing Joko his phone.

"Are we calling Roy? Maybe he knows where Thanit is right now."Ryan looks unsure.

"Call it, rather than worry like this. Anyway, whatever busy Roy is right now, he's got a little time to answer our phone."

"All right."

'But that's not really the problem. I'm afraid something unwanted will happen if I ask Roy.'

"Hey! Why even daydream?" joko asked while patting Ryan on the shoulder and making the young man surprised.

"Yes, I'll call her right away."

Ryan called Roy and before long their call was connected. Ryan hesitated to ask Roy. Finally Joko took over the phone and asked Roy without hesitation.

"Hi, youngest. Do you know where Thanit is right now? For a few days he did not go back to the store. We contacted him and he did not respond. We were worried about him. Especially before you leave, you guys had a big fight. I'm afraid he's angry with us, and we don't know what the problem is."

No answer made Joko stare at Ryan in confusion. Ryan, who looked nervous, looked at Joko in confusion.

"He did not answer. Did he not hear my voice?"

Ryan could only stop. His body suddenly felt weak to imagine that something unwanted would happen between the two friends.

'Suddenly I felt guilty.'

"Hey, how's this?" joko asked more and more confused because his phone connection has been cut off.

Ryan took his phone and called Thanit. After several times there was no answer, he could finally hear Thanit's voice from across the street.

"Hello, Thanit. Where are you at? Why don't you tell us if you don't come home? We're very worried because there's nothing we can call to ask you about your situation" said Ryan, who was visibly concerned.

"I'm doing fine. My circumstances were even so good that I felt like I was floating."

Thanit's answer confused her. "What do you mean? Where are you now?"

Ryan looks upset. The young man stood up with a troubled look. "What do you mean? What are you gonna do?"

There was no answer from Thanit, only the sound of wind and vehicles were heard.

"What's going on?" ask Joko who looks worried.

Ryan was confused by this. "There's no way he'll be reckless. There's no way he's gonna do that."

"Do what? What did Thanit say?"

Ryan looked at Joko blankly. Joko is confused. "Thanit will try to kill himself."

"What?!"

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A young man stood with an empty look on the edge of a bridge. His hands clasped tightly onto the bridge's guardrail. The young man seemed to want to crush the thing he was holding because of the emotions he was trying to suppress.

He recalled the incident a few days ago, when a young man calmly said goodbye to him. At that time, the emotion that he had always been suppressing, he let out in front of the young man.

But their quarrels in no way showed that they were fighting because of their relationship that was over. So his two friends still don't know about it.

"I don't know how to deal with this. I'm not ready to go through it. I can't accept any of this. I can't accept the fact that I've lost. All this time, I've been fighting for this relationship. There are obstacles I don't care about. I guess I'll win and won't feel this disappointment. But what's going on now?"

The young man smiled sinisterly as he looked at the passing vehicle beneath him.

"Is it wrong that I repay you for all this treatment of yours, Roy? You used to tell me that I was the most meaningful person in your life. But the truth is, you are now ending this relationship on the grounds of not wanting to disappoint your parents. Then why did you accept me in the first place if you didn't want to disappoint them?"

Meanwhile, very far away from where the young man was standing, the bustling atmosphere in a house was unable to divert the gloom of a young man.

He looked very confused after getting shocking news from his two friends. Especially after seeing the existence of a person through his cellphone, he became increasingly confident with his mind. Considering how he fought with that guy.

The look on her face that could not calm down, made a girl become worried.

"Roy, what's wrong?"

The young man shook with an empty look. The girl patiently rubbed her shoulders, hoping that the young man could calm down.

"Tell me, who knows I can help you."

Roy looked at the girl with a sad face. "Become, I have to go. I'm sorry."

Andara. The girl's mind raged, imagining that this young man before her would return to her lover.

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