Just an Ordinary Man (Between True Love And Forbidden Love)

Unable to hold

Roy came out of the bathroom after a while he was crying there. The young man was already able to calm down from his cries even though he had to take pains in controlling his feelings.

Roy took a deep breath and convinced himself that he could be strong when facing his friends. Yeah, friends. Because they all must have asked a lot about what he did just now.

Roy finds all three of his roommates still in the same place. They looked at Roy worriedly. Thanit without feeling awkward immediately approached Roy with a worried look. Roy tried to smile while walking to sit with them.

"Why you?" Joko asked impatiently as she was also really worried.

Roy smiled and looked at them in turn. "I'm fine."

This time Thanit couldn't help himself. "What's okay? Your attitude is not usually like this. Explain to us, what's the matter? Who made you like this?"

The smile on Roy's face disappeared. Although he had tried to face his friends calmly, but hearing questions from Thanit made him think back to his grandmother.

"What makes me like this is..." His friends waited and looked at him impatiently.

"My mom."

Roy's reply left the three of them confused. They see each other. Then looked at Roy to get an answer from their confusion.

"What do you mean? Why is your Oma making you like this?" ask Thanit who does not understand.

Roy's gaze turned flat. It was like he wanted to destroy something right now. Roy clenched his hands which he hid between his legs.

"My mom died."

And the atmosphere in the room suddenly became very quiet. It was as quiet as there was no life there. They seem to be glued. They looked surprised, especially Thanit. The young man was completely shocked by what Roy said.

"It's been more than a week that my Oma is buried. That means I was only with him for a short time yesterday. It felt like the meager time was really not enough and made me suffer." Roy crying. He could not help his grief at remembering his grandmother.

"I still want to be with him. I want when I get back here, my Oma to deliver my departure. I want my Oma to stand waiting for me when I come back there. But it can't. Now things can't be like that anymore. He's already gone. He left me." Roy was unable to speak.

Thanit who was initially glued, now the young man hugged Roy to give strength. Roy was really crying. It doesn't matter if his friends think how.

Joko and Ryan also approached and tried to calm Roy. The three youths seemed to protect Roy from all directions. They even cry. Hearing Roy's heartbreaking cry made their hearts seem slashed. They know how sad Roy is right now.

A cold night does not make a sad young man undo his intention to remain silent outside his dorm room. His puffy eyes did not bother him to look far ahead. His sad look could not be lost from his face.

"Although it is natural that I am sad, but my sadness like this should have been able to control. Oma wouldn't be happy to see me like this either. But the truth is, everything is not that easy. Though I was able to control my feelings when Dara accompanied me. I guess, I can do that without her considering that Oma left me a few days ago. But I think I really need Dara. Is it wrong that I need him? Am I being selfish? "

Roy muttered to himself there. His sad look was mixed with feelings that he did not understand. Roy is afraid that he is too hopeful and too dependent on others who are not necessarily able to expect, although he believes that the person is a good person.

The occupants of the Son and Princess boarding houses left their residences one by one. Same with people who have needs like them. Those people excitedly stepped towards their destination. Almost all residents of the Princess and Putra boarding house walk to the destination.

These people are accustomed to walking, although some of them have to travel a considerable distance from their boarding houses. But it seemed like it was not an obstacle for them to walk together in the morning.

The pleasant atmosphere of togetherness became one of the reasons for them to go together in the morning without a vehicle. They can also while exercising when walking towards the destination.

But, there were other reasons as well that made others shake their heads in wonder towards them.

Rivalries. That's one of the reasons. Competition to show who is the best in front of society. Dwellers of the Princess's boarding house or the Son's boarding house? They take great care of it. They both do not want to lose competitiveness in the eyes of the community.

But not everyone is like that either. Some people feel stupid about that kind of thing. Usually such people are people who do not get along very well with society. An example is Thanit.

Thanit actually wants to gather with the community, only he is not like his friends. He is strong in competing, but he is competing not to be seen by others. Thanit is competing with only one person and with the aim of taking down that person. He didn't want to lose anything to his rivals.

Karin and her two roommates get out of the boarding house and walk together despite their different goals. They walked while engrossed in conversation, although the more talkative was Rika. Karin prefers to be a listener and Andara... The girl seemed to be busy with her own thoughts.

The three of them walked together with some people who had a purpose that had to pass through that path. The three of them did not feel anything, just relaxed as usual. But suddenly they were startled by the sound of car horns that so disturbed their hearing and some people who walked with them.

Karin and Rika stared in annoyance at the car that was speeding slowly past them. While Andara behaved normally even though he himself was also surprised earlier. The three girls stopped because the immoral car also stopped.

They actually already know who the owner of the car is, but they wonder, why the car stopped?

"Way then? Haha... Like I dong, peke car," said the car owner infuriatingly as he opened his car glass.

Karin looks very upset, but she is still in her place. It seemed that the car owner was not satisfied with Karin's reaction. That guy's getting hot on Karin with his shitty chatter.

"It's just that you have a cafe here and there but buy a car just can't afford. Why do you become a boss if you just can't ride."

Karin frowned with a face scowling her. While the car owner continued to babble, even until his body squeezed someone sitting next to him.

seriate...