Just an Ordinary Man (Between True Love And Forbidden Love)

Everything needs a process

Days after meeting with Thanit's parents, Karin became worried. His current thoughts were no longer about his separation with Andara. Karin always thought with the gaze and words of Thanit's parents. It was as if they were his parents and he let them down.

"When they didn't know how I was related to Andara, but I felt that they were disappointed in me because of that. They are also nobody."

Karin remembers her school days. Remembering his meeting with Thanit's mother. Karin really wants to have a mother like that. Karin desperately wants to get the attention and affection reported by Thanit's parents.

"If only I had a family like them, I would definitely be very happy and would not fall into this path. But it wasn't really my parents' fault, it was just that I was disappointed in them."

Karin smiled and either her smile was a smile of happiness or sadness. The girl looked at the starry night sky. Staring far up there with a poignant look.

"I want to be happy too. But how? Mama, do you feel disappointed in me too? My mom knows how my life is right now. But Mama was wrong to be disappointed in me, because Mama never paid attention to me."

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After his affairs in Bandung were completed, Karin decided to immediately return to Jakarta. The girl's feelings at this moment were already much better. Although Karin cannot deny that she still feels sad, but she also does not want to be too late in the sadness.Especially considering the outpouring of hearts of both parents Thanit. He was determined to be stronger.

'No problem. After all, from childhood I already felt justice was not on my side. I don't want this to change everything in my life. I need to be strong like I was. Although I do feel very hurt and disappointed, but this is appropriate I get for choosing a relationship like this.'

Karin is determined to return to Jakarta with her new spirit. It could probably be said that he wanted to cover up his disappointment with all of that. But it doesn't matter, does it? No one was harmed by it either.

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Karin accidentally stopped by her cafe before returning to the boarding house. He wanted to monitor his cafe after a few days he left. But it turns out that the employees are reliable. The condition of the cafe remains the same and does not disappoint. Karin smiled proudly at them.

Karin does not hesitate to distribute souvenirs to her employees. He also gave a number of bonuses to those who really make them smile happy.

The employees are very happy to have a boss like Karin. Although the girl looks cute and quiet, but actually she is a friendly person.

"Today the cafe closed a little afternoon. You guys please rest. I also want to rest and maybe tomorrow will not come here. I have a need."

"Boss there's an event?" ask one of his employees.

"mmm...You could say that."

"Can we attend?" ask again without hesitation. His friend elbowed his arm because he felt that his question was not worth saying.

"Hehe...Sorry, can't. It's a private event." The man nodded without feeling guilty.

Karin returned to the boarding house after it was dark and all her employees had also gone home. The girl encouraged herself so that she could face everything.

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The girl circulated her gaze throughout the room in search of the whereabouts of her two best friends. But he only found Rika who was sitting on her alphabet in a special room for worship.

Karin returned to the living room and sat down while stretching her muscles.Tak long Rika also came with a bright smile.

"Sarin!!!" rika's screeching clearly made Karin who was being closed feel shocked.

His heart beat as if he had run. "Rica! Ngagetin knows. "

Rika smiled sinlessly and sat down loudly beside Karin. "Hide... Excuse me. I am so happy because you have come home. I was lonely at the boarding house. At night the atmosphere felt like horror."

Karin frowned hearing Rika's words. "Lonely? Where are you going?"

"Andara went to her parents' house yesterday afternoon. He said you wanted to go home yesterday, he just came home now. I was afraid to know last night alone. I finally called my neighbor a hostel to stay here. Sorry I didn't say it first." Rika grinned for fear that Karin would get angry.

"Eh! But, how do you not know? You didn't say yes to you?" Ask Rika who just realized that.

Karin did not respond to him and her gaze looked very flat. Rika became a little afraid to see the expression on Karin's face that looked less friendly.

"Sari..."

Karin looked at Rika who looked frightened. Karin took a deep breath, trying to calm down. "If I had known, I wouldn't have asked."

Rika looked down sadly. He re-think how the relationship between Andara and Karin after this. Karin examined Rika's sad-looking face. The girl knew that Rika was also saddened by their current situation.

"Don't think badly because of this. Everything's gonna be okay, it's just that everything needs a process."

Rika looked at him and was a little confused by his words. Has Karin been able to accept everything and even changed? The question popped into Rika's head.

Karin looked straight ahead and smiled consoling herself. "Do you always pray for us to repent?" Rika looked more confused at her best friend.

Karin looked at him with a smile that scared Rika. "I remember your words about God having a plan for man. Maybe this was his plan too? Or do you always pray for us to be away from the relationship?" Rika was silent and lowered.

"I'm not at all angry that you did that. I'm happy because you care so much about us. You are also trying to wake up without wanting to offend us. Thank you." Thank you."

Rika was silent digesting Karin's speech. Then the girl looked at Karin's face with questions. Rika is happy if her best friend wants to change.

"You guys are my best friends, of course I want something good for you. I'm sorry if you're bothered by this."

Karin again smiled and this time Rika did not feel afraid of her smile. "There are many good things that are not acceptable when one is in the dark. Let's just say I've come out of that darkness to accept everything. Forgive me for being selfish for not taking your warning."

Rika is pleased with Karin's words which mean that the girl has accepted everything and really intends to change.

"What do you mean, you..."

Karin smiles. "I want to go back and get my happiness. Although the feelings that I could not completely eliminate before, but I will try. It felt enough for me to vent my anger in this way. My family won't care even if I'm stuck on that road forever."

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seriate...