Jealous of Being Autumnous

Chapter 33

"Why are your eyes soaked?" Taesoon was still lying in the UKS room, and was full of medical care.

"Not why,"

"You lied, didn't you? Your eyes don't tell me the truth Ra."

"No Tae,"

"Here, where's Dwi?"

"In the classroom." I reply with a lazy look.

"Hm... I know you have a problem with Dwi. This is already proven Ra,"

"Forgot it!"

"Hm... Don't be like little dong. Are we not in office? Cook has to fight like a kid, anyway,"

"Hm... Yes Tae. We won't fight back, I'm back in class. Know the teacher has entered. Take care of yourself!" I said, and wanted to not long debate my quarrel with Dwi.

"Yes Zahra." He nodded small.

Passing through the balcony, and this time brought me to silence but still in the head still mixed between anger and revenge. I admit that at this time Dwi has forgotten the affectionate feeling between the friends we built with Taesoon as well, but real is not he still with an ego that makes everyone think it is not like ordinary people. Yeah, he's really mean.

The commotion in the hallway was quiet and somewhat dark. I also searched, and approached a place that seemed like a quarrel between students. I also ran. And what happened, made me stop for a moment and round my eyes.

"DWI, BROTHER YEON SOON!!!" I screamed, and instantly they stopped the fight.

"HUH?!" Their eyes widened to see me fixated, and instantly tidied their clothes to each other.

"What are you guys doing?"

"Lookin Ra. This is proof of my love for you."

Flashback (Song Yeon Seon)

I know what you're thinking. Yeah, Dwi or the Taesoon. I know it all started with them so we're not destined to be as close as we used to be. Just try I can reach your heart, and I'm so grateful for this. Because you've been present as my night star.

Believing that I knew this wasn't Taesoon's because he was lying in the UKS. Yes, this is because of Dwi. And I don't know why I want so much revenge, because he has made Zahra have to endure her own suffering. I didn't understand at first why Zahra was sobbing that she couldn't even stop my sobbing. But, what? He still did not want me to be the one to silence for the instant of his cry. And what is my fault? Why she hates me so much.

I also called Dwi, to meet me in a hallway that looked very quiet. There Dwi also revealed the truth. Yeah, he's wrong. He has said like a person who does not care about the feelings of others, what more Zahra his own best friend and a woman who has a very small heart, which is very small, it's easy to get in the heart when someone says anything about them.

Jealous. This time I heard that word from his mouth. My prejudiced attitude, went up instantly. Yeah, I assumed that she was jealous when I was alone with Zahra. I knew she was there too, when I hugged Zahra's body warmly. He was jealous of me. Yeah, I don't like that. I deftly beat him on the cheek, without feeling that he would be in pain like a thug losing a fight. But he remained silent and uncited. Furious, I took the knife, and I punched it in the stomach. But the knife was darting.

He took the knife and shoved it into my neck. What happened, I can't imagine. He sat down, and cried for some reason. The knife was still held, and at that time I beat him, until he was angry and threw the fruit knife. He returned my punch with 2 times his speed. So I feel like he's the strongest man. I lost from there. Then...

"AGRHHHHHHHHHH... WHY WITH ME???" He screamed like a hulk who wanted to finish off his opponent.

"I am blind to love. Yeah, you're right Yoon Seon. I'm jealous of you and Taesoon. All the men who were close to Zahra. To me he belongs to me only!" Straight and without the slightest shakes.

"I'M TIRED OF HOLDING ALL THIS UP! AND YOU SHOULD NEVER GO NEAR ZAHRA!!!" He clenched my cheeks with one hand.

"Not you, I deserve to like Zahra Wi, too" I replied by throwing her hand off my cheek.

"HE'S JUST MINE!!" His face is very close to mine. About 2 cm from my face. His eyes were wide red, and his face was as flat as his eyes. Extinguished red.

And all of a sudden....

"DWI, BROTHER YEON SEON!!!" The screams of a very familiar woman.

Flash back off (Song Yeon Soon)

And is this true? the statement from Brother Yoon Seon is not necessarily true to what Dwi is currently feeling. Yes, from that statement I can conclude that Dwi is jealous. But, after finishing Brother Yoon spoke to Dwi deftly leaving the place. My curiosity just got louder. Right now I just need an answer from Dwi and nothing else gets in the way.

I chased him too. Yes, this time I believe he was in class, where else if not sit still in class while peeling the red fruit, and eat it. That must be what he's doing. Nah! He's not in class. I went back to looking for him, whether I wanted to go where the most important destination was I would get an answer from Dwi himself.

In the place I usually go, after the cafeteria there is a back garden. Yes, a man sat down while bowing. From behind her posture was like Dwi. I know that body posture. Finally, I followed my curiosity. I approached, and it was true that he was the person I was looking for right now.

"Wi" He was shocked, and wanted to escape again. However, it cannot. I pulled his hand first.

"Let go!" He thrashed.

"I'm not going to let go!"

"Jawab first my question! Is it true what Brother Yoon Seon said just now?" Continue me.

"That's all slander. I told you, you're not my type and I don't like women like you. It's gone there!" He threw my hand out of that tight grip. And pushed me, until it fell.

Escape from the place without helping me get up. A bad taste in the testimony of my eyes, and it was recorded clearly in my ears that he would not love me. This pain led me to an unbearable cry of pain. I am still in incredible pain. This heart is like being torn apart. And just try to let me know from the beginning, maybe I won't feel this intense pain.

Why do I have more feelings for him? What excess? He is the same as Taesoon, the man who can make me smile. And why does this taste exist? I have described it as love, but it responds with a loud slam. What makes his heart so frozen. Yeah, I don't feel like I'm the right person to be with her on your day. I predicted that. But I still harbored this sacred feeling.

I pray every time that he is sensitive. However, in fact, friends remain to be friends not for something more. Yeah, I'm the one who's overreacting on this. Through that slashing word I knew that I was going to retreat. He had given me a signal that really broke my heart and this time I decided I would step back, not make himself too busy with myself who still wanted more of him.

I concluded, what Yoon Seon said was just a lie so that I could smile and would not be disappointed with Dwi's attitude. However, Dwi dropped me. I've come to realize that today I'm backtracking on loving people who don't feel the same way. This time I'm backing off Wi!

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The day went by so quickly that there was no friendship between Dwi, Taesoon and me. Yes, Dwi himself cool with his fruit knife was also with a cellphone that did not know what we were doing with the electronics. His sense of indifference grew even higher and he always seemed to never again throw his smile to anyone, including teachers.

This time it was just the two of us sitting daydreaming in the tree house of friendship we built with Dwi. Doing the tasks given alone with Taesoon. Taesoon himself is very powerless to resist the longing for Dwi here. He really likes the joke thrown by Dwi, even though it is crisp in our opinion. Yes, he was such a cold kid that Taesoon would often try it out while doing chores or even eat the snacks we bought before heading to the tree house.

I can't even imagine how painful it is to be left by a friend, even I've considered him more than a friend.

"Ra, I miss Dwi. Even though he's a bit messy sometimes, if you've spoken very short."

"Hmmm..."

"Ra, why the hell is Dwi always like this? Does he at all times have to behave as if he does not care about the outside world. Including her feelings for you?"

Degs...

"What did you say?"