Jealous of Being Autumnous

Chapter 32's

The bright morning sun was still shining, the bright light also supported the first day Dwi returned to school this time. We rode our bikes and enjoyed the fresh air this morning. At 07:00, another 15-minute bell will ring. Taesoon had not been seen either at this moment. We sat down while repeating Dwi's memorization that had not been deposited with the teacher.

From the other side Taesoon with his eyes came, walking like a zombie. His eyes were very faint, and were yawning all the way.

"Why with you?" Tegur sapa was indirectly thrown by Dwi.

"I couldn't sleep last night" he said, still on the side.

"What done?" I also started asking him.

"Last night of dreams...."

The flash back on (Taehyung)

Flowing with tears of clear water. And right now, I wash my face with that holy water. It was so cold, that it felt like I wanted to wash my face many times with this pure water. Right now brings me to the comfort of the cool tears of clear water no one cares.

Right on my side. A woman with a pale white face, and looked at me fixedly. I feel something different now. My eyes couldn't see his face clearly, looking blurry for a moment. But the sound coming out of the vocal cords was clearly drawn. That she was a woman who once stopped by in my heart. Yes, he is a loyal ARMY but not expected only his face is beautiful, but his heart is not as beautiful as that. Who else if there is no Heonri nickname.

I can just stay there. Looking at it more closely, so that the face that had been invisible for a long time. It's really cold. When he held my hand, his body temperature was not like a normal person, very cold even like a walking corpse, I considered it. At that time, I threw out his hand that was holding mine. And I just left the place, without thinking that he would be hurt for the umpteenth time.

With a sharp look, he again blocked me. This time it was clear that the face was beautiful and beautiful to look at instantly. Then, he stood in front of me. Broken it!

"Tae, watch my eyes. I gave those eyes to you. And don't doubt, even if today you can't see the future. That eye will see your future later, and story after network he will record it as such."

He just disappeared in front of me right now. I've lost my mind. And still remembered, until I woke up from sleep at 2:00. Now it is time to get ready for school. And from 2:00, I couldn't close my eyes. Even if it has to be forced.

Flash back off (Taehyung)

Our eyes are wide open. This time he set a dream that was still unnatural. He looked us in the eye very closely, and wanted the right answer. Was it true that last night's dream, with eyes that he now felt the warmth of seeing the world return for now. He really needed an answer this time.

Instantly tossed. We didn't expect this to come out. And though Taesoon himself has felt from the beginning. Yeah, these are Heonri's eyes. However, I still hide, something this big by him. But, the dream had already signaled, should Taesoon be told about all this. And he will understand that it was Heonri who had saved his sight back today and beyond.

"Tae, I'm sorry we didn't tell you from the start. Yeah, here's the truth. Those eyes, they belong to Heonri. He donated it to you. A few months ago he died." Just get out of there, without any further ado.

"What do you mean Wi?" He encouraged Dwi, because of that true statement.

"Sorry Tae, we can't do anything. That's destiny. And he gave away the still-functioning internal organs, donated to who needed them. Including yourself."

"NO?! NO WAY!!! ALL LYING!!! ARGH..." He clenched his hands, and ran somewhere.

I know that he does not understand, what to do and his mind is now unstable. Anger that boomed, even to the point that he might be angry with himself. He no longer knows what to do. This time, we went after him. However, midway he stopped, and grasped something blunt. Yeah, it's a wooden block.

"AGRHHHHHHHHHH... GO ALL OF YOU!!!" He remained with a thunderous rage.

"ASANA JAHUI ME!!! I don't want to see you, and it's all my fault!! AGRHH!!!"

"Tae, it's not your fault. Come on, calm your hot heart!" I said slowly but surely.

Dwi deftly threw the wooden block he was holding. And throw it away. Tae himself was no longer powerful, and I don't know what he thought. He sat down and roared like a little boy asking for candy. I approached him, and he smothered his body very tightly. He still incessantly cried on my shoulder as his focus.

"Ra, I've been wrong to him a lot. And he still cares. Even the rest of his life I couldn't see for the last time. Actually, I know she's a good woman. However, my selfishness always threw away that warm feeling and buried it deeply in the bottom. This time, I was very disappointed. Why don't I accept that sincere love Ra?" He hugged me back tightly.

"Tae, stop. It's not your fault. That feeling is gone, because you know that your heart is not for him anymore. Don't blame anyone, it's you. This is what is called destiny, and when you have loved someone other than him, and therefore you do not respond well. Nay! Please, this is what's best for you. Perhaps, it is God's intercession to help you. And do not blame the past, just try to continue what he ordered in the dream. Maybe this is what's best for you."

"Hm... I already love you, Ra. Yes, you're right this is an undoubted destiny. Thank you very much Ra, for giving the best advice this time. I realized that this love cannot be forced. It's not anyone's fault that my heart speaks when I've forgotten it, and love you for who you are." My eyes were round hearing those short words.

"Hm... Don't cry yet. Shame to see so many people!" I said with gentleness, and wiped away the remaining tears that were still perched on his thin cheeks.

"Yuk rise!" I raised him up, and carried him in embrace. Yes, he is currently still very weak.

"Well, where's Dwi?"

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She kept holding my hand tightly, not allowing me to go to class, I had to accompany her here. However, I still needed a flush of knowledge, with the forced me to persuade him to believe, that I needed useful knowledge from a teacher. He could not be evaded, and with a sense that would not accept everything, he was forced to let go of his grasp, and signaled that later the hour of rest should return. Yeah, I'll be back, I'm sure he needs a friend, in a bad time and doesn't know what to do.

Arriving in class. I see no teacher at this time. Yes, sure enough this time free class, because the meeting teacher for a while. And there were a lot of students outside, as well as Dwi who was sitting in a chair that was leaned on the side of the classroom door. I approached him and asked him the question why he suddenly disappeared.

"Wi, where were you? How not to look. After a long time I persuaded Tae?" I innocently asked.

"I'm lazy to look at it that way. My eyes are tired. You make out, it is not forbidden in Islam. If you understand this, you shouldn't be like that. You're betraying his name."

"Not making out...." Cut by him.

"Continue?"

"I told you, I only persuaded and enlightened a little."

"Why embrace everything? Aren't you not a muhrim?" He said for a moment I didn't know what else to answer.

A moment of silence, but still he sat down while eating the apple he had peeled himself.

"Wi, when it's done from here. Wanna connect to which college?" I asked her to switch the answer that was just now.

"Well, God willing to get out of this country."

"Come home? Want to continue in Indonesia?"

"No, I want to be in London,"

"Goddessa... Oh yes there is no woman later that you can make a wife later. How do you know, after a few semesters of science, after that apply for people's children?" My sloth.

"I wouldn't do that. My hope is still great to be a great person, and to be able to lead in the future. Please take care of your words! So... I still have hope. And if you say it like that, I'm definitely not the type I am."

"Yes, I'm a stupid, ugly kid. It's natural you don't like me. Even though I wish more for it. I assume you're a man who can accept me for what it is, but you're a traitor too." I was already so infuriated by her cold self.

"I'm sure you have the perfect type. While I'm just a woman who can't perfect herself, including face-decorating with 2 inches of powder." I entered the class, with a sobbing cry.

I couldn't stand the words of that super cold guy. What the hell does he want? I don't understand any of this. And only this time his words really broke my heart. Since when is he good at talking like a person who has no sense of pity at all? Basic brutal. And I'll be able to pay it back, for this time.

"DON'T SPOIL! Just like crying, YOU LITTLE BOY!" He dropped me back.

"You've changed dramatically Wi," I ran to UKS.

Want to get into the room. However, I don't want to add to Taesoon's burden anymore. Now I have to find a wise move myself. I don't want this sadness to reach a Taesoon. If this happens, I feel guilty. And enough, I already knew very well that Dwi was a very cruel person. A psychopath, and no guilt if saying something spicy.

Just keep ducking, and until my sobs can't be imagined. How sad when the words were said. I can't hold it anymore. This cry is becoming. And....

"Huh!?" My eyes are wide open.

"I will always be by your side Ra," He hugged me tightly. My cry seemed to be halted for a moment.

"Sister...." I can't help but embrace that warmth.

"Ra, brother will always take care of you. Even if you know your brother once hurt you with a knife cut."

I remembered it all the time.

"YOU'RE CRUEL, SANA!!!"

"Ra?" He was shocked, and suddenly let go of the warm embrace.

"You're not the one I'm referring to, GO BROTHER!!!"

"Bye,"