Jealous of Being Autumnous

Chapter 20's

I am here to make a sick heart along with your attitude towards me. Stay patient even if you're always out of the way right now. That closeness indicates that I will leave you. Stay close even though the pain seems, still buried this time.

I also came home this time back by public transport, because Rahul again held a science competition in another city. The sense of loneliness is more and more there for this time, there are no friends to entertain me, and at home there is only the mother was very busy taking care of the house. I'm tired of days like this.

"ZAHRAA!!" I looked back, I don't know who was yelling my name from the other end.

"Yes, huh?!" He came and called my name!

"It's not yours?" He gave me a handpone that was none other than my handpone.

"Thanks," I was hoping he'd take me home. Yeah, that's for sure.

"I'm going home with Ra!" I'm gasping to see it.

"Yuk Taesoon!" Suddenly Taesoon gave me a ride.

"There Ra is! Your boyfriend's waiting for you,"

What did Dwi say? He's not what he used to be, who gets angry if I'm close to a man other than himself. Does he not care about me anymore? Then, he forgot his memories and was with me, so quickly. I stopped public transport a little closer than I was waiting for, and stayed with Taesoon. Apologize because I can't accept the offer. Actually I want, besides the cost does not come out, but I still take care of Dwi's heart, and maybe mother will be angry if I go home to bring a man other than Rahul's brother.

The sobs still filled the situation. I didn't expect this to happen for how many days he had recovered from all of it. But it is still amesia. I'm so upset with him, I admit he's the one who's getting all black. If he is not amesia, I will hit his body with all my might. It really is heart! What's my fault? In the transport they all looked at me with eyes that continued to focus on me who was increasingly shedding tears.

I finally got home. I can let out all the emotions at last. But, it was visible to these eyes. Taesoon saw me from behind a big tree at the end of the road. What's he here for? Has he been following me? Forget it! He basically, just passed by then stopped by, but he didn't want to be seen by me. I'll just go inside. I can't stand this anger for long.

Breaking down this body, and banging the bolsters that were on the side, even I was already like a madman presumably. Shouts are unclear. I can't hold all this back. Presumably this is because of me, and I threw the glass in front of me with a pencil case. He just seems to be mocking me. Mother also came to neutralize everything. And ask about all this. Only I responded with sobs, and smothered her body very tightly. He didn't want to ask much of this anymore either. He could only follow, and cry out what I had not answered at this time.

This calmness comes after it's all over will be the mother who responds strongly to me. That advice calms everything down. As usual, I looked back at the bright orange sky. She was! Why stare intently at my room area. Did he remember? Why is he looking towards this room. Yes, he did accidentally go through this area, but? Not that before he had ever glanced at my room area but when he had not been in an accident. At least he hated me a lot, and unlike usual who was always close to me, took what I gave him. Even if it's something he doesn't like.

I closed the window with a loud slam. After he threw away his face, as I looked at him. He had completely forgotten everything! I'm not coming back this time. Friends just to make this heart hurt for so many times.

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A rebuttal that we certainly did very well. Any argument without it is very well accepted by the jury up ahead. I've been very ordinary up front, public speaking like this. Ever participated in a very much competition, related to public specing. But, on my side of him, who is more adept at tongue-shinting. Yep! He is a limited singer, naturally he does not feel awkward even trembling when in front there.

I am so jealous of him who can be like that, perfect for everything related to this scientific paper. I'm so lucky this time, to have a friend who's good at things. I admit he's a very smart man. And what about Kim Namjoon's cleverness again! What if this so-called freak looks so clever? Never mind, just think about the IQ of people, I just don't know my IQ is high or stable.

We finished all this, and we sat on the bench waiting for the others to finish performing their best. I am still amazed by everything he does. Whatwant? Why is he back in school? Hasn't he been to high school? It seems suspicious, though,

"Taehyung, why did you go back to school anyway?" His eyes immediately boasted.

"Eh... It means Taesoon."

"You want to know! Forget it all, don't ask me back about it! And don't you call my name by that real name. Later..."

"Your fans are going after you?" I don't know why I'm angry, what's wrong the fans will chase?

"Why with you?"

"Forgot it!" This cheek is blushing.

Mother returned with that cynical look. Ahah! Yes, why would I want to be ushered by him to the hospital, hurt this ear back after the chattering never recovered. Without further ado, Taehyung meant Taesoon, I took him away from the door and told him to go home without taking him in first. Rather than expelling him by force, like other male friends.

After giving a proper reason, the look simply disappeared. And I'm really grateful this time you didn't bring it up much longer. He asked about the moment, managed to make the judges gasp or not? Yes, I answer with the truth. It feels maximum, today the contest of scientific work that first ended with a maximum of extraordinary. But I still can't be arrogant.

I'm alone right now, missing her, dear sister. Who else if not Rahul's brother. Right now he has to compete to get a medal. Yes, we and our family often participate in science competitions. Including myself who currently has to celebrate by myself. Unusual myself, now I'm upset under the covers.

Boredom just messed up, I finally started to arrange the room with a BTS poster. I took the things that had long been embedded under the bed. I looked at the faces of the personnel one by one. And I look fixed face that animates me for longer like the world of K-Pop is none other than Taehyung.

I started typing, and congratulated him on a wonderful partnership. Now we increasingly believe, that tomorrow will come again a more challenging scientific competition and make yourself more happy to follow it.

Until late at night, we talked by telephone. I finally closed it first, because the drowsiness was unbearable. Finally tomorrow I have to endure the excessive drowsiness.

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"Zahra?" Someone was staring at me.

"Huh, Taehyung?"

"If you like Dwi. It would be nice not to like it too much. It'll hurt,"

"You don't understand this Tae. I promised you, if I had a taste for someone, I would have trusted you. Be faithful and get his heart. So I can take a risk from all this. Although I was sick later, but I was satisfied with my efforts to get it."

"Don't Ra. You're not that kind of person. I trust you. You're not going to move on easily from all. Really suck. You'll never be satisfied if you don't get it."

"Why are you saying that anyway Tae?!"

"Had, she wasn't yours later Ra. You're gonna be with someone else not her."

"So? You mean you're that?" He shook his head.

"Tae, answer me!"

"Tae!"

I woke up from my sleep. And I saw the clock, about 06:15 when I screamed, and immediately ran to the bathroom. Almost slipped there.