Jealous of Being Autumnous

Chapter 15's

Grab something good. Holidays have arrived because the snowstorm is getting worse. I responded to the reader through the online writing listed. My dear brother also entered with his will. On the lid of the laptop, and rubbed my head a little rough. Start, the unanticipated jail. I'm concentrating, but I can't, because it's brother who always messes up.

Let him with his kejaimanya. I focused on looking at more and more writing. Dwi calling! Whatisthis? She misses? Though the first new holiday, he was like this.

"What's Wi. Tumben," I said manyun.

"How does our group work?" Is this he didn't ask me, you arrogant bastard!

"It's ready!" Limp and not like the beginning who smiled even jubilant.

"Oh... Then it's already." That's all it is!

"You're not..." I'm so stupid.

"What's? Why is Ra with me?" Confused ask.

"Forget over!"

"You're healthy, aren't you? I'm starting to miss your stupid pranks, too,"

Huh! This heart seems to have been unable to withstand the rapid beat that comes once. Will he pause for a moment, if true I will die for a moment.

"Basic! I don't chatter like that, I talk there's meaning" He laughed.

Tut's... Tut's...

Why die! I don't want to be so quick like this. That voice I want to hear it for longer. Maybe just a day not see each other, but it feels like a year at the moment.

Rahul looked at me very sharply. He was the one who claimed, now his look changed drastically. He asked as usual. "Who's that, your boyfriend?" I've been bored with his chatter that did not escape lost. He again showed that scowl. I still persuaded him, this time he was not as usual who immediately smiled. He came out of my room, and went nowhere. Not that I don't want to chase, because there's so much more I want to do this time.

In these 3 days the sour face is still displayed in front of me. I feel so guilty. He is like Dwi. Don't want me to get even a little closer to a man, and how to get back to him like he once thought I was his best brother. How, so that Dwi and Rahul brother are not angry and silent because I am close to a man. If this is persistent, maybe I can't stabilize things immediately. Like this time, he looked serious watching tv. I have to do it now, because this guilt is coming back and so on, not knowing when it will end. Explained also about the relationship with the sour face, they remain that way sometimes. How, how to stabilize the two when it has sour face?

"Sister... Why the hell are these 3 days of Zahra diamin?"

"It's okay. You must know for yourself." Percis is like Dwi.

"Because I'm close to another man besides my dear brother huh? I want to be closer to my friend. Shouldn't we have a lot of friends?"

"Yes, but it's not like you're so close to the same thing called Dwi,"

"It's a habit, brother. I'm not the closest to brother?"

"Not changed now!" Assertively.

"Changed? Not brother,"

"Yes." Yeah." He also went to his room.

Chasing him until he stabilized was very lame this time. Slammed the door of his room. And lock it, so I don't get in. I've been tapping for a long time. It didn't show up either. Unbearable, if it is like this. The eyes began to turn red, and shed tears. I sat down and leaned against the door. And I fell asleep soon. That was me after crying, eyes bruised and sleepy. Still leaning on the door leaf.

KDBUKK....

"Sister. Mianhae sis." Still on the floor. For Rahul without warning opened the door of his room.

"What are you doing here? Come already!" It helps me get up.

"Mianhaea... Sis." My words are sincere.

"Yes. Next time don't get too close to anyone other than your sister. Sister jealous know," It's confusing.

"Jealous?" Ask me plain.

"S.. Never mind. Just go into your bedroom there, not on the floor. Or..." He gestured, pointing to his room.

"No! This is brother's room." Responded with a nod and the smile came back again after 3 days of being invisible.

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This holiday makes me more spoiled with an older brother like my own brother. This week, we did a lot of good things. Like, painting together is his hobby, writing works, and one that does not miss eating. That's what's filling the holiday this time. Yep! Rahul's brother in this month and so on he'll be staying at our house. So, make a home, even if only 3 people. But, I have said, if we are combined then there will be a commotion that hits, can not be silent with each other. Later, to the room, in the yard, and to the bathroom is not the same! That is, because if we have met it can not be separated. Like magnets pulling on each other.

This time into the new year. Yes, we also returned to Indonesia. I miss my father there, my sister and my sister. I miss everything in Indonesia, including my friends. This time it was the best thing in my life. My eyes flashed wide, and I could not help but hug them one by one. This reason indicates that it is more comfortable in your own country than in neighboring countries.

My brother's. Not coming to Indonesia this year. His parents were still a lot of affairs, somewhat lonely and unable to joke back. As usual, if me and my mom come back, they'll be the same. But this time it was different, they still stayed in the country, for a logical reason.

I also visited Medan in the hope that this miss will be eroded, soon I met my friends. There is so much I want to know about their experience. Perhaps to exchange experiences between us. Behind all this I may not be able to say that I miss them so much. Wh why? If I continue my schooling in Medan, I may not have this deep longing. Because the distance of our house is very close. It's natural not to miss, that's why.

Melting the flavor that has long been slumped, it finally walks us to retrace that flavor. Come with a cry of happiness. Through the mouth or heart, today the sign of the sun has come to adorn a group of women lined up looking up there.

Don't forget we're headed to my birthplace. Yep! Khalifah City. There was a grandmother waiting for our presence who had long left a similar impression. Mommy participated in happy cries as well as me even if just following along. Grandma there always thought that her 2 children, namely mother and father, brother Rahul was in another country. Grandma confided with mom about it. I listened to it until the sleepiness was not restrained. Finally, I went to Grandma's room to relax for a while.

As usual if I sleep can't these eyes catch the light that emanates. I closed that window. Hah, don't look wrong! He's in front of my eyes. Is this a dream? I pinched this tapered cheek. Yeah right, it's real. I'm still thinking about it this time. Forget it! I continued to close the window.

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"Mr..." Like sound...

I also rubbed my eyes. Wake up, and finally jump out of bed. I peeked at who was coming. Huh! Brother Rahul, but it seems like he was. Brother Rahul also lowered his head, staring at me jaim. I also came out of hiding. Back to fighting, but that's what we can't be separated by anything. Like now, they do not return to Indonesia in fact what? They went home and the water showed fatigue.

Rahul was not as usual, disturbing me for a number of times, even to the point of crying myself made. This time no, he just removed my tubers and laid down the body in Grandma's room.

I see out there, this is the real birthplace I miss you so much! Who's the guy who's headed to Grandma's house. He looks from as far away as he is. I'm myopic, no way. As it turned out Rahul. The closer it gets, what!

"Zahrah!" Reprovedly.

"Wi!"