Jealous of Being Autumnous

Chapter 18's

It ended, I am so grateful. Although not as perfect as the Korean actors and actresses out there. This is all I almost fainted playing. I put this pale face on the pillow, and lay down for a while in a comfortable bed. I wouldn't want anyone to bother me just this time, anyone because I'm so tired.

He purposely tipped, jumped and even shouted. I'm still patient this time, in fact he doesn't care about me being this limp. I know what he meant to entertain me, this entertainment is not for this time. I also climbed black, and snapped it without intention.

"Why with you Ra? You're not what you used to be. Even if you're tired."

"So, brother, I'm so tired. Go no!"

Without further ado he left the place. And with such a look, I was very much a sign that he had been hurt. I also do not understand everything at this time. Why did my emotions go up once this time. Is there nothing wrong with him? Usually he entertains me, I accept it very much and I do not respond like this. What this shatan is that affects me. I'll apologize this second, too.

I chased him to his room. Right now this guilt is making me wrong about everything. Very good brother, in fact I just drove away, without any fatal mistake. As usual, if I seemed tired he would treat me with that childish nature. However, it is my fault that I over responded with words that hurt it. I slowly opened the door to her room. There was a sobbing cry, along with the babbling of his consciousness that made me ride apoplexy.

It's obviously my fault, and why it's like that. I was wrong, she cried. That little heart really makes anyone see it carried away. I approached him and apologized for what happened. I hugged from behind the body, and he felt it. I threw my hand, and...

"Well, why are you here? Not that you're mad at me, go you!" Then, and still in that sedu.

"M... Mianhae sis," I said as well as I would.

"I don't need that apology anymore. It's all my fault."

"No brother!" I covered that body.

"GET OFF ME, SANA!!!" He tried to get rid of it but couldn't, because I was holding it very strong.

"Mianhaea... Sis. Not the wrong Rahul. This is my attitude too with big brother. Mianhae sis,"

"Son't it just be a problem for you deck?"

"No big brother is the best advice for me, the best big brother in the world." He also returned the embrace.

After the subside will be all, back to a pleasant beginning. Now we start by jumping on his bed like a child. Appreciating a baby, until shouting loudly. Mother also saw us who were cool playing, presumably twins who were still small. Mother fell, and pretended to be angry, all this childishness. If this is what Rahul wants at this time, I will always accompany him no matter how calm. He is the same as me not knowing the conditions in the slightest.

Suddenly, he asked how he was performing. Yep, he could not come, because of the many tasks at that time, he had to go to school even though today was a red date. Yes, just remembered, he wanted a friend to eliminate his fatigue in doing the current task. Butwhat? I responded not well. He asked about the script I had memorized, and another scene when the drama began. He already knew that it was me and Dwi who were the main actors. He wanted to know all of that. I also reluctantly told you briefly how it happened earlier.

"It's so good that, no stammering," he said with a smile that was not enjoying it seemed.

"Yes that's my brother,"

"What about Dw..."

"Wi!" Cut off by the phone from Dwi who called, had 5 calls.

I answered him, and left the place. Heading out without saying goodbye with Rahul's sister.

I lifted the phone very lazily, actually I attach more importance to the feelings of Rahul's brother at this time. I have had feelings 5 times as well. It doesn't seem like that cold one. Apparently, huh what! This is very bad news. I'll be there, he won't be anything for sure. He's strong, nothing's going to happen right now.

I took Rahul to a place where I panicked. And involuntarily tears began to wet these cheeks. Brother Rahul with that affection, he removed it slowly. And hurry us to the place where we want to go.

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Hospital

"Mom, what happened to her?" I was sobbing until now, starting from ending the phone earlier.

"It was an accident, son." His mother was beginning to not get up very strongly.

"What!" I started to feel so weak to hear it all.

The cheeks were already flooded, and the eyes were beginning to be unable to hold this back. I didn't think this was all happening to her. O Allah help him, do not make this a day that makes sorrow meaningful.

"Dwi was critical, and it took a lot of blood."

"Well!" Our eyes were still hearing all of this.

Mother Dwi could not stand all this, and fainted in the embrace of Brother Rahul. I can't stand all this, what am I gonna do? Without further ado I checked the blood, the same or not. Nil. Previously his mother's blood was not the same, he was the same as his father but his father was in Indonesia. Lastly there was only Rahul's brother who had not been checked, then without wasting much time he did, even though he was afraid of the blood that had come out of his body. His blood was the same as Dwi, I started to stop crying for a moment, my eyes as if this was a good start. Rahul donated it.

A big thank you, and I am grateful that someone donated sincerely to him. The eyes of Rahul's brother also seemed to indicate he was ridho of all. The doctor made his mission, and eventually succeeded. Today thousands of thanksgiving God who still gives his help, now Dwi can be healed. Although not yet aware, but this makes the mother Dwi more calm.

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Morning without feeling anxiety about Dwi will make me continue to think there. Today I have to say that Dwi is sick, and she is not yet awake. So that he is not declared as truant as before. I have to say the truth, if left unchecked they must always underestimate Dwi who is still lying at this time.

The forging that is usually with Dwi came to see me. With his friends, he looked me low, and what did he do? He pulled this hijab, and bullied me. I don't understand why this is all happening. Yeah, he likes Dwi. But I am among them. What is this friendship mistake? If she likes and is jealous, ok! I will leave, but this makes it impossible for me to remain silent. Those who doodled this face with markers, made my face redder. I can't be like this, because if I get hurt I should have to pay it well too. The nature of revenge began, this time I grabbed the unraveled hair, then ran. I don't want to, the more hurt her gentle self is.

For me the whole woman has a soft heart, though she seems to bully. Except for me, because this avenger cannot be destroyed with anything. They continued to chase me, even though it seemed from the face was tired of chasing.

"Ouch... Mianhae," I said to the man I hit.

"Mianhaea... Come on up, "A man.

"Thank you, I've stayed!" I also left the place with a sigh.

"Have followed me you'll be safe!" He took my hand, into the empty classroom. Hiding behind that door.

Sure enough, I was unknown to them. Looking at that face, it seems like I know him but where? It's not just my hallucination. He looked very innocent, and included a cute child. Wearing round glasses, and holding a very thick novel book for me. Yep! Most importantly I've been spared from them, and he has saved me. I also said many thanks, and after that left the place dikerenakan one of them is his class which is certainly not my class, and the first lesson hours immediately began. Before I looked into those eyes, I seemed to know him. It's just a hallucination coming back, I've forgotten it.

The lesson hours are finally over. Now it's time to go to the place you were waiting for from the beginning, what else if you don't go to the hospital, wait for the rumour. Thank God he has finally recovered. But what is this? He doesn't know me! Not only me, but also his mother, who has been waiting for his awakening and recovery. He was amnesic, due to a violent impact that hit his head, resulting in a lot of blood loss, and his nerves began not to be used. This time it was back on his mother's face. His little boy forgot about it. How am I angry? And this is his destiny.

I can only give a short motivation, so that his mother is calmer, even though not seelok with Rahul's brother who gives motivation. And immediately Dwi began to look at his mother's face very sharply, and began to hurt his head, finally the doctor was called for a few more times this time. I can't imagine that she rebelled against not knowing her with her mother. If I were his mother, I would cry all the time.

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"Sister, that Dwi should have been well-informed right?" Talk to my sister.

"Hm... Yeah." yeah."

"Let him not know me, but his mother sees! Too bad for him, I saw that his eyes could not bring those tears back."

"Zahra, listen to brother! This is his destiny, just pray that he will recover quickly in the present, and can remember his past. Including remembering you." He fell, and pulled my nose slowly.

We discussed it on a clear night, with the moonlight facing our faces. I put this head on his shoulder and closed my eyes, apparently glare at the light. He mengahelus these tubers, I think I can be comfortable and can fall asleep. Soon I was unconscious. Sure enough I woke up, already in my room. Thank you Rahul's best.

If this is the best then he will turn away from me. Who he really is, the round glasses signify things that are wrong. I know him very well, so is he really someone I know? Tonight until 1:00 I can't close my eyes again, after waking up. Through the light I looked back at the dark night, but it looked beautiful full of stars scattered. Why did I think of him, whom I had only known earlier. For me he was someone who had been in my life but never to meet in the least. Ouch... I was also anxious when I stated this. I lay this body back down, and try to fall asleep. Can't!

KREAKKA....

"Ra, aren't you asleep?" Ask a mother who has been watching me since.

"No bun, maybe when I was asleep in the back garden, I put my head on the shoulder of Rahul, then fell asleep. He's..."

"Ehm... Alright, is that what makes your excuse?"

"Not really bun, I was thinking of Dwi, ups..." I covered my own mouth..

"What did you say?"

"Nothing! It's good night bun." I covered my face with this blanket.