Jealous of Being Autumnous

Chapter 24's

"Why with you Ra?" Taesoon asked me.

"It's okay. And what's he here for?"

"You mean I'm Ra?" Asked Dwi who happened to be very right. And I responded with a nod.

"What's my fault with you?"

"You who are cold to me Wi, remember your bad knife, I don't like it!" Ketus. I'm rewinding, about wanting to know I'm going to have his fruit knife.

"What did you say?" He turned my back on them.

"What! I'm not wrong, am I?" He slapped me very hard.

That's how he was to me. I sat down, as if recalling his hand was very light. Taesoon pursued deftly Dwi. I don't think Dwi can treat women that way. I was never once slapped by anyone including my own parents. I really don't like people who are light-handed. What is hidden in the knife? What events affected him? Is this my fault? Then please forgive me.

I chased them, and I looked for them to and fro. Seeing them in an empty hallway. What the hell's going on? Why with them? Fighting like that, because just now? Sure enough, I separated them and declared this was my fault. My eyes looked at the two of them sharply, and even to the point of shedding tears. Yeah, my little heart can't hold back everything that's happened. I was a weak person, I admit that, and Dwi was still upset with me this time she left us on the spot.

I've forgotten about the history of the fruit knife, and this time I had to investigate the knife. I have stated to Taesoon also this is a misunderstanding due to the fruit knife that is often held. And this time we will find out about the fruit knife, preferably because I was very satisfied to see the cold attitude due to the actual knife was very bad. Why was he so angry, and had hit me with a slap to my cheek. That's not normal for me.

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Saw him sitting neatly on the canteen bench. Look at the knife, and do not forget to peel an apple. I'm very suspicious at the moment, just like Taesoon. We got to his house and we were very detailed every minute. I won't be satisfied until the time is over very quickly. Taesoon was getting tired, and finally he did not want to return to this destination, and left the place.

I can only follow him, after all I am tired of one day already lurking about the history of the fruit knife. Back without any evidence. This time I haven't been able to and I just keep staking this. No words of despair for me. As long as this is still a question I will get the answer even if at any time.

Before leaving the place, Dwi ongmong by herself. But his eyes still stared weakly at the fruit knife. He is actually a 'Psychopath' killer who is very thirsty for blood. Actually he had tried to eliminate that attitude, he knew that it was a great sin since he often got enlightenment from ustazd out there. And this time it had started to disappear, he was very grateful. This time he was able to live quietly without any back obedience. That's why, when someone holds the fruit knife, he will hit someone, he is very afraid if the person is like him who is a psychopath.

Setraumakah himself? I have realized that he will not want to make people have a cold attitude like someone who is indifferent to the situation. And even more strangely the knife became to kill, because that is what makes the knife every time it is held. Let him who holds because the knife is very dangerous for him, because there are many lives that have been oppressed. This time he will not kill life, so he eradicated the bloodlust by peeling the fruit even though there is no blood flowing. For him it was already very satisfied, besides the apple was red. That's what he should be able to hallucinate high this time around. He does not want to sin too much, and go to hell later. Nauzubillahimin!

This is my fault. That hard slap was not because he was angry for no reason, it was the best for us. I don't know what made him that happy. And for the time being I forgive that rude attitude. I didn't expect a person who seemed like he could just shake off his bloodthirsty attitude, and replace it with that red fruit. That includes working for me.

Still can't accept everything that happened just now. Taesoon will hit back hard on Dwi's cheek, because he has been rude to a woman. Yeah, I know he's a man who values women like precious things. The attitude of revenge was in him. I thought only I had it, but just like me it was that kind of stature.

"Let's see that cheek will be worse than you Ra!"

"You're going to get Tae back, it's my fault, too. That's what makes him like that, right?"

"But don't be like that too Ra. You're a girl, she should protect not hurt."

"Keep..." I tried to bring it in a little joke.

"Darling?"

"Yuk is home! I'm so lazy here." Annoyed annoyed.

He is very funny, it deserves a lot of women who are captivated with a handsome face and funny it. Actually I just saw from the funny thing nothing more than that. It made me crazy for him, and this time he made my hallucinations start to return. Those words were as if a very precious omen for a later day. Ahhhh, forget it! I've been getting crazy lately. Then he drove me home as usual.

Mother smiled and she saw me. And when he came home, and was no longer seen. Mother asked about herself, her good looks that lured mother to know her identity. And I answered with a manyun smile, mother's question was full of praise for her. To think I'll match her this time. I looked at the full mother, and looked down embarrassed. That's why I've long wanted someone I idol to love me completely, it's my hallucinations that make me smile myself.

Rahul turned out to be in the back, listening to the conversation between me and mother and this time the sour face was radiated back. I kept telling him at length about Taesoon, who was so alluring. Suddenly he was not seen back. Maybe, angry about everything. I know it. Just try to understand me, maybe I won't reply like this. Already, leave it with that meaningful vexation. And now I'm going to keep making her upset, until she wakes up on her own.

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I know what he likes, and as an apology, speaking well of the knife, taking strong evidence, even I will continue to support him to get closer to the teachings of religion. Take what he loves as an apology. Yeah, it's my fault and I have to apologize for this.

For a moment he saw me lazy, and this time I sat waiting for the best response. Without even touching a single piece of fruit I brought, his eyes didn't even glance at it. And for me, I'm the only one who can perfect this. This time I persuaded until he wanted to, finally he managed to accept my apology and again apologized for the rude attitude yesterday. I've forgotten it, just a meaningful mistake. There was a misunderstanding at that time.

Tell me about the fruit knife. Yes, I lured him to explain the history of the fruit knife in great detail. Even though I already understand why he is like that presumably, because I want more detail then he explained it. Nothing is hidden this time. This is what friends call venting friends as well, and we should not hide ourselves because it can only hurt in the heart.

Suddenly there was a hand clasped against Dwi's tyrannical cheek. I was shocked too, what does this mean? Without any guilt this time he just hit. I have explained but this is his attitude that can greatly appreciate women. Yesterday's incident not even I have forgiven him, but he is still furious about Dwi. I knew he wouldn't be willing if this happened.

"What do you mean Tae?"

"You're wrong, ask yourself. Don't ask me if you feel guilty."

"What's my fault?"

"You don't know!? What's your fault? You're a very selfish person Wi." He wanted to smash his cheek a second time.

"He's realized, don't you go back like this we're not friends?" I intercepted him too.

"Here you go, let's apologize Tae!"

I also told you everything that made Dwi look very rude.

"I'm sorry Tae, I realize this is my fault. Yeah, you know very well what a woman is, for some reason that traumatized me like that. Mianhae's..." Say that sincerity.

"I'm sorry Wi. If I've been wrong all this time. Yeah, that's your trauma. I'm the one who should apologize first." They also hugged each other.

I knew they wouldn't be like this for long, and this time I smiled with satisfaction at seeing them better, thinking each other was wrong about this. This time I have to try to support Dwi who is still on the verge of collapse. So too with Taesoon himself.